God Knows we are emotional hypocrites

Rain, rain wash it away 
Rain, rain wash me away 

Stuck under storm clouds
the forecast said lightnings 'round
You saw me, looked me in the eyes
and turned around
You turned around
You don't care now
Now I'm left begging the gods for..

Rain, rain wash it away 
Rain, rain wash me away 
Rain, rain end all this pain
Rain, rain I'll go into the sewers, drown	

Darkness coming
I can't escape it, it's approaching rapidly
The sun's setting
I love the cold
But without you it's consuming

You are my sun
Now you are setting
You are my world
Now my world's ending

I love the cold even though it stings
inflicted pain from beautiful things
Sick of the summer
It lies through it's teeth
I breathe in the Winter
this is what it means to be me

Down in the sewers
Rats scatter and scream
"please don't hurt us"
Don't worry
The storm's come for me
A fitting ending

(Rain, rain I beg you to wash me away..)

sewers / drown (prod. Saint Mike)

Suicide Under The Moon

Suicide Under The Moon w/yungcray (prod.toxicwa$te)

REHAB WITH EPITOME + CLOWN 🖤🩶🪽
HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS BANGER ⛓️⛓️
.
(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving 

(Epitomeoffailure)
i’ll bury my head in the sand for the last time
i run in circles again to look behind 
myself cause no one ever seems to have my back
when i’m all alone i self-destruct and that’s a fact

im holding back these tears inside till everything goes black
i swear the songs i make are all just pointless fucking trash
believe me when i say im sorry in every way i lack
promise im trying hard with this music shit but i’m not that fast

they just leave me in the dust 
forget me i wasn’t enough
for them is what im brain tells me
when my bones decay away to eternity 
i’ll be lost just like a fading memory

(Vails + epitome) 
And I don’t wanna leave 
But I have no reason to breathe 
I wish I could believe 
Everything you said to me

(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving

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Rehab w/ Epitomeoffailure (Prod. The Sound Clown)

lead synth @veilsonme
prod by me

i tried to keep it inside
looked at you in your eyes
knew you were holding back your tears
i held on so tight
why oh why
did it have to end like this

couldnt see how far i would lie
is this how u love?
oh how did i survive
i didnt wanna see ya
dont wanna fall inlove again with you oh
dont wanna through the pain you put me thru

(interlude)
couldnt see how far i would lie
is this how u love?

i tried to keep it inside
looked at you in your eyes
knew you were holding back your tears
i held on so tight
why oh why
did it have to end like this

oh couldnt even tell me you're wrong
couldnt even hold on
i tried to stay strong
strong
i knew all along
that this wouldnt last long
that this wouldnt last long
(outro)

is this how you love?

Raindrops by Dreamsi ☔️ 

This song is dedicated to my angel dog, Jakiba 🌌

Song written, arranged, produced, mixed and mastered by Dreamsi. 

Lyrics:

あの頃君のそばに歩いたんだ
空まで飛ぶように
思いは散らかしたまま
嵐の風で
君まで届くよ

ボケてる消えてる
見えるもの
現れたのは誰?
信じてた守ってた自分じゃない
悪夢から離れない

灰色の道
にポツポツしてる
涙が雨
君のためだよ

あの君好きだったのに
もういないよ
もう泣かない、溺れかけ
波まで願いをかけたんだけど
潰してた消えてる

息苦しくて胸が痛い
吐きそう気分になる
回る回る悪夢の世界
目を覚ましてお願い

待ってたんだ、ここで
ああ、来なかった
会えなかった
待ってたんだ、ここで
ああ、来なかった
会えなかった

あの頃君のそばに歩いたんだ
空まで飛ぶように
思いは散らかしたまま
嵐の風で
君まで届くよ

***

Translation: 

Back then I walked along by your side 
Like we could fly to the sky 
My feelings all stirred up by the storm 
They will be carried to you

They’re getting blurry, they’re vanishing 
The things that I can see 
Who is it that appears? 
It’s not the me that I believed in, that I fought for 
I can’t escape my nightmares 

On the grey road 
Drop drop is it tears or rain? 
It’s all for you

I liked you just the way you were back then
But you’re not here anymore 
I won’t cry anymore, half-drowning 
To the waves I cast a wish 
But it was crushed and disappeared

It’s getting hard to breathe my chest it hurts 
I feel like I’m going to be sick 
The nightmare world it spins round and round 
Please wake up now 

I waited for you all this time here 
But ah, you never came
We never got to meet again 
I waited for you all this time here
But ah, you never came 
We never got to meet again 

Back then I walked along by your side 
Like we could fly to the sky 
My feelings all stirred up by the storm 
They will be carried to you

***

© Shipwreck City Records 2023

Raindrops

Raindrops ☔️

Lyrics:
only feel okay sometimes
i often never feel alright
knew one day we'd say goodbye
fed up with all these lies (x2)

trying to keep it together but im falling to pieces
you promised me forever, so why are you leaving?
you know ill keep holding onto you
even if you're the boy who cried wolf

only feel okay sometimes
i often never feel alright
knew one day we'd say goodbye
fed up with all these lies 

wish i could get out my mind
the exists too hard to find
getting too tired to try

only feel okay sometimes
i often never feel alright
knew one day we'd say goodbye
fed up with all these lies

Only Feel Okay Sometimes

Shxt The Hell Up ilykira x Blxde. x Vails

a mix of songs that didn't make my debut album welcome to nowhere
not every song is finished, id rather it just not rot on my computer for the rest of time lmao
enjoy :3
WELCOME TO NOWHERE DELUXE SOON

NEXTLIFE (feat. Kid BENZO)

GAMEOFCHESS

Shout out to @kidbenzoo for working with me on this track. Appreciate all the time and work he put in here!

not ur friend feat. KID Benzo (prod. mays music)

14 y/o artist from WA.
welcome to nowhere 
siguydavis@gmail.com for feat requests, beats, js to write me etc 

https://youtube.com/@nxthingchanged

NEXTLIFE (feat. Kid BENZO)

Josiah Davis

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