Having this song on repeat is better than lodging this bullet into my dome <3

OK ARD

OK ARD (Prod.DDKANE)

make it go away pt. 2 [prod. erlax & vudoo]

distorted ego - 2:21:20, 12.39 PM

FAILED EXPERIMENT*+! [ottoXL + 3333LEVEN]

Happy Black History Month & belated Valentines Day!
Have you ever felt so ignored and unheard you wanted scream! This EP is for those who just want to scream, then laugh, then cry, and love. When I created "Melanin Hearts' I created it on a high of multiple emotions and I'm excited to share them with you! Welcome community I love you! Enjoy!

Come with me, Marie (prod. saint-denis)

prod. kayode

yesterday, I talked to a friend
it's been forever
he knew something wasn't right, I can't pretend like it's whatever
can't conceal these hidden feelings and thoughts
I feel the pressure weighing down upon my shoulders
I constantly feel displeasure 

intrusive thoughts are weighing on my conscience
it's past midnight, overthinking about some stupid nonsense
I feel like shit everyday, keep moving, ain't no options
all bottled up, I'm gonna snap, a bunch of new responses
I only show you what you wanna see

apologies, I'm not what you want me to be
keep putting on a fake face
I'm exhausted, I wanna be me, so please
please excuse my french, but fuck you and your expectations
you only see what's on the surface, but not the foundation

cold sweat, 3am, awakened like "what's the occasion?"
head is pounding, I'm dehydrated, my vision turn Dalmatian
sleep deprived, I'm tryna write, but noises break my concentration
my stomach's turning, zoning out, one day just might die from starvation

yesterday, I talked to a friend
it's been forever
he knew something wasn't right, I can't pretend like it's whatever
can't conceal these hidden feelings and thoughts
I feel the pressure weighing down upon my shoulders
I constantly feel displeasure

yesterday (prod. kayode)

cigarettes (grayskies)

GREAT

AC!D MEMXRY

Lyrics:
Everybody laughing, smiling
Keep that shit away from me
No one can, understand 
That shits not so strange to me
Feelings cold, never fold
Don’t you ever pray for me
Question my, state of mind
Isn’t it so plain to see?

I don’t deserve to be happy 

So they say
Good things come to those who wait
But look at me 
Nothing but misery on my plate

I cannot stand in the limelight 
I cannot highlight all of the good things in my life 
So I just watch from the sideline 
All of the chances that fly by 
Fuck is a hindsight? 
That shit is not 20-20
How many regrets? Plenty
Thinking bout upping a semi

Automatic 
Problematic 
Mental static 
Always had it
All my habits 
Wreaking havoc 
Causing me to 

BREAK 
I don’t really know how much more I can
TAKE 
I only live now to see the earth
QUAKE

I deserve to rot for those I hurt 
I deserve these thoughts I deserve these words
And If there’s more to life than this 
I deserve to miss out on all that shit

Everybody laughing, smiling
Keep that shit away from me
No one can, understand 
That shits not so strange to me
Feelings cold, never fold
Don’t you ever pray for me
Question my, state of mind
Isn’t it so plain to see?

I don’t deserve to be happy 

I do not want to be happy

distorted ego - 2:21:20, 12.39 PM

3333leven

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