X E N I T H

LYRICS:

someone please tell me
what it is
ive lost count
of the world around me
skipping through let downs
take a minute
to see now
that it could be lovely

when you order
your own herse
wonderin when
it gets worse
when will it
take a turn

i just wanna make it mine
but i hate 
my own sight
when will i
take a flight

what can i be
why you running
toward me
make it look so effortless 
im so tired
i need to rest
 
idk where i go
i just wanna take control
of the knife
in my throat
growing numb
what is this pain
you die twice
with your name
how it is
such a shame

im not scared of dying
only of failed trying
im so numb from crying 
its never perfect timing

 but i dont wanna go now
someone save my soul now
i dont wanna go now
guess ill save myself, how? 

ive been searching way too long
to find a simple meaning
for myself
i feel as if i dont belong
when will i 
admit the help

alll these things 
running through my head
i dunno 
if i can handle it
yeah
i just want to lose control
i dont wanna lose myself
yeah

idontwannalosemyself {prod caps.ctrl}

Lyrics:

idk where my mind at
thinkg i saw it
tryna run out back
back door latched
but i always get through
seem like the wrong time
what else is new
yeah 
all my life 
i always felt like i was in the background
that pitty feeling of friendshup
never been on the top list
might be strange 
that im so grateful for it
yuh
lack of limelight
on me
helped me see
that i need nobody
as much as id like
to have my hand held
in a dark world
i know im  better off
living life alone
yeah
just what im use to
dont feel sorry for me
im alone in a crowd
i know that people love me
but my head always stay down
yeah
if you asked me 
to party in the clouds
id wear my freshest fit
just to mask how i really felt
sippin on a 40
truth is i wanna go home
yeah i llike to party
but im better off alone

if you let no one in
they cant hurt you
yeah i know that sound a bit like a virtue
heart too fragile to play around with
energy is precious
yeah i gotta protect it
talk about it
all up in my set list
never played a show
where i get to spit
always felt so alone
thats why the mic a good fit
never drop it
like i never fit in
yeah
my music
really only thing close to me
never looked me in the eyes
said they never loved me
never see what i saw
hold stop
rewind
lets pause

never know
where my minds at
think i left it at the door
relatch

never saw 
what i see
everyhing
so clear to me
guess ill go
lock myself up
better off alone
thats just tough love
never let you in
never had good luck
always strugglin
better off with no love

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idk what happend to the audio my mic fxxked up and stopped the beat but its all good. used CapsCtrl 's beat if you would like to use it email caps.ctrl.caps@gmail.com or check out CapsCtrl on youtube. just wanna give a little back ground i heard this beat it instantly gave me chills and inspiration and i ended up making these lyrics in 30 min and recorded it as soon as i dropped the pen and that feeling is always so soul cleansing so i hope you can enjoy this as much as i enjoyed making it i will be buying beats from CapsCtrl often so expect more like this from me. i appreciate whoever hears my smol voice thanks peace and love tough times calls for art (:

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