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heavy maoricore inspo‎

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‎i don wanna talk to u
i don wanna look at u
all the things that u made me do
how could u?
how could u?
im picking off all the chipped glue
i dont feel u
i dont feel u

yea ive been stressing bout what i should do
gray hairs on my head just shows the proof
i dont want thoughts so i lite up the boof
dont want thoughts, i been thinkin of u
"can u tell me the truth?"
i cant, i just dk what i would do
roll out of bed, feel so pitiful
the voice in my head just ridicules

how could u (rexiroh) +mv in desc

i hate that this is what i gotta do to wash the pain away

smoking everyday so i dont feel insane

but sometimes i just think where the fuck did all of my time go

where the fuck did everything in my mind go

its like i had to put it in the gutter for you

everything i said you couldn't see through

only saw red when it didnt invovle her

sometimes life gets hard i wanna grab a revolver

put it to my neck and blow off my fucking head

cuz everything you told me was so mislead

holding onto false promises in my head

i wish that i could get all the blood that i lost for you right back

and get this silly knife right out my back

feel like everyone has their own attack on me and i hate it

and i hate it

really do

but i guess theres nothing i can do

can do

can do

ooh

a moment of realization prod violet

@lilsadboiiudig @myspacemark @dimpleb @prod-kiv

1sadboii & myspacemark - die young (dimple & kiv)

is it easy prod. meta

@jkjmetasco #hvb

i’m running laps right now around these fuck boys
i shoot dat glock one time, yea got recoil
who finna take my place, i need a decoy
why u wanna be like me so bad?
so u my decoy
i’m tryna figure it out, i feel like ecoy
girl can we hang out i think u my best friend
yea and everyday i mess up, no i don’t listen
and i stay on these drugs, but i don’t feel them
white boy plug, look like nettspend
i was in a dream, i ain’t een know i could see ya
drugs taking all my memory ion know if i remember
and u soul searching, u ain’t found
she don’t like it when i drink blood
see it
call my phone do u mean it
i start turning to a demon
she got blood on her arms, she ain’t een clean it
and i got snakes up in my head, ion need retwist
she was crying 2 me, she wanna cut herself
ion like school ion think imma excel
i only feel at peace when i’m by myself
everyday making these songs i learned sum bout myself
i was just in new york, now i’m in toronto
baby yea roll up fronto
in da cls, it’s spacial
take drugs for the occasion
mask on my face like jason
these niggas lame as fuck
i get mad as fuck

decoy (luvpurp 1sadboii epv)

two can play prod. luvpurp

I just look inside, i told her i wanna die, and i fuck that bitch like why
and i kiss her on her on her thigh, selina bitch yea, dont be shy
you're my only one you're mine, and i walk in, and she stare
do you really care, damn, i wanna pull her hair
damn it take so much to bare, its the last time,
u fucking up my mind, yea we running out of time, on my shoulder that bitch cry

walking through the rain at night,
like baby you the only reason im alive, like somebody save me
baby, i cry for you, like it's nothing

stuff my love inside a locker
i really want that girl, i wonder if i could stop her
all these other hoes up on me but i only want her
and when i look into her eyes i know i really love her
can i be your lover?

i don’t get this shit
g19 strapped to my hip
i could write a song for that
blackout GLE, we back

and it’s been so long
i think im better now
but you don’t hit me back
babygirl what’s that about?

and it’s been so long
i think im better now
you’re still not loving me
babygirl what’s that about?

gëmz & keepsake - life as wë know it {jannah & sentencc} #dmc

gëmz ~ the supërstars of 2009 #ke$hacore

rage, caponeti & cyris - hide your smiles (meta & violet)

we look up in tha mirror n u cant een see us
she done seen my fangs
she think they ain real
she done hurt my heart
im a vamp, it heald
i wake up
i say good morning to the moon
bloodlust  
that dont stop me from luvn u
i try to write it all down
kno i cant giv up if the times is getin tuff
i thot she wuld die, so my life, i gave it up
knew i hada die so that i culd live it up
she was in my mind, n she made me drink her blud
she gave me life, and a part 2
but her past played a part too
now i think that i hate u, is it tru?
all uve evr done is jus smile n lie to me
i hada smile when u got seald :x

stefan pt2 (violet)

she kno im a vamp like its twilight
i look in ur eyes
this is smthn i culd get used 2
when i c the sun, gota lay low
ur my angel
evr since i got turnd, dont kno wat 2 do
leme in 2 the blud bank; i need food
she wants 2 be turnd, im not in the mood
yea but she not giving it up
told her adieu
all those ppl say im tha bad guy
but when they say it they cant look in my eyes
they think that im psycho
all alone
all ik is that my heart has hardened
im a vamp so they think that i lost it :/
but i didnt lose it,,,

damon (violet)

@jkjmetasco

know u wanna hurt me, yes
no, she want a percocet
girl ya i know u upset
i got a lotta voices in my head
call my twin up jus say off wit his head
wats on my body, yea it’s really rare
doing these drugs just to cope with stress
i wanna cry but i don’t know yet
i wanna die but i don’t know yet
ion even see myself, i see a silhouette 
no i can’t go back to the way it was
20 racks in my pocket for what
crying but i need a million
fake niggas on ya side
broke niggas wanna ride
we having mob ties 
i got heavenbound ties
no and it’s not right
she wanna be in my life
why they wanna be, no u can’t call
no u can’t call me up too much
and they wanna see me so what
they don’t know about me like i got a mask
imma call violet i need a pack
crying to u cuz i know sum
i wanna die and i chose yea
i be down but i can’t show it
everybody want me to go up yea i really gotta know it
i be feelin so down but i know sometimes u cant show it
i be feelin like da one when i make these songs, yea im just a poet

twin yea we really gotta ride
feds kick in da door outside
she wanna be in my life
they wanna hate on me it’s not right
i’m on top, jimmy superfly
i’m making hits i don’t wanna stop
they wanna take me off 
they wanna see me fall
i’m not just rapping
dumb ass hoe keep asking
run in yo crib, ski masking
too many racks in da bag, yes
know i wanna ride, damn
no i ain’t going back to them
forgiato for my ride damn
girl do what u want
smoking on bro just like a bong
we got love yea we got a bond
bro in dat jam, he don’t got bond
just for my bitch yea
i’m making hits i don’t wanna stop
twin yea we really gotta ride
feds kick in da door outside
she wanna be in my life
they wanna hate on me it’s not right
i’m on top, jimmy superfly
i ain’t on tour but i’m on da road
why u think u know me, edge
crying to u and i feel dead
she like why yo hair unkept 
cuz i don’t give a fuck about my appearance 
no i don’t wanna hear
i’m in a new gear

poet / think u know me (violet / mxsui)

@1rokit

n im so low
i look up n im starin at the ceilin
ill wait while time unfolds
its more of wat im used 2
will i evr b jus regular?
can i have a savior?  
askin 4 what i have earned
tell me what i need2learn
2kno y im left behind first
i take drugs 2 ease the hurt
but sometimes they can make it worse
i feel warm tears well up in my eyes
so i jus keep my eyes closed
jus keep my eyes closed
i jus keep my eyes closed
jus keep my eyes closed
cant keep it inside
got my arms round my sides,
bleedin violet
n its a damn sign,
every time that i tried
they was silent
culd u try 2 tell me wat im spposd 2 b?
violet leaks from my eyelids
is it all of them or is it rly me?
muffled sobs break the quiet
i was weak and numb
i hated the taste of blud
turnd2 one of them
i jus hada turn of luk
i jus found eternal luv
pretty little turtle bug
feel the healing of my cutz
so i jus keep my eyes closed
jus keep my eyes closed
i jus keep my eyes closed
jus keep my eyes closed

eyes closed (1rokit)

gëmz ~ she misintërpret things {jayysoul grimgar}

gëmz & wanjibushido ~ fëlt ur touch {trashboat & sbjrdn}

@jkjmetasco

getting hurt so u wanna die young
ion know why i’m crying on da floor
they look at my wrist like flood
i know everybody wanna see me gone
everybody wanna see me gone
feel like future, put dat mask on
nigga talk shit, now they dead & gone
no i don’t like no judge
niggas wanna fake dat they put me on
lemme see da screen that they put me on
n my twin in dat maybach
hear my song u gotta play it back
i know that u won’t fix nun
lost highway and it’s two of us
i know that i was messed up but i’m done wit that
i know that u don’t love me no more but i’m done wit that
going up, getting money how i want so
imma go wit that 
i know that they really want my swag
i know u is not the one i had
i’m wit saig, im wit sean , it’s our time now
ball too much, call time out

lost highway (seanpotter keymoow)

djsp19 x keymoow(dile session jam)#jetski2013

@jkjmetasco 

in da back getting high, im wit luvpurp
wit my niggas in da trap moving covert
i know i was down bad but it’s over
n i gamble everything, i don’t wanna lose
n i ruin everything, ion know what to do
get these drugs then yea trap outta school
she wanna die now she like can u buy a noose
nyc, i was chilling wit whyhaze
why u talking to me like u know me
nyc, im wit purp, im wit whyhaze
i’m wit noonie in dis bitch he off da cocaine
n my mom don’t like my songs she said i’m profane
but she told me keep on going n then make a name
they don’t wanna check up on me but i’m ok
jus like ovo, yea, get dat fucking drac
i got spanish plug, he say ole
everybody round me got a blick even a old lady
everybody round me got dat drac if u play around
i know i was crying on da floor because u let me down
im jus looking at my side, i got no one
everyday i feel alone that’s why i roll up
don’t nobody even love me in da slightest
make these songs off the top, i don’t write it
i don’t like school i failed courses
n my twin trap in em forces
feel like randy orton hearing voices
i don’t wanna talk, u an informant

let me down (saig yk)

seen it all (seanpotter)

@jkjmetasco

i know that i felt it was sum wrong
when u getting money, so u want a redbone
and u know that we flying in dat jet yuh
rip my uncle, i know that u watching
n i know a bad hoe out in boston
no idk get dat drac, they ain’t walking
and u wanna die so my heart always dropping
niggas hating on me but they no one
i don’t give no fuck cuz imma go up
n i’m getting money but i know i’m a reject
no idk when tf can i leave yet
bro spilled da lean n my jeans so wet
n i make these songs like a damn poet
when i get dat feat, it’s a fucking duet
walk in da rain, think i got my shoe wet
and i’m wit twin he jus sparked a cigarette
i don’t smoke no cigarette
pls get da drugs out da fucking cabinet x2
bad white hoe looking like selena

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