the sad stuff

i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body

grim reaper

first single from 2nd upcoming ep, 'flowerhill drive' by dream, ivory

lyrics:

through it all once again
came to know my only friend
lost control
can't begin i seek within
to feel the warmth brought within your skin
did you know
for how it seemed
i should've stayed and let you be
run into my heart so carelessly 
thats the reason i'm afraid 
youre thoughts that cant be tamed
and i'm trying to be sane
and i'm trying to be sane
and i'm trying to be sane

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welcome and goodbye

Sleepwalk - Santo & Johnny (slowed)

joy again- necromancer

from the album 'bad contestant', available on signed vinyl here www.matt-maltese.com

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Produced by Hugo White
Engineered by Jag Jago / Laurie Latham 
Mixed by Jag Jago 

Piano/Voice - Matt Maltese
Drums - Jamie Morrison
Bass - Harry Bohay
Guitar - James Donovan, Hugo White

Recorded at The Drugstore & Helicon Mountain Studios

As The World Caves In

panucci's pizza ~ naruto themed sexting (orig): https://soundcloud.com/driftwood-records/naruto-themed-sexting

inspiration: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DF9vh6uJuhs  https://soundcloud.com/barrenwaste/arrows @barrenwaste

low effort but hey

naruto themed sexting ~ slower

100 Legendary Recordings

I'll Never Smile Again

Bubblegum- Clairo

Blonde

Frank Ocean - Nights 2nd Part (slowed + reverb)

Jagger Finn - Vas

chopped n screwed .

lover is a day - cuco (slowed)

frank ocean~self control (slowed and reverb)

such sad songs

I do not own this song or audio!
This part of the song of Demons is made by Joji 
The person who uploaded this on YT is QĎ7700 Ľoops. 
I do not take credit for any of this except for cutting it short.
Sub to QĎ7700 Ľoops and Joji on YT!
The piano instrumental is by Amosdoll: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqfmurgy-7U
QĎ7700Ľoops: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9SVTnD0LZUgczbjsLoPWXQ
and video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crwibd31Qr8
Joji/88Rising: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZW5lIUz93q_aZIkJPAC0IQ

DEMONS By Joji (Ending) By QĎ7700 Ľoops (YOUTUBE)

scotts addiction by claboine

something soft for those that think they’re in love <3

GrosslyRomantic

Blood Sugar [Prod. KouZin]

Lyrics: 

 I know it’s just a follow
But it really hurts to see
I know you don’t talk anymore
But it’s really affecting me
I love you (I love you)
I love you (I love you)
I know you don’t mean to hurt me
I’m just a huge cry baby 

I don’t know if I should 
Be the one to say sorry 
Or if I should just let it go 
And try to find some peace
I know it’s not my fault 
But I just feel like I am not
Entitled to feel the way I 
Feel for you

I know I really messed up
I’m hoping you could forgive me
Just know that I developed 
Some sort of agony 
I love you (I love you)
I love you (I love you)

I don’t know if I should 
Be the one to say sorry 
Or if I let it go 
And try to find some peace
I know it’s not my fault 
But I just feel like I am not
Entitled to feel the way I
Feel for you 

Feel (feel)
For you
I said feel feel feel

I don’t know if I should 
Be the one to say sorry
Or if I just let it go 
And try to find some peace
I know it’s not my fault 
But I just feel like I am not
Entitled to feel the way I
Feel for you

feel for u (prod. wurlishmouk)

undertale-fallen down *echoed*

Camille Saint Saëns - The Swan (Slowed)

the sad stuff

spicyramen