I'm a schizophrenic and I have bad taste in music

lyric:
your mind is limping to the side
 if you could try one  would you try it
 would you buy it
  now say it without
 sticking your tongue out 
you're disappointed 
could have been avoided
could be poison

and now  i have lied
to get you on my side
but you’re still not feeling right
not feeling right

bark 
never bite 
even if you change your mind
 you cant even see the sky

no one wants to be my friend
too many things to comprehend
i think too much when i press send
 i least i like to play pretend

but it gets tiring
 it feels like im manipulating everyone
 but there’s no prize to be won 
and its not that fun 
no its not that fun(its not that fun)

and now  i have lied
to get you on my side
but nothing ever feels right
i tried 
all this time
so many masks up on the shelf
 i think this time i might need real help

and who are you
to tell me what to do
you just dont have a clue
you got nothing to lose
you got nothing to lose

and now  i have lied
to get you on my side
but nothing ever feels right
i tried 
all this time
so many masks up on the shelf
 i think this time i might need real help

Nothing Ever Feels Right

lyrics:

am i over you
are you over me?
 and no matter what
will we ever be?
  i want to sound like i should
but what does that mean to you
what does it mean to should
is it for my own good

but your closing
closing off for business 
i think its suspicious 
so much morning sickness
sleeping next to lies
not caring when i cry

what difference does it make
why are you laughing at me this time
do you know something i dont
are you begging me to try 
won’t you do something
 i won’t just admit that you’re alone
 im taking out the trash
we’re taking you home

back in limbo
out the window
 just relax
you always tip toe not the past
its just an intro
just sit back
and watch me here so
 write you back
 that we’re just cracked
 i’ve got to get this off my back
cant fight that feeling deep inside no more

cant fight back
you fucking cackle like a jackal 
got to get a bitch 
that doesn’t like me back though
 ccv  your just a quarter of a loan
 i gotta get this shit
off my motherfucking back though 
you forced my face into a smile
so i left my love in a single file 
i looked all over for someone to meet
 but i left right off back at your feet no

distance  made me numb and vicious
accepting your forgiveness
 made you narcissistic
And I Cant find that feeling  anymore I never knew you burned into my core

am i over you
are you over me?
 and no matter what
will we ever be?
  i want to sound like i should
but what does that mean to you
what does it mean to should
is it for my own good

Caramel Kidney

I Don't Speak To Whores (Remaster)

Stop Worshipping Attractive People

Christ Church Bible Study Club

If You Don't Laugh At My Jokes I Will Literally Kill You

a song of the snail core genre
(Eggy: shut up, you are so fucking snailpilled get out of my face.)
I’m out of of pills
And I can’t control my will
Im out of pills
And I can’t stay completely still

Im feeling ill
Im feeling ill
Im out of pills  and I can’t control my will 

Here if you need me
I know your life isn’t easy
worrying
Ruining everything

  you’re just a broad
You’re just a broad
Asking me if there’s something wrong
you’re just a broad
You’re just a broad Acting like you cared all along
You’re just a broad
You’re just a broad I don’t give a shit
Your perception is flawed You’re just a broad
You’re just a broad You’re such a fucking fraud
Oh my fucking god  (ooo)  I’m out of of pills
And I can’t control my will
Im out of pills
And I can’t stay completely still

Im feeling ill
Im feeling ill
Im out of pills and I can’t control my will

snailpilled and let down

Written & produced by GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY & MSTR '
https://soundcloud.com/minustree_prime 
Lyrics:
You lost your job you sob and sob
You smell like smoke and look like fog
You totaled your car and your parents divorced
Oh how can things get any worse?

You may be wondering, where did I go wrong?
Are you a piece of shit or is it someone else's fault?
It's all your fault.
It's all your fault.
You did everything wrong
It's all your fault.

I hate my own reflection
What a shitty complexion
I want a big erection
I want a real connection

I crushed an amethyst and used diamonds to cut my wrist
I can't resist, I can't live being pacifist.
Make me dead, make me dead
Just kill me and put it on the deep web.
Put it on the deep web
Put it on the deep web

You lost your job you sob and sob
You smell like smoke and look like fog
You totaled your car and your parents divorced
Oh how can things get any worse?

You may be wondering
Where did I go wrong?
Are you a piece of shit or is it someone else's fault?

It's all your fault
It's all your fault
It's all your fault
It's all your fault
It's all your fault
It's all your fault
It's all your fault
You did everything wrong
Fault
It's all your fault
It's all your fault
You did everything wrong

Put It On The Deep Web - PROD. by MSTR '

Lyrics:
When my brain hurts 
From the bright screen 
Before it gets way worse
I take oxy 
Get fucked by the 45ACP 
Get fucked you self medicated nazi

When I’m trying to help
They say I’m inconsiderate 
And Im acting myself,
They say you're acting different

Get fucked by the 45ACP
 I’m fucking tweaking 
 I don’t think I'm breathing

When the pain hurts 
From the bright screen 
Before it gets way worse
Here take the oxy
When the pain hurts
Huff epoxy
Walk around like
A fucking zombie
 Ooooo

This is my heart
Its completely helpless
This is my brain
Its completely melted
your producing is cheap
Your connection is bleak
I think it crashed my screen
Oh shit oh wait that’s me
oh shit oh wait thats me
oh shit oh wait thats me
oh shit oh wait thats me

When your brain hurts 
From the bright screen 
Before it gets way worse
Here take take take oxy
When the pain hurts
Huff epoxy
Walk around like
A fucking zombie

Get fucked by the 45ACP
Get fucked by the 45ACP
Get fucked by the 45ACP
Get fucked by the 45ACP
Get fucked by the 45ACP
Get fucked by the 45ACP

45ACP

Why did they put us here
It’s pretty fucking que3r
Why do we live on this sphere
That rotates every fucking year
 Why are we forced to slave
Why microchips microwave
 why do they feed us brainwaves
And call us touch depraved

Why  are we on this earth
Why are we forced to work
 Why do you talk so much shit
I don’t wanna hear it 
Why are you fucking laughing
Why are you photographing
I don’t care what you’re asking
I’m sick of the backstabbing

POV: You’re a corpse
You were forced
To be born
POV: You just died 
And everything is a lie
POV: you’re a nurse
you help when, people hurt
POV: things got worse
And they rot in the dirt
ooooo 
POV: You’re Jim jones
You were stoned, off your throne 
POV: You’re a man
And that’s how your life began

ruined my vital senses
i need new contact lenses
Spoiled my eyes with the screen 
and blew my ears
I can’t hear  

everyone is pretentious
They need so much attention
horrible crime offenses
Born to pay tax expenses
(The fuck are you doing? You're gonna cut off your god damn peter. If you send a dick pic to any girl I know this is gonna happen to you!! *poop sounds*)

POV: You’re a corpse
You were forced
To be born
POV: You just died 
And everything is a lie
POV: you’re a nurse
you help when, people hurt
POV: things got worse
And they rot in the dirt
ooooo

POV: You're A Corpse

You leave, leave forever
Give your last goodbye 
Cant do anything about it
I watch you drop out, walk out with a smile

Daisy
Why'd you betray me
You're fucking crazy
You're fucking crazy
I think you hate me
Daisy
Why'd you betray me
I think you hate me
You're fucking crazy
Daisy
It seems like lately
I think you're changing
I think you hate me
Daisy
Why'd you betray me
You're fucking crazy
You're fucking crazy

Collected all that data
Then you said see you later
why did you go away so soon

My interest fails fast
 to think you would last
 struck me behind my back
if that’s how it is then goodbye then

Daisy
Why'd you betray me
You're fucking crazy
You're fucking crazy
I think you hate me
Daisy
Why'd you betray me
I think you hate me
You're fucking crazy
Daisy
It seems like lately
I think you're changing
I think you hate me
Daisy
Why'd you betray me
You're fucking crazy
You're fucking crazy

collected all that data
Then you said see you later
Why did you go away so soon  
analyzed some statistics
But you didn’t give a shit 
shot me with a cupids harpoon

Daisy

lyric:
bound to try to explain
 try and try anything to sustain 
lines come on  along the vein 
making of  atraded phase
and then my hat fell off
Me and the snail man had a talk
he said don’t let them pretend
 they were there from the beginning

good day sir 
wish I were
A little less denatured
Go away now
Never allow 
Anybody to make me a lole cow
Devil ether
On the bleacher
 never ever gonna call out a cheater
Going along
coming off strong
Another sad know it all  
And then my master said
If you go now you’ll end up dead
And if you try to escape
i’ll make sure you have to pay
  good day sir 
wish I were
as pure as I was at birth
Don’t know how
got so loud
your nothing but a lole cow right now
Devil preacher
On the speakers never ever gonna call out a leader
Going off guard
Getting off hard
Another brick in the wall

Pagan

gezebelle took this track down and i liked it so i am uploading it so i can listen to it

I Hate My Body! I Want To Be A Girl! - GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY (reupload)

Hey have you guys heard about snail man 
He was just right over there man
I see him everywhere And  im not a schizophrenic
 
Cause once you’re fucking snail pilled
It can never be cancelled
You’ll see him every where and
When you scream he will stand still

Snail man just shot the Home Depot
Snail man just bombed a casino
Snail man doesn’t have a big ego
Because there’s not many people
 half man 
half snail 
6 feet to scale
Snail mans not frail
He's been to jail

Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Is fucking real
Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Made a law appeal

Snail man  doesn’t listen to words
Lives off the grid
And eat shrubs and herbs

Its snail man call 911
theres a green guy with a gun

Snail man doesn’t care about us 
snail man doesn’t have a job
Snail man doesn’t have a knife
Snail man doesn’t have a life

but they say Im crazy,  they don’t believe me  I know I saw it
I know I called him
 He spawned 
He crawled  
he’s the so called
Mr salt bald
Mr slime fraud
He’s loved and awed
He’s been appalled
He’s been abroad
And he’s been real all along

(everyone thinks im fucking crazy! la la la la bark bark bark)
Never touch him
 never speak foul 
he’ll say gotcha , see you in hell 
Any offer
Anyone in sight
Once I caught him
It was late at night
 so I called his name
And he went away
And since that day
I tried spread his ways

Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Is fucking real
Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Made a law appeal
Snail man  Doesn’t listen to words
Lives off the grid
And eat shrubs and herbs

Its snail man call 911
theres a green guy with a gun

Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Is fucking real
Snail man
Snail man 
Snail man
Snail man
Snail man
 Snail man
Made a law appeal
Snail man  Doesn’t listen to words
Lives off the grid
And eat shrubs and herbs

Its snail man call 911
theres a green guy with a gun

Snail Man

They’d call me a stupid idiot mostly ugly
They’d say your a jackass retard fag get away from me
Cause they'd think that I don’t know what’s going on
But remember them
I remember everyone
 I remember everyone

Helloo
hellooo
helloo
helloo
Hellooo
hello
Helloooo 
helloo

I’m in the locker room
I feel I already lose
Because you think that you’re so tough
But your cameras on
When my pants are off
And I think I’ve had enough

So now we’re in gym class
I’m always picked last
And they’d never bat an eye
But after a while
I started to smile
because it built too much inside

Hellooo
Helloo
Hellooooo
Helloo
i've been waiting for this for a long time, you'll remember me now, just like i remembered you and how you'll haunt me forever. now your mom will remember my last name.
uh oh spaghetti o die whore die whore die whore die whore

Death By Dodgeball

in my skull I’ve been so numb
Life lately hasn’t been so fun
Im sorry I cut off your run
Everything you gave me is gone
I hug an image every night
I hug the memories in my mind
And think of the better times till then

I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll finally get my way

When I’m missing you and when I’m feeling hurt
I play dress up with a doll and I make it wear your shirt 
I hold your doll until I sleep 
I think about you in my dreams
But when I wake back up the doll is staring back at me

So I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll break I'll get my way
in my skull I’ve been so numb
Life lately hasn’t been so fun
Im sorry I cut off your run
Everything you gave me is gone
I hug an image every night
I hug the memories in my mind
And think of the better times till then
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll break I'll get my way
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll break I'll get my way

Stuffed Animals

hey snail man believers 👋


lyrics:
im never going out and I’m never going back
I cant leave those two alone cause they're always smoking crack
And  I dont want a chaser
I dont wanna chase her
 I cant keep the pace so I never really race her

You smirk your strange smile 
And you Ride a motorcycle
Your world is on my shoulders and I cant hold it over 
on earth, day one
Your worth will never be that much
But you can pray above
 you can use god as a crutch yeah

i cant go back to her
Its moving way too fast
But everythings a blur 
im withdrawing in class

Im in the atmosphere
heard what I shouldn’t hear
I dont have the strength
cant even run off with my legs yeah

(help my pussys gone crazy!!)

hey im on my way  i want to see you everyday
but Nothings been the same
Since we never got to say
Our last goodbye
Hours in the sky
Just to say hello
Can I stay? Hell no
 I never say of what I want
But still I  piss everyone off
You know Its never fair 
But you said you didn’t care  
cause I failed that test
Beneath your dress yeah
Got so much older
Running from a boulder

everyone has something to love
but somehow I ended up with  none
Everyone gets something to love
But I never was
Never was, never loved

I dont want your help
I dont want your money dont think you’re cute
I dont think youre funny
All you ever do
Is annoy and and bug me
all you ever do is try to fuck me

You used hit me up  like hey baby what’s up
you used me for my love
but Now you want to fuck
I even changed up how I dressed
Just to try to be the best
but you never even noticed
And it made me so depressed

i cant go back to her
Its moving way too fast
But everythings a blur im withdrawing in class

Im in the atmosphere
heard what I shouldn’t hear
I dont have the strength
cant even run off with my legs yeah

I Can't Go Back To Her

christmas special song

Lyrics:

I spent a long time finding you things 
Things to give
Things to gift

I spent a long time wrapping
A long time packing
A long time bagging 

But you didn’t give me a chance
Not even letting me know in advance

Fuck this Christmas shit 
If I had the chance
To give you anything
You wouldn’t like my gift
I know you wouldn’t even open it
 Fuck this Christmas shit
I’d give your door a thousands knocks
Even if you just got me socks
In cute little red green box
Fuck this Christmas shit
(oooo)

I’ll buy you what you like
Your wants are mine I'm your guy
 I’ll buy you places to cry
I’ll buy you a really good life

I can't take it you use me
Up like im a toy
But im alive like its a story
I don't have any more
To give you little girl
i’ve already bought you the whole world
I let you do this
I let this happen

Fuck this Christmas shit
You could call me a grinch
Because you were a bitch
You caused conflict
All this hatred emits
Fuck this Christmas shit
Soon as time rolls around
You’ll have a big old Christmas frown
You made me look like unfunny clown
 Fuck you Christmas bitch

I spent a long time finding you things 
Things to give
Things to gift
(Fuck you christmas bitch)
I spent a long time wrapping
A long time packing
A long time bagging 
(Fuck you christmas bitch)

Christmas Shit

When you give your love to me
I might have saw your hello kitty
When you show me what you like
Its not that strange, its just designs

Of Melody, kuromi  monkichi, Keroppi
 Batz,  kiki + lala  
usahana
robowan

Sanrio
(rio rio rio)
girl!
Sanrio
(rio rio rio)
girl!

How could you ever be upset
There are no drugs not even sex
So How could it ever be a threat
Its just hello kitty and  friends

There’s another character
I see him by the register
I guess that you like Sanrio
you ask for more I cant say no

Sanrio
(rio rio rio)
girl!
Sanrio
(rio rio rio)
girl!

When you give your love to me
I might have saw your hello kitty
When you show me what you like
Its not that strange, its just designs

Of Melody, kuromi  monkichi, Keroppi
 Batz,  kiki + lala  
usahana
robowan

Sanrio
(rio rio rio)
girl!
Sanrio
(rio rio rio)
girl!

Sanrio Girl

lyric:
life is like a game
every level feels the same every time you play 
you lose another day
  turn everything in 
make mistakes
are you surprised you act this way
 it makes me ask around 
will we ever make it to the shade?

you can't make sense of wheres on earths the crown
can't afford it 
your dream is laying right on there on ground
just run toward it
use time cause its always going down
can't restore it
if its fleeting don't ignore it
if its breathing then abort it   

you put your life in a single place
 it came back out and punched your face
devoted blood and all
but you hit your biggest wall 
they told you dress the job
you invested just to sob 
you sacrifice and fail
you lose, you go to jail

you can't make sense of wheres on earths the crown
can't afford it 
your dream is laying right on there on ground
just run toward it
use time cause its always going down
can't restore it
if its fleeting don't ignore it
if its breathing then abort it   

Life is like a game
(life is like a game)

every level feels the same 
(every level feels the same.. )

every time you play 
(every time you play )

you lose another day
(you lose another day!)

  turn everything in 
make mistakes
are you surprised you act this way
 it makes me ask around 
will we ever make it to the shade?

  turn everything in 
make mistakes
are you surprised you act this way
 it makes me ask around 
will we ever make it to the shade?

Video Game Abortion

Not even Kantian anymore. It's literally over.

I'm a schizophrenic and I have bad taste in music

xXMetaphysicalKantianGuy9215Xx