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original track: Angus & Julia Stone - I'm Not Yours

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you're the only one that wants me (around / to die)

ghost girl (prod. lederrick)

luna has risen

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take me away from this path that i follow
its left me hopeless and empty and hollow

will i stay asleep forever
nothings the same as i remember

i still bite my nails like i learned when i was seven
and i still remember that car that you left in

so i close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
brings brighter lights and respite from my sorrow

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way [x2]

my eyes are still sleepy just like when you kissed me
just let me be alone i dont care if you miss me

numb and cold and scared to be away
from those i love im heartless anyway

im scared of the day i wake up and im 18
the walls of my room are collapsing please save me

dream a dream and hope for that one day
you come to life and feel like youre something

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way 

nobody
nobody

luna

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nobody 😔

scrape my face on the pavement w/ shy

@familypet

shinigami: you said thisll never last so now im falling apart
my face is feeling numb again 
a shattered soul
dont let me go
you killed me first
im sure you know

she said thisll never last now im left in the dark
you saved me from myself again 
after the fall
i knew it all along
i never asked for this at all

you shouldve never let me in at all
now all you can do is watch me crawl
away
isolate myself
and i still can feel it all

and you can see the devil in my gaze
i think its best you stay away from me
im weak why cant you see this

familypet: thinkin back i fucked it up
my brothers just don't give a fuck
we skate until it's dark enough
to smoke and drink
we act don't think
don't think we act our age with it
i know i always ruin shit
i hope i never ruin this
i hope we'll always stay like this
putting each other in hospital beds
remember last summer when i broke my leg
doing a jump at the gap at 18th
remember the time that i knocked out your teeth
i'm glad that you always forgave me
these are the stories and memories that made me
i know i wasn't worth saving
i was just crazy
can't help the fact that i love misbehaving

i never asked for this [feat. familypet]

I love you all! sorry for being mia recently!
Mix and Mastered by @leansipper
Art is by @fuckgrief on twitter <3
Lyrics-

{Chorus}
I don't know who I am anymore
(Look back, never see my again) 
I don't know who I am anymore
(I tried to run, buts all pretend) 
I don't know who I am anymore
(Look back, you'll never see me again)
I don't know who I am anymore
(I tried to run but it's all pretend)


{Verse}
My mirror's staring back at me
But it's all pretend
This is fantasy
All my friends laugh at me
But it's all pretend
They're all dead to me

MIX/MASTERED BY HUSKAI

illusions (Prod. artax)

produced by @anobodyreally

art found at sad-space-kitten.tumblr.com

lyrics:

its 30 below
i see the blue in my toes
i feel the ice in my throat
and ive never been this cold
baby dont go
just when we start to see the light
clouds come block it out
the timing never fucking right
plaid green sweater
couple loose threads around the wrist
hole in the back
thats what i get when everythings thrift
ripped black jeans
and some bruises on my fists
my eye turned black
thats what i get when everythings shit

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

i cant help u
i cant save u baby
dont know how to

but dont worry maybe
we could find someone
that might know how to

flashing lights
streetlights when we in the benz
what was that
could u run that by again
going fast
not paying any attention
saw my page
now im always in their mentions

not my type
dont know why she wanna go out
i stay inside
and no u cant over to my house
got shit to do
u know im working all the time now
all these words
work their way into the songs now

woah
change my mind
all the time
i feel shit
now im fine
got so much of this free time
and i dont even count the nights

no
i wont text
i wont phone
think too much
when im on my own
i think its best
if you said u would go 
i think its best
if u leave me alone

im still walking home
think im freezing through my coat
where have u been
where should i go

dont face the door
focus on staying warm
weve all been here before
but that doesnt make it easier

broken but wanting more
they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of
having to know i cant help u

warm (prod. ʎpoqou)

Killedmyself - Street lights

https://twitter.com/karsonxmichael

Lyrics:
(Hook)
goth boy sinner baby
emotions seem to break me
Angels come and save
Demons come and break me

(Verse x2)
Not been myself lately
Drowning come save me
Help me see the picture
Glass a little hazy

Going a little crazy
People always hating
Anxiety makes me shaky
Tired on the daily

Let me get away baby
Emotions always so wavy
Fits so always brazy
Shawtys want my babys

Red flag come and save me
Not been myself lately
Need something to sedate me
Always shaking lately

(Hook)
goth boy sinner baby
emotions seem to break me
Angels come and save
Demons come and break me

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credits:

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@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

a place where i belong [feat. supachefm!] (prod. 4evr)

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baby do you hate me (prod. sketchmyname) out on spotify

.....eyes closed drifting into the dark secret place in the mind ......
at 10k plays new song drops.....

Lyrics :
I don't want to die alone when I feel this way
I been thinking about life 
Am I really alive 
Or im seeing memories
Of a persons past life 
Am I really feeling this 
Do I have a purpose 
What I'm doing is it right 
Feel like Ill learn this 
First before I live my life 
In another world I
Feel like I'll do well 
First I gotta suffer now
From truth In this hell 
Work towards a better way 
Knocking on the pearly gates 
Asking can I come 
Enjoy me some heaven 
Peace and quiet 
Living out my dreams 
And never die 
But we all know that in this life it's not that way

I Dont Want To Die Alone (prod. by Jon Ace)

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Let Me Down Slowly

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Songs in order
its okay to be sadby Domas
Now your just a memory by Lano
I just want to be happy by Karson
Lately by Karson
i could never be loved by PowFu

Mix season two

Being Alone Is Normal For Me Now

@iamrayless


Lyrics

Where’s the light

Plan switching gotta roll the dice

And control all my own delights

Now I’m sat here gazing satellites

So control the night arise this time

Memories won’t  lie while I’m sippin this 40

Watch 'em slippin' and fallin'

While my shotgun is loaded

Full of thoughts and dead roses, yeah


Chorus:

All the night

When I dream 

Smoking and manouvering 

Will the stars 

with a beam

Show me something new to seek 

Here there’s nothing new to me

You’re still the only one I dream





I been fallin' into this dream 

All these plans on me 

I’m just tryna leave all these demons 

While I just run away 

I hit the gas and now I just levitate, ohhh 

I won’t let gravity to pull me down

Getting a neglect, with a sign of death

Fuck I ain’t fallin back

In this shadowplay I will find the light in the black, yeah

Swearvin' under these astral plans

Dodging hate while I’m catching grands

Gazing stars while my tears fallin’ 

Ain’t fallin’ off I’m switching plans




So control the night arise this time

Memories won’t  lie while I’m sippin this 40

Watch 'em slippin' and fallin'

While my shotgun is loaded

Full of thoughts and dead roses, yeah


Chorus:

All the night

When I dream 

Smoking and manouvering 

Will the stars 

with a beam

Show me something new to seek 

Here there’s nothing new to me

You’re still the only one I dream

Rayless - satellites

Some times you have to just say good bye.....

Lyrics:

I guess Im on my own now , people two face , they just too fake ,
I guess its all on me now , people don’t believe , until its too late , x 2
I can finally breathe now, Ill just do me, while you just hate
I guess itll never change huh, hope you love your life when its without me

I tried an then I never winned 
I kill to please you never see 
I cry for help 
you cause this hell 
I never wana live like this
I never wana feel like this 
I never wana take this pain 

This that sip my tea and walk away music
I know you hate your life you blaming me music 
Whats your excuse now if Im no longer breathing
Sianara to a problem hope you celebrating 
I just want peace and quiet 
I just hate that you cry cuz of me
Thats a lot to take in 
All this pain I am here struggling 
Through the day 
Will to live, running thin ,
Like a blade with some legs on my skin , 
Watch it drip like the tears off my face
When this ends , movie clip , to my head 
shoot the scene , splatter red , fill the blanks
shoot again  , read the script , what it says, 
your the reason I am dead,  your the reason I am........

Good Bye (fear. Jon Ace) prod by. IOF

Familypet - They Don't Really Love You

As I lose my mind
I’m running out of time
But the the stars aligned
And I don’t know why

No way to change my path
So they call me psychopath
Remnants of a tortured wrath
Hide my tears in aftermath

Blood upon the mantle
Dripping like a candle
Sprinting to a standstill
Nothing ever can thrill

Cause I’m seeking clarity
When I feel the stare at me
No one really cares about me
Only thing I guarantee

Water drops upon the glass
Drowning in inherent past
Every moment comes to pass
Walking by like I’m the last

As I lose my mind
I’m running out of time
But the the stars aligned
And I don’t know why

No way to change my path
So they call me psychopath
Remnants of a tortured wrath
Hide my tears in aftermath

follow fiftysix

lose my mind (prod. fiftysix x lil heartbreak)

beat prod/mix/master: 5head

artists: LiL Lotus, Scumby

artwork: @slizzzymcguire

Lil Lotus x Scumby - Time To Kill INSTRUMENTAL (prod. 5head)

RiverKinn
"Conceited"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Standing by myself again
I tried so hard to let you in
I know you need my help, my friend
But don't know how
And don't know when

Standing in the dark
You tore my love apart
And left me broken
Bleeding out
You broke my fucking heart
I know we came so far
You left me with these scars
I tried so fucking hard
To be the things you needed

I tried so fucking hard

Would you believe it?
Said I'm too conceited
I gave you my love
Knowing you would leave it
Stayed true to form
And you retreated
You broke me down
And took the pieces

Standing in the dark
You tore my love apart
And left me broken
Bleeding out
You broke my fucking heart
I know we came so far
You left me with these scars
I tried so fucking hard
To be the things you needed

Standing by myself again
I tried so hard to let you in
I know you need my help, my friend
But don't know how
And don't know when
Standing by myself again
I tried so hard to let you in
I know you need my help, my friend
But don't know how
And don't know when

Don't know how and don't know when
Standing by myself again
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@riverkinn

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