Feeling Low

i'm never enough

i still miss you

I don't want this life

no one really cares on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3XlcJVX7rAxsFZuhCMk7fj

no one really cares

i have no fxcking idea why i chose this photo of me holding a rifle dont ask me

surf curse - freaks (ghostyboy cover)

lyrics:
future with you would be so colorful
i cant sleep cuz i wonder how are you
how do you do? x3
i know your so busy and you keep repeating that you got no time, but trust me that i cant just wait to see your smile
cause i miss you now

i met you recently
its been some months
youre always so friendly
that i fell in love with you
will you be my valentine?
i love talking to you
like we always do
i feel so excited cuz ill see you soon
ill give you the moon
yeah i got some feelings for you
will you be my valentine?

my dear valentine

"idgaf anymore" on Spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/7Db8hw...
Also on Apple Music https://music.apple.com/ie/album/idga...
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/ghostysadboy/

Produced by The Ushanka Boy
Mix/Master by Ghostyboy
AMV by @Vink 

Lyrics:
life was so f*cking tough now i cannot see the colors
ill keep you for myself i love it when you make me suffer
ill make you suffer too cause im such a motherf*cker
i stopped caring for good now im chilling in disaster
x2

mixing stuff with the blood in my veins
suck me off give me dr*gs till im dead
popping pills just to chill everyday
i could be normal but i chose to be a freak instead
f*cked up my head
b*tch made me wish i was dead
all the words she said
made me a heartless piece of trash
i knew shes fake
but i loved her anyway
f*ck its always the same
always ending up betrayed
would you pick up when im calling?
would you save me when im dying?
replaced by another shawty
wish someone gave a f*ck about me
no tears left so im not crying
and yeah id love to stop trying
but from pain im getting money
know my exes wish im lying
took some bullets to the chest
just to save you from the pain
end my misery and let me rest b*tch i will haunt you everyday
now im left all alone
got no reasons to fight
so slowly let me go
forget me dont look back

took some bullets to the chest
just to save you from the pain
end my misery and let me rest b*tch i will haunt you everyday
now im left all alone
got no reasons to fight
so slowly let me go
forget me dont look back

life was so f*cking tough now i cannot see the colors
ill keep you for myself i love it when you make me suffer
ill make you suffer too cause im such a motherf*cker
i stopped caring for good now im chilling in disaster
x2

idgaf anymore (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

overthinking everynight album by Ghostyboy
Also on other streamings:
https://open.spotify.com/album/47JYcaZOUng9lnLI26FG0a
https://www.youtube.com/c/Ghostyboy
https://music.apple.com/ie/album/overthinking-everynight/1644901534

till i'm dead [Prod. noil66]

burn in hell [Prod. The Ushanka Boy]

can't cry anymore (ft. Ally Holloway, manni ✰) [Prod. everestdidthis]

nothing's the same (ft. manni ✰) [Prod. lopoint]

Lyrics:
(What she said? Im cold. Falling snow. In december. I'll be gone.)
Dancing in the rain with the demons in my head
As im going insane soon i will dig my own grave
Cause when i try to sleep bad thoughs keep me awake
And when i close my eyes in dreams i see only her
Im overthinking again i dont want to feel
The traumas haunt me so ill take one more pill
Girl look what you did to me made me wish i was dead
I saved one last bullet should i shoot you or myself?
Wipe my tears while im looking at the roof
And my soul have been killed with memories of my childhood
Im hurting myself by the past thats what you made me do
Everyone's afraid to die death was only friend i knew

my heart's covered in ice im cold
now i got nowhere to go
in december ill be alone
before christmas ill be gone

snowfall (prod. HeadHunter)

some old unfinished song of mine. The original project seems to be broken so most likely it will never gets to be finished.

Lyrics:
No im not okay ive been pretty sad today
ive been working on myself and i cannot see any change
Crying everyday everything's the same
People want to slay me but i slay them instead

LITTLE PAIN! (Unfinished)

lyrics:
our love is disaster but youre my desire
if i would die tonight would you end up crying?
Scars of the past, hunted by all the thoughs
I wish could be enough overthinking everynight

yeah suffer with me lets cry this night
i touch her as tears are falling down
the colors i used to see are white
and black she made me colorblind
let me fall i know youre tired
burn my hopes instead of lying
torture me like im your puppet you got bored of burned in fire

our love is disaster but youre my desire
if i would die tonight would you end up crying?
Scars of the past, hunted by all the thoughs
I wish could be enough overthinking everynight
Might be dead
we dont care
Little slut in my bed we're depressed we wanna sex
smoke with her
fuck my health
Girl you shoulda run away now ill take you to the hell

What is this shit
Bitch im so new to it
How have I fallen this hard
But you're abusing it
If I run away today
Will that make the pain go away
Seems like I'm offly low
Seems like we hit a new low
Can someone help me
Don't wanna feel lonely
Just want some safety
And you're not helping
I'm so numb to it
I wish that I could feel
Wish you weren't using me
Wish I could feel something

our love is disaster but youre my desire
if i would die tonight would you end up crying?
Scars of the past, hunted by all the thoughs
I wish could be enough overthinking everynight
Might be dead
we dont care
Little slut in my bed we're depressed we wanna sex
smoke with her
fuck my health
Girl you shoulda run away now ill take you to the hell

scars of the past (ft. manni ✰)

"sleepless" out now on streaming platforms!
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5MuOPM6FG6VLI3TQCnR77w
https://music.apple.com/pl/album/sleepless-single/1675906209
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ghostysadboy/

27VOLT:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/277pvzXJoNs0gkQVsnP4YN
ghostboy:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0VuqZZuhsKPjGxd65p7sx7

pretty naughty (ft. ghostboy) (prod. nothempts)

cold motherfcker (prod. yasuo!)

Instagram https://www.instagram.com/ghostysadboy/

Produced by DESPAIRINTOASHES
Mix/Master by Ghostyboy

Lyrics:
cold rain
dripping on my face
this month's so fcked up especially saturdays
lost in my thoughts i dont know what i want
a drunk fck ill be better on my own

"I have no character
even when i thought i could go in living here nothing changed about who i really am
I wasnt trying to get stronger or trying to make things better that was a lie I was just striking an obvious pose to justify myself to say that i was trying my best"

cold rain
dripping on my face
this month's so fcked up especially saturdays
lost in my thoughts i dont know what i want
a drunk fck ill be better on my own

dont know what youre worrying about baby
ive been a motherfcker lately
you shoulda know that soon ill be gone because my mind is going crazy
got nowhere to go
im feeling low
ive been lonely but i dont need any hoes
yeah im turning cold dont call me no more i will text u back when im drunk at my home
Im so lost cant find myself
Fck with hoes it doesnt help
No one ever fucking cares
Send me love when ill be dead
Lay the flowers on my grave
It was fcked up saturday
I dont feel like im myself
But i dont need any help

"Im just a small cowardly filthy piece of trash whos always worried about how others see me how theyll accept or judge me and nothing... nothing about me has changed. Ive known it since the very beginning"

cold rain
dripping on my face
this month's so fcked up especially saturdays
lost in my thoughts i dont know what i want
a drunk fck ill be better on my own
x2

saturdays

Instagram www.instagram.com/ghostysadboy/

Produced by DESPAIRINTOASHES
Mix/Master by Ghostyboy

Lyrics:
lost feeling dead
dr*gs suffocate
late 2am
sad f*ck.
cold snowfall
soul no more
fall till im gone
till im gone
till im gone
x2

how could you tell me like that
why would you make so sad
i cant stand these thoughts, cause there is no us, cause you said so much f*cking lies
i bleed from nose
too much pills, they just won't work
i tried my best now got no hope
f*ck me up and slit my throat
i wish i was dead
im dreaming about putting bullet in my head
as someone find my cold body motionless
yeah u can tell im f*cked up pretty bad
the days are too long
cant wait for the night
when i will get stoned with my b*tch by my side
because now i just dont really give a f*ck
they cannot break me its not my first time

lost feeling dead
dr*gs suffocate
late 2am
sad f*ck.
cold snowfall
soul no more
fall till im gone
till im gone
till im gone
x2

falling to my final destination

Instagram www.instagram.com/ghostysadboy/
Spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/2X0wcUqwPWKWAzgHXXqBlE

Produced by Ivanowicz
Mix/Master by Ghostyboy

Lyrics:
stab my throat and drink my blood
i wont suffer my heart's cold
why would you act like a b*tch
no more love no more your prince
broke the promise to be here
hurt so much when u said u dont feel the same
f*cked up so bad
im drunk and sad
f*ck love and f*ck these emotions
dont come close i know im a poison
it seems like youre under my potion
so f*ck me before you leave you know i love it
desiring you cause you were my drug
i miss ur smile perspective of us
in rainstorm im just waiting for sun
with empty bottle drunk and sad

smoke killing my lungs
b*tch really hates me wish me su*cide
why youre so unfair i tried my best
make you feel like princess you know how i cared
blunt after the blunt f*cking up my life im really so dumb
everything's so dark i can't find the light
the love is too far when youre not around
as night pass im so lonely
these b*tches just never call me
staring at phone no one's responding
just wanna be someones something
im tired thoughts nothing ever last
u lied to your friends so no one's by my side
shawty why would you lie?

stab my throat and drink my blood
i wont suffer my heart's cold
why would you act like a b*tch
no more love no more your prince
broke the promise to be here
hurt so much when u said u dont feel the same
f*cked up so bad
im drunk and sad
f*ck love and f*ck these emotions
dont come close i know im a poison
it seems like youre under my potion
so f*ck me before you leave you know i love it
desiring you cause you were my drug
i miss ur smile perspective of us
in rainstorm im just waiting for sun
with empty bottle drunk and sad

drunk and sad (prod. ivanowicz)

Instagram https://www.instagram.com/ghostysadboy/
Spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/6aObxNI6FbO3G1SVvRLd5j

Produced by The Ushanka Boy
Mix/Master by Ghostyboy

Lyrics:
Whatever it takes, I wont let you drag me down
I dont care what you say, yeah i really hate your sound
MDMA i love it, it makes me smile
Yeah you gave me the drugs and i liked it too much
Stab my corpse b*tch i know that you like it
I like it too im sick, dripping blood from cut on skin 
F*ck, why you had to leave me, why you tried to kill me?
Shawty why'd you trick me, kiss me while youre tipsy

Late, these night thoughts are killing me at 2am
Pain, why did she said all these things thats not okay
Fake, thats what she is and all of her f*cking friends
Fake, b*tch's so f*cking fake, yeah
Collapsed as you shot me multiple f*cking times
Alive though im hurting but i wont shoot you back
Cause now you are drowning, ill watch you going down
I got no regrets, b*tch you wont see me again

Wait, are you fake, dont be fake
Cause my trust got stabbed buried in dust
Dont want, no more, your calls
Cause you always f*cking blame me, all i did was trying my best
Wiedz że gdy ja się podnoszę to wszystko się znów pi*rdoli
Więc zostanę na podłodze, czekam aż się uspokoisz
Kochasz pić krew z mej tętnicy aż zacznę ginąć powoli
Wytrzymywałem za długo i już k*rwa nic nie boli

Late, these night thoughts are killing me at 2am
Pain, why did she said all these things thats not okay
Fake, thats what she is and all of her f*cking friends
Fake, b*tch's so f*cking fake, yeah
Collapsed as you shot me multiple f*cking times
Alive though im hurting but i wont shoot you back
Cause now you are drowning, ill watch you going down
I got no regrets, b*tch you wont see me again

no regrets (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

recorded this in 30 minutes while drinking a cheapest beer i could get. My mental health is a total mess lately, but it is what it is man. I have no one to talk to in real life so there u have some of my bad thoughts i couldnt get rid of.
Spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/1T59AQYcuPUcoRQBiGfPiZ
Instagram https://instagram.com/ghostysadboy

Produced by taymxru
Mix/Master by Ghostyboy

Lyrics:
i fall into your traps yet once again
i cant do any sh*t cannot free myself
im broken as f*ck you know you owned my head
you have fun with your friends while i wish to be dead

never lived a good life but i dont care
i may be depressed but i still dont care
cause it is what it is i still f*ck with this b*tch
i will never be fixed i just dont want to feel
i was never good and i know that I wont be
so stop manipulating stop playing with me
cause im not a f*cking toy, im so tired of this sh*t
i could have a different b*tch, but you know ill make us rich

but i love the way you f*ck up my head 
youre a f*cking drug that i cannot end with
but youre ending me
end my suffering

1 step further and ill fall off the cliff
you took the step, you just let me fall in
you know that you killed me but you jump after me
with a knife in my heart, you do the CPR

stab me fight me, please baby just cut me
bite me fight me, till there comes a silence
i cant feel your love
so just feel me with violence
cause that is what you do
i wanna learn it too
make me emotionless
make me a piece of sh*t
i wanna be so cold
dont want feel any sh*t
ill feed myself with drugs
and move to somewhere else
i wanna be like you
ill make myself a mess

never lived a good life but i dont care
i may be depressed but i still dont care
cause it is what it is i still f*ck with this b*tch
i will never be fixed i just dont want to feel
i was never good and i know that I wont be
so stop manipulating stop playing with me
cause im not a f*cking toy, im so tired of this sh*t
i could have a different b*tch, but you know ill make us rich

ill make myself a mess
to find some joy again

little mess (i'm drunk)

"Take my life" on Spotify, Apple Music & more
https://open.spotify.com/album/7sp35wQY06soQZmrxnqHhw
https://www.instagram.com/ghostydied/

Produced by anticøn
Mix/Master by Ghostyboy & Ivanowicz

Lyrics:
I'll let you take my life if you need it
Ready for sacrifice surrounded by demons
As you stab my chest, look into my eyes
I want you to see emptiness as I die
By my sword, ready to die
As my blood slowly flows down
Forgive me that I'll make you cry
But until I'm alive, I won't let you go
'Cause you and I will fall apart as one
I'll let you take my life if you need it
Ready for sacrifice surrounded by demons
As you stab my chest, look into my eyes
I want you to see emptiness as I die
A hopeless night
Filled with nothing but dark
And there's no more stars
A hopeless night
Filled with nothing but dark
And there's no more stars
Looking for the path
To abandon the past
Let it fly with the dust
Let it go with the time
Want to kill who I was
Want to fix what I broke
While I'm becoming worse
Hurting ones I should love
Cold
I'll let you take my life if you need it
Ready for sacrifice surrounded by demons
As you stab my chest, look into my eyes
I want you to see emptiness as I die
A hopeless night
Filled with nothing but dark
And there's no more stars
A hopeless night
Filled with nothing but dark
And there's no more stars

Take my life

"I can fix him" on Spotify, Apple Music & More!
https://open.spotify.com/album/6VDVxrqbZVA88NMmfqPVGL
https://www.instagram.com/ghostydied 

Mix/Master by Ghostyboy

Lyrics:
A nice blue sky
And nice warm sun shines on her smile
I'm dead inside
She wants to fix me with her heart
Run away don't wanna hurt you cause I'm cold
She doesn't care, she smiled as she put on her gloves

Hopeless me
And pretty princess gives me hope
I need to heal
And here she is helping me cope
I hate her tears
I'll hunt the one who made her cry
Ready to kill
Walking with knife through day and night

A nice blue sky
And nice warm sun shines on her smile
I'm dead inside
She wants to fix me with her heart
Run away don't wanna hurt you cause I'm cold
She doesn't care, she smiled as she put on her gloves

She saw my wounds
Started to kiss them, made them heal
She thinks I'm cool
She always wonder how I feel
This song's for her
These people hating but she's here
I'll take you there
Sunny place only you with me

A nice blue sky
And nice warm sun shines on her smile
I'm dead inside
She wants to fix me with her heart
Run away don't wanna hurt you cause I'm cold
She doesn't care, she smiled as she put on her gloves
A nice blue sky
And nice warm sun shines on her smile
I'm dead inside
She wants to fix me with her heart
Run away don't wanna hurt you cause I'm cold

Obviously unstable

I can fix him

"I can fix him" on Spotify, Apple Music & More!
https://open.spotify.com/album/7wxO1A3SuymsepEtl0BTAT
www.instagram.com/ghostydied

Mix/Master by Ghostyboy

Lyrics:
A nice blue sky
And nice warm sun shines on her smile
I'm dead inside
She wants to fix me with her heart
Run away don't wanna hurt you cause I'm cold
She doesn't care, she smiled as she put on her gloves

Hopeless me
And pretty princess gives me hope
I need to heal
And here she is helping me cope
I hate her tears
I'll hunt the one who made her cry
Ready to kill
Walking with knife through day and night

A nice blue sky
And nice warm sun shines on her smile
I'm dead inside
She wants to fix me with her heart
Run away don't wanna hurt you cause I'm cold
She doesn't care, she smiled as she put on her gloves

She saw my wounds
Started to kiss them, made them heal
She thinks I'm cool
She always wonder how I feel
This song's for her
These people hating but she's here
I'll take you there
Sunny place only you with me

A nice blue sky
And nice warm sun shines on her smile
I'm dead inside
She wants to fix me with her heart
Run away don't wanna hurt you cause I'm cold
She doesn't care, she smiled as she put on her gloves
A nice blue sky
And nice warm sun shines on her smile
I'm dead inside
She wants to fix me with her heart
Run away don't wanna hurt you cause I'm cold
She doesn't care, she smiles as she put on her gloves

I can fix him (Slowed)

i can see it in your eyes, that you wanna get out.
https://open.spotify.com/album/624PFbW61Z8aWw2WDW1omC
https://www.instagram.com/ghostydied/

Lyrics:
Trust me that I do my best to fix it all
Working on myself, trynna to recover my soul
Sometimes I cry, blood tears flowing slow
Trust me I got nothing for you other than love

(Nothing other than love, nothing other than love)
Trust me I got nothing for you other than love
(Nothing other than love, nothing other than love)
Trust me I got nothing for you other than love

Drink or two
So the memories won't come back
Line or nine
Love my life when I ain't sober
But with you i'm a warrior not a loner
She loves me tho I'm stoner
Trust me I ain't going nowhere
(I ain't going nowhere)

Trust me I got nothing for you other than love
(Nothing other than love, nothing other than love)
Trust me I got nothing for you other than love
(Nothing other than love, nothing other than love)
Trust me I got nothing for you other than love
(Nothing other than love, nothing other than love)
Trust me I got nothing for you other than love


Rest in peace Lil Peep.

nothing for you other than love

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ghostydied/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5MuOPM6FG6VLI3TQCnR77w
Prod. taymxru

Lyrics:
Quite wasted
Swapped oxygen with weed
A satan
Is coming after me
I ain't a saint, but did I deserve for all of this shit?
Became strong, 'cause the past killed a boy that was weak
She's fake, yeah
Don't fuck with goth hoes
A snake bites
A scar she left on throat
And on my stomach, and on my hand
And on my heart, and a scar inside my brain

And my brain is too tired (yeah)
And my heart is slowing down
First bitch was a liar
We broke up, found a different one
And I left her like I was right,
But I was wrong,
So I paid my price
Life gave me this stupid bitch,
A bipolar goth chick
That shit gave me PTSD
And then alone again
And then another girl
Here we go again
So she told me I smoke too much,
Tell me, how could I not?
'Cause there is too much things I should worry 'bout,
But I lost too much time on things I worried about
So as night will come, babe, let's hit a blunt
So as night slowly comes, babe, let's hang around
Let me make you fall in love, you are mine, no doubts
So let me be your poison or be my medicine,
Although it feels like a drug, so let me keep you with me
My head's so fucked up, she knows that's true
Got a bunch of knives stabbed in my chest
I got a scar in heart, got a scar in brain,
But she doesn't mind, she says that's okay

Quite wasted
Swapped oxygen with weed
A satan
Is coming after me
I ain't a saint, but did I deserve for all of this shit?
Became strong, 'cause the past killed a boy that was weak
She's fake, yeah
Don't fuck with goth hoes
A snake bites
A scar she left on throat
And on my stomach, and on my hand
And on my heart, and a scar inside my brain
x2

Quite wasted

Instagram: www.instagram.com/ghostydied/
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/5MuOPM6FG6VLI3TQCnR77w
Prod. kooishi

Lyrics:
A cry for help
Screaming at the top of my lungs
No one hears it 'cause I'm not alive
I'm a ghost, haunting them tonight
Lil b*tch, bloody wrist, bloody t*ts, f*ck
Lil bit sick, that is me, I cut girls for fun
Stay with me, enjoy your breath till you can
But keep in mind that I would never play fair
Everywhere I go, I have to carry a knife
'Cause where I go, I feel the danger every time
People hating me 'cause I'm just trynna live my life
F*ck 'em all, I don't give a f*ck
Imma slit your neck if necessary
Try to touch my sh*t and you'll be buried
Don't even try to talk to me, I'm unstable
Disgust
Rotting world
In my eyes
Darkness, cold
Don't try
Coming close
S*icide
As you watch
K*lled myself to become someone new
But now I'm worse, and pain now doesn't hurt
Heartless man, you know I'm nothing good
Possessed by something cruel, the demon got my soul
A cry for help
Screaming at the top of my lungs
No one hears it 'cause I'm not alive
I'm a ghost, haunting them tonight
Lil b*tch, bloody wrist, bloody t*ts, f*ck
Lil bit sick, that is me, I cut girls for fun
Stay with me, enjoy your breath till you can
But keep in mind that I would never play fair
Everywhere I go, I have to carry a knife
'Cause where I go, I feel the danger every time
People hating me 'cause I'm just trynna live my life
F*ck 'em all, I don't give a f*ck
Imma slit your neck if necessary
Try to touch my sh*t and you'll be buried
Don't even try to talk to me, I'm unstable
F*ck

Cry for help

Instagram: www.instagram.com/ghostydied/
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/5MuOPM6FG6VLI3TQCnR77w
Prod. taymxru

Lyrics:
Stab my throat, then drink my blood
F**k my corpse as it gets cold
She loves to lie, I don't really mind
'Cause she loves to cry by me every night
Stab my throat, then drink my blood
F**k my corpse as it gets cold
She loves to lie, I don't really mind
'Cause she loves to cry by me every night

She asks how I'm feeling, well, I'm ready to die
F**ks me in my backseat while she ain't even mine
I can tell that she loves me by the look in her eyes
Imma make you feel fine
But you won't make it back
Girl, we're gon' be alright
Baby, give me two years
Imma shine like a star
And I'll take you with me
Told me that you wanna die
Baby, you're gonna die with me
Why you trust me more than him?
She said that she likes to bleed

Stab my throat, then drink my blood
F**k my corpse as it gets cold
She loves to lie, I don't really mind
'Cause she loves to cry by me every night
Stab my throat, then drink my blood
F**k my corpse as it gets cold
She loves to lie, I don't really mind
'Cause she loves to cry by me every night

Ghostyboy

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