oh i am gone 
i am done.....
ive seen it all ive done it all
didnt mean to do you wrong
swear it was news to me

inspired or manic well noone will know 
as long as your making something worth to show
my mind keeps going back to sex in chicago and
you know that i know yeah you know that i know
im just as fucked in the head as you are
and i never thought that wed get this far

ilygb

Intro

gun to my head look myself in the mirror
nowawdays these thoughts are never clear
but fuck everything and fuck validation and fuck all this waiting
fuck finding love in something thats not there
fuck getting left in the cold crying pulling your hair
fuck these memories that i dont know are real
they have to be if this how you feel

noones gonna do it you mus do it yourself
loves not what you need you must confess
everyone will judge so get it off your chest
the bullet may have fixed it but now youre in this

so love yourself or fucking end it

Reconstructing The Self

cant satisfy myself or the urge alone
in your arms such a scary home
always wanting always needing
finally get it still feel uncompleted
well it was only a piece
im sick and fucking tired of feeling lust

filling the void and finding yourself
living like this is a disease 
the moment you realize how much of you is bleak 
how much of you is fucked 
how much of you is lust
fuck it up take as much as you can get
you know they never cared about you
you know your a king you dont need them
you know your a fiend so keep feeding

this road is long and dark

Conflicted

you both were there when disaster struck and you saw the look on my eyes 
you helped me before now youll help me again 
well maybe thats the problem that im suffering 
i rember when yousaid...

i dont wanna say to myself tyler who??
well ive gone ghost dawg so who ami to you??

just another fake friend? another liar??

well those tears in my eyes while you and i sat in that shitti rock driveway i told you i was scared told you that i dont know what she would do then i gave you thirty when you only asked for five and i hope that goes to show that i still care show ya that ill be there one day on the phone hoping that you pick up hoping that you understand that people deal with things in their own way and i know its such a shame but look at it this way i know i losrt her love but i gained my love so i hope that we can put that shit aside dawg

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