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I just feel like
I just feel like I can’t
wanna be like
stale, think my life went

I just feel like
I just feel like I can’t
wanna be like
stale, think my life went

stare at the fine line
glare until my eyes spent
I need a new life
this is not what I meant

I know what you’re like
think you need to confess
I need to cut ties
I don’t like what I’ve been

I’m gone, a flatline
something in my brains dead
I missed a lifetime
so, I stay in past tense

I just feel like
I just feel like I can’t
wanna be like
stale, think my life went

I just feel like
I just feel like I can’t
wanna be like
stale, think my life went

(life went, life went)

I condemn all
blades in case I plead
I’m dead a missed call
lies I just can’t breath I...

hit my downfall
race inside my head
my faith is so small 
I just can’t won’t feed lies

snarf alcohol
depleted I confide
mind, empty hall
cut in deep, I can’t hide

(can’t hide, can’t hide)

feel like (prod. Malloy)

cover art: bound by flesh
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I know your dying wish is 
I don’t fall back
I’ll kill myself first 
cause I don’t wanna hear that 

I know I take a long time 
I need a rematch 
always caught me in the act
it was a fair catch 

I wrote my life story 
I can’t read that 
I’m not proud of myself 
all I hear is evil chitchat 

I can’t really take a single moment 
just to relax so,
I think I might as well
just have a fuckin’ relapse 

every single days 
a fuckin’ problem 
same feelings 
I can never ever fuckin’ solve em’

I don’t really try tho’
no point I’m at the bottom
I love my bros tho’
they know that I gottem’

Imma’ plant a slit to my veins 
like a column 
watch em’ grow in size (yeah)
watch it how they blossom 

Imma’ hit this too much
till I’m feelin’ too numb
I can’t pin emotions 
I think that it’s just the rhythm 

(yeah, yeah)

(just the rhythm)
(just the rhythm)

I don’t really hit em’ up
it’s dnd I miss em’
feeling sick and out my head 
I’m addin’ up my symptoms 
substance in my body 
always fuckin’ up my system

but you don’t hear em’
worlds a prison
my own worst enemy 
bleed me out like serum 

really think that imma’ die
my last day I’ll go dumb
tell me lies, I’m not right 
I know that I’m dead wrong 

(tell me lies, I’m not right 
I know that I’m dead wrong)

(burning out, live a lie
polished heart on my thumb)

I know your dying wish is
I don’t fall back
I’ll kill myself first 
cause I don’t wanna hear that 

I know I take a long time 
I need a rematch 
always caught me in the act
it was a fair catch 

I wrote my life story 
I can’t read that 
I’m not proud of myself 
all I hear is evil chitchat 

I can’t really take a single moment 
just to relax so,
I think I might as well
just have a fuckin’ relapse

relapse (prod. Malloy)

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she watch me like a flick
climax i don’t miss
i get money everyday (yeah)
it’s cash over a bitch
it’s a cold ride in the sleigh
when we slayin’ kill the rich
so i can put it in the bank
chop go off without a hitch

but i bleed i leave a trace
i can’t hide from nosey paramores
run up in his face
blacked out soldier, it’s a cold war
max payne thru your crib (yeah)
steamrollin’ movin hardcore
say she love me
like, the fuck should i care for?

she trapped me like a cage
i’m an animal, animal
started feelin’ faint
off that chemical, chemical
started actin’ fake
you ain’t admirable, admirable
cut me like a steak
she a cannibal, cannibal

she trapped me like a cage
i’m an animal, animal
started feelin’ faint
off that chemical, chemical
started actin’ fake
you ain’t admirable, admirable
cut me like a steak
she a cannibal, cannibal

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yeah, lie after lie
makes me sick to my stomach
and it’s time after time
u can’t bear a discussion
like, fine
i don’t wanna know
g-g-get the fuck outta’ my phone
i just wanna go
i-i-i just gotta go (go)
go away, i don’t wanna fuckin’ fight again
i’m too high to think
took a perc and mixed it wit’ vicodin
u-u-u keep playin’ with my head
i wish i didn’t vite’ u in
i know how this is gonna be
i know how this story ends
over it, o-oh she moved on
i didn’t notice it, i’m focusin’
i’m tryna get on, i need the bonuses
devoted, oh i led u on
are u gon’ throw a fit
i think u set ur sites too high
u need to lower it

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she trapped me like a cage
i’m an animal, animal
started feelin’ faint
off that chemical, chemical
started actin’ fake
you ain’t admirable, admirable
cut me like a steak
she a cannibal, cannibal

she trapped me like a cage
i’m an animal, animal
started feelin’ faint
off that chemical, chemical
started actin’ fake
you ain’t admirable, admirable
cut me like a steak
she a cannibal, cannibal

flick - ft. bound by flesh (prod. lonelyprinze)

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( yea ) x3
ur not me tho’
jus watch me glo
flatlines, she luv blow
float, oxycodone
brains out when I blow
bodies im below
soil, I still grow
we ridin’ metro

steady trip, seein waves
cuz my eyes jus drip   
it’s a cash flow
blackout, slip
get a grip, cuz im losin it
(it’s all inside me)

im at my brink
gimme pills baby
giv me a drink
said im good
ion’ need no shrink
drugs 2nite
imma blow the bank 
(imma OD)

( yea ) x3
ur not me tho’
jus watch me glo
flatlines, she luv blow
float, oxycodone
brains out when I blow
bodies im below
soil, I still grow
we ridin’ metro

not me.mp3 (prod. tears?)

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lost gone, all the way
i’m not sorry
beat this part of my brain
for me darling
hold the weight of the change
i can’t hardly
need somebody to blame
but it’s all me

lost gone, all the way
i’m not sorry
beat this part of my brain
for me darling
hold the weight of the change
i can’t hardly
need somebody to blame
but it’s all me

still wasting time
and being dead at the party
feel dull, half of a man
move like i’m a zombie 
still walk, ash in my face
i look gnarly
i don’t think that tomorrow will change
and that just haunts me

move away, caps in my stomach
i feel nauseous
i don’t fuck with lames, ur a waste
you move cautious
i can feel the weight of the world
i need pain free
converse, cdg and I cash out murakami

i don’t wanna feel again
get away from me
and i can’t really make no amends
they can’t let me be
fuck it like i couldn’t pretend
i just wish i’d see
the way everyones cutting me down
down to my knees

i wanna go away
i can’t live today   
yea, it’s been the same
and i’ve just been afraid
i just take the pain
i can’t be the same
i just cut to taste
and let it bleed away

i don’t wanna feel again
get away from me
i know you wanted me to pretend
but now i see


lost gone, all the way
i’m not sorry
beat this part of my brain
for me darling
hold the weight of the change
i can’t hardly
need somebody to blame
but it’s all me

lost gone, all the way
i’m not sorry
beat this part of my brain
for me darling
hold the weight of the change
i can’t hardly
need somebody to blame
but it’s all me

- special thanks to: bchillmix

lost gone (prod. Malloy)

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throw it up
woo hoo
woo hoo
woo hoo
yea
woo hoo
yea

ur crazy baby
but u know that
the devil sways ya’
and ur so bad, yea

i can feel it in the air, imma die tonight
i don’t really care if i’m wrong or right
fuck fettle things don’t settle
never be alright
but anything u want, i can get that girl
hydro pills and perals

everybody knows that i want ya
if u want me than just hold me
pull the veil down let ur face show
let’s just all go tonight

woo hoo
all my feelings down
woo hoo
and i’m rollin through ghost towns
woo hoo
i’m sayin yea
woo hoo
i’m sayin yea

they say ur pretty
but u know that
ur on your knees girl
let’s take a lap
yea

i can feel it in the air, imma die tonight
i don’t really care if i’m wrong or right
fuck fettle things don’t settle
never be alright
but anything u want i can get that girl
hydro pills and pearls

everybody knows that i want ya
if u want me than just hold me
pull the veil down let ur face show
let’s just all go tonight

woo hoo
all my feelings down
woo hoo
and i’m rolling thru ghost towns
woo hoo
i’m sayin yea
woo hoo
i’m sayin yea

drop

die tonight
die tonight
die x4
die tonight

all my feelings down
woo hoo
and i’m rolling thru ghost towns
woo hoo
i’m sayin yea
woo hoo
i’m sayin yea
woo hoo

let’s go

all my feelings down
woo hoo
and i’m rolling thru ghost towns
woo hoo
i’m sayin yea
woo hoo
i’m sayin yea
woo hoo

die tonight (btr)

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i’ve been up all night
tryna find myself
there’s no time
i’m so far gone

outside of my mind
can they tell?
is this my prime?
stuck in a shell

i’m acting so blind
every single thought
i think about myself
hasn’t been kind

i’ve fallen so behind
this is what i made
of my own damn life
kiss myself farewell

oh, take halfs in the meantime
oh, take over my enzymes
oh, need to feel aligned
oh, think i need to unwind

i’m wilting like a rose
i’m bleeding
i’m pouring out of my nose
i’ve been stressin
i’m dripping on my clothes
what a tragedy
why i feel this way?
i’d say, who knows?

i’d rather be livin my life keepin solo
that’s probably why i’m always feeling so low
haven’t been feeling my best i used to glow
i had whatever i needed
but that was years ago

oh, i’ll end up down below
oh, i read that in a tarot
oh, whys my heart feel like snow?
oh, oh just lay me in a meadow

when i am gone wonder if i’ll still see the sky
wonder if i’ll be able to see my families eyes
i’ve tried my whole damn life to be a good guy
atleast i hope i’m able to say goodbye

i’ve been up all night
tryna find myself
there’s no time
i’m so far gone

outside of my mind
can they tell?
is this my prime?
stuck in a shell

wilting (prod. tears?)

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(yea) x4

I get some air in my voice
this nigga be talkin’ I clear out the noise
I look at the check tell em’ send an invoice
cut in the fam’ and I’m lettin the boys choose
perpetually winnin’ I’m never the loser 
why would I choose you?

I if pull the stick imma’ rack em’
been tryna get blood on my fuckin 
lauren ralph, lauren ralph 
dyslexic the check come backwards

bitch I’m straight to the point 
I ain’t mincin no words 
JJK you get hit with a curse
talk shit on the gang you get put in a hearse
your girl in my crib and she aim tryna' flirt

I get some racks and I flip it
this studio straight next 
and I’m still independent 
runnin' up bands with my brethren
I see a sad nigga 
you niggas bums forever

can’t catch a nigga like me in the cut 
no I’m not skippin’ the classroom
you disappointed that I passed you
now these niggas playin' catch up
they hate on me they know I’m next up
these diamonds make me sick a check up
there’s an order flyin’ across the border

cause I got some air in my voice
this nigga be talkin I clear out the noise 
I look at the check tell em’ send an invoice
cut in the fam and I’m lettin the boys choose

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lettin the boys choose 
I couldn’t ever snooze
3 racks creasin' my shirt pocket (yea)
been wanting some prada shoes  

I’m the angelic type, amen
soarin’ I’m enjoyin the view
getting up, I bread win
some things you just gotta do 

I still live on the low key
don’t act like you know me
sorry I just had to dodge
why you been actin' so phony?

can’t give a fuck how you feel
that’s my testimony
I’m just tryna' live a sweet life 
like I’m Zack & Cody

my visions done loading
you think I’m joking
so glamourous I glow
up 1-0 like coding

they’ll always stay hoping
there quirk is coping
why you tryna’ steal my light?
bum as fuck freeloading

lie to me like good try
see through it like ispy
save it for the next man bitch
I just cant let it fly

I don’t even wanna hear it
so please, can you not reply?
I don’t need you inside of my life
no I’ll just say goodbye

calvn

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