This song is about a made up relationship, but the lyrics still relate to me. I sing that i thought they actually gave a damn about me, but they actually just didn’t care. I put so much effort and had an emotional attachment, but they just left me behind. I hope y’all can relate to it too ;)

EDIT: I will be probably be re-recording this cuz I don’t rly like my vocals in the bridge and it needs some spice sooo yeah.

I Thought You Really Cared

Even though I just quickly made this and it doesn’t have any lyrics it resonates with me sm. I have been practicing with producing my own music and this is the first product you’ll see ( dw i’ll come out with longer and better songs in the future ;) ). I’m working on new stuff!

Sounds of the Soul

This is my first full song I’ve produced in Garageband! It’s about liking somebody who will most prabably never like you back, so you convince yourself you should forget about them, even though you really like them. It feels really real for me because I wrote this song about my actual feelings.

Btw audioquality is not the best because i recorded it on my crusty dusty earphones I got with my phone but hopefully I can buy an actual microphophone sometime if I have the money.

Stay tuned cuz I’m trying to post new music each month now!!!

I wish you could see me

This is a quick song I literally just finished (because I forgot February was shorter lol) but I still love it a lot. I have been experimenting even more with second and even third voices and I noticed I really like how ethereal it sounds. 

This song (idk can you call it a song? It’s a bit short if I say so myself) to me is very personal because this year I have been struggling a lot with my mental health and sometimes I just want to let go, even just for a second. This song perfectly encapsulates that fealing.

More stuff comingggg ;))

I don’t want to feel this pain

I quickly recorded this song with my phone and added some second voices and more piano to make it a bit more dynamic. I hope you like it! This song (idk what else to call it lol) has been a concept for ages and this is actually mostly a collection of voice memos mashed together, so audio quality is not the best!

I have no idea if anybody is actually reading all this but for anyone who is, this song was originally about me singing about thinking that I was a disappointment to my parents. While combining the voice memos I realised that its not my parents this is about, but myself. I am the one that is a disappointment to myself (or that is how I feel). This collection describes my journey from be hard on myself to accepting it and just letting go and just stopping to care.

im just me

This song is pure emotion. No pre planned chords, lyrics, anything. I just sat and played and sang. I opened my heart and I said all the things that were in my head. It has been about half a year since the incident. First i felt guilty, then dirty and then angry. Now i just feel betrayed. I thought we were friends and then he just came into my space and I didnt do anything to stop it. Its not my fault and I know that, but still. I have made many songs or bits of songs about this. Most of them are angry. But in the end they all felt a bit pretencious. This song is raw and simple and this song is in Dutch, even though I never thought Id sing in Dutch but some things change. I just want this out there. He wont ever hear this and it will have to stay that way. But I want to let go. And this is my way of letting go

ik deed niks

I am a young singer songwriter who is just learning how to make better songs. Atm I use Garageband to produce my own music. Tips appreciated :)
Instagram: @zoya_d_music

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