all songs from 2019, the worst songs you will ever hear

idk what this one is gonna sound like

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i <3 repetition

glow, i'm a star, in the middle of my room
bend my arms behind my back like i'm gonna break the rules
glow, i'm a star, in the middle of my room
bend my arms behind my back like i'm gonna break the rules
just tell me what i want and i'll want it more
tell me what i want and i'll want it more
tell me what i want and i'll want it more
tell me what i want and i'll want it more, boy
i look up to you, you could fuck me up
just tell me when to stop tell me what's enough (popstar)
i look up to you, you could fuck me up
just tell me when to stop tell me what's enough (popstar)
just go
coming for ya, coming for ya
coming for ya, coming for ya
just go
coming for ya, coming for ya
coming for ya, coming for ya
just go
coming for ya, coming for ya
coming for ya, coming for ya
just go
coming for ya, coming for ya
coming for ya, coming for ya
i just wanna be ur girl, hold me close to your chest
hold me close to your chest (i wouldn't wanna be u in the first place)
i just wanna be ur girl, hold me close to your chest
hold me close to your chest (i wouldn't wanna be u in the first place)
just tell me what i want and i'll want it more
tell me what i want and i'll want it more
tell me what i want and i'll want it more
tell me what i want and i'll want it more, boy
just tell me what i want and i'll want it more
tell me what i want and i'll want it more
tell me what i want and i'll want it more
just tell me when to stop tell me what's enough (popstar)
tell me what i want and i'll want it more, boy

glow, like a star

i.. [djmaea2k02]

@synplant 
felt the feeling leave now its calling my phone
never choose a scene, i dont know what i want
i was acting fake now youre calling my bluff
i cant even lie, i just wanna go home

i been insecure abt myself for the past ten years,
think i gotta switch my reflex
cant even go outside no more, no recess
it all fell to pieces when a bad bitch hit my dms, yeah
fucked up for the whole weekend, i gotta reset

felt the feeling leave now its calling my phone
never choose a scene, i dont know what i want
i was acting fake now youre calling my bluff
i cant even lie, i just wanna go home

@sinefelt
i lose my mind x2
i guess i tolerate myself some of the time
taking a second glance losing my mind
there's plenty abt myself that i would wish away instead
but rly it's all alright, at least i'ma be something

i couldn't speak
i wouldn't talk
it'd be better if she knew what she wants
but she don't n she's gone

calling my phone feat. sinefelt

this summer i've been having the worst creative block for my main music but i really wanted to make something that makes me wanna go outside.

i'll be back soon enough. <3

samples:
ml buch - dust beam
bladee and ecco2k - white meadow
justin bieber - first place
justin bieber - first dance
ninajirachi - iPod Touch

Dreaming.. [djmaea2k02] #tellmeyoubelieveinsomething

(check it out)
(check it out)
(ch- ch- check it out)
(check it out)

‧₊˚♪𝄞࿐₊˚⊹

please explain to me my left and right
i was paralyzed with fear last time
you cried to me about your ex last night
in a nightmare

could you trust me not to fall this time
im too stubborn to apologize
i hope you kiss me on my cheek tonight
in a dream

‧₊˚♪𝄞࿐₊˚⊹

is there somebody else in the spot that i claimed
im not mad i just wanna know the truth
is there somebody else that you're calling tonight
i dont wanna interfere with your dues

im good in everybody's book
go ahead and flip the pages
my name is in each one oh its true
i got way too many friends
way too many friends to count
but im still nothing if im not stuck to you

‧₊˚♪𝄞࿐₊˚⊹

(i wanna know your body like its something i discovered baby)

(check it out)
(check it out)
(oh)
(ch- ch- check it out)
(check it out)

‧₊˚♪𝄞࿐₊˚⊹

im a control freak
baby i know its not right
but i was hoping
youd play along for tonight
i wanna hold you
or maybe just hold myself
cause my hearts telling me i need you
but i really need help

sorry for poking
but i see that you're online
im really hoping
you didn't meet some new guy
i know im not shit
but im still trying my best
ill love you even if its secret
i cant stand being friends

‧₊˚♪𝄞࿐₊˚⊹

control freak

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passiflora
this track is inspired by korean asmr and eating sliced bread. dedicated to my love.
thank you @gr0lth for background vocals and thank you @ixosyd for the strings

listening intently, youre clawing at the seams of my dress as i sigh, i cant fly
like a bird born in a cage, i cover my rage just to faulter again and again
foster me, warm up my wings
ice cold, my fingertips, picked at my skin
failed to conform, oh but why

times have come and gone
i melt in your hand and ive fallen too sharp like a stone
crybaby sing like the fire and let it be known that
nobody loves like she does
times have come and gone
i melt in your hand and i fall into shards like a stone
crybaby sing like the fire and let it be known that
nobody loves like she does

stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves
stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves (no one loves like she does)
stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves
stuck in a binaural state
im suspended in air like the sounds and their waves

(no one loves like she does)

passiflora

this song is actually called minecraft for free dot com

lyrics:
stick to the plot i made
wont you tell me something new so the time don't waste
i been known to miss every shot i take
wont you spare me your euphoria

feeling like my luck ran out
every time my lines get crossed im foaming at the mouth
wasnt looking when it came from the ashes of what i built
will i ever feel the same again?
when you pass by you're blurring my sight

wont you spare me your euphoria
wont you spare me your euphoria

stick to the plot i made
wont you tell me something new
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sorry that the mix is so saturated and sharp, that was totally intentional, blow your fucking ears out!!!!

@kinsleygrey @azkii1

(chew)
They not true to themselves, they all liars
Staying out the sun like a vampire
I'll do nothing today, I'm too tired
Jealousy, that's my venom, you're a viper
Not much really means a lot to me
I could throw it all in a fire
I'm in limbo, I been stuck in-between
All day, every day stuck idle

Snake bite on my ankle
So enticing but it's fake like a rhinestone
I wish we were better friends but we're not close
Stepping out the house just to wanna go home
Way too overwhelmed, there's too many texts on my phone
Wish I could hang with my friends, I don't know anyone
Take an edible, cus I'm tryna have some fun
No matter where I go, I'm still following the sun

(kinsley)
if you on my side tell me right now
‘cause when i’m close with someone we tend fall out
I get high asf before I break down
I’ma smoke that pack til I’m all out
I feel week I’m filled with doubt
I keep quiet but I wanna shout
Sometimes its easier to shut my mouth
To shut my mouth

(chew)
They not true to themselves, they all liars
Staying out the sun like a vampire
I'll do nothing today, I'm too tired
Jealousy, that's my venom, you're a viper
Not much really means a lot to me
I could throw it all in a fire
I'm in limbo, I been stuck in-between
All day, every day stuck idle

viper, ☆ing kinsley grey prod azkii

Im not Sorry @SOCHi

i won't ever stop

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idk what this one is gonna sound like

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