"E". A song by ASTRⵙ SYTE. A Single from his mixtape "Young Scatman". 

Lyrics:
E, I'm in the 10th grade now, you could have been with me
 I see my 8th grade picture, and you are all I ever see 
I wanna know what happened, and why some people laughing
Cause I don't look at suicide like it's never happened

Come on E, why don't you smile for the camera?
I don't know why you're sad, but there's something I should have told ya
I miss you, you could have been right here by my side
But love had to come by, and take your precious life
E, you made me laugh, your humor was the best
But now im crying in my basement, with hurting inside my chest
 I want to ask you a question, but I can't, I only have one reaction 
Maybe i'll join you and put the bullet straight through my noggin
Why'd you do it man? Why'd you do it E?
I stopped myself, but I couldn't have ever stopped the E 
You could have made it, and had her as your girlfriend waiting
But now you're dead and, there's no more questions I can ask man
  
E, we used to talk about bands we didn't listen to
And then we started singing and humming all of our favorite tunes
You were crazy, and so was I too
But our insanity was too much and so we had to lose you
I remember sitting down at your funeral 
People I've never seen cry were crying because of you
I had a red bracelet, one that made me remember you
T-O-P said for you to stay alive, and now it isn't true
My name is Astro now, do you remember then?
When I started making music and you had to pretend
That you hated it, we used to laugh in all our classes
Cause you completed our group, and it was more than magic
But I still wonder why, why you had to die
Something about a certain guy, make you think about your life
I miss you, we had so much memories for the year or two
I wish I could saved you, but now I write this special tune, man
I swore to keep you in my heart and never forget
That you made me happier in times where I coudn't live
You could have made it, and been with us at graduation
But now you're dead and, there's no more questions I can ask man


STM, that was our junior high school
So many memories from there made me realize what it came to
You should have been there, with all of us at graduation
Cris started crying and I don't know if I could take it
We made a mental health project in English
And looked at the paper and faced the consequences
You're gone. This mark means nothing to my grade
I would rather get an F on this instead of straight A's
Okay, E, I'm sorry I couldn't have helped you
I tried to kill myself last month, I did it in December
I could have told you, and we could have talked it out
But now you're in a coffin lying 6 feet in the ground
i hugged you once, but the rope it hugged you harder
until you couldn't breathe and my life became much harder 
I never been to a funeral, you were my first
Nothing in the world could ever be so much worst
I'll cut off a limb, I'll give God money
I just wanna have my friend back, the one I call E
Now these summers and school filled days are full of sadness
When I miss all these people and I gotta live without them
I can't hang with them, so I sit down in my basement
And write depressing lyrics, and maybe make a statement
So E, I miss you, I didn't take you for granted
But I hope that you're happy cause for me it hasn't happened

Young Scatman

stay strong, live life, do it all over again.

ASTRO SYTE

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