just finished season 4 of breaking bad

lyrics
hold my head underwater
make sure i get no air
make sure that i die, there's no life in my eyes
bury me by a river and move on with ur life

cause u gave me ur diary
i tore out the pages
i know i lost ur trust in me
i wish i was faceless
i wanna move places
to somewhere that’s vacant
its better if u never see me again

i know that its hard
and im trying to change
but i just can’t get to sleep at night
i just say the same things
i just can’t set things right
ill see u in the next life
u never wanna speak to me again
but it was great being ur friend

tampa bay comic con 2018 (reprise)

quickly venting might delete later im jus impulsively posting
prod some rando yt guy idk

im awful##

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(@6kx did mixing and i did the rest. thank you friends for being awesome and helping me do this stuff.)

'-'

talk to me lyrics:
do you even care about me really?
did you mean what you said sincerely?
i've been stuck on the walls, on the ceiling.
your texts dry but i need some healing.

talk to me, i'm sorry!
i think i just miss the atmosphere.
and, i'm long gone, i'm long gone.
why care for a party when there's nothing here?

there's nothing here!
there's nothing here.
no one to fear.

i've done enough.
(many ppl know you)
am i that happy?
(they all got to choose you)
i've done enough.
(is there something to lose?)
when will they leave?
(who will you amuse)

pls don't, don't go!
(don't go anywhere, i won't go anywhere)
hold on, for sure!
(when i see u next i think i'll buy you everything)
these things, they change.
feelings get rearranged.
it's hard to see where the story goes.
who even cares; who even knows?

talk to me

Prod. @02ashes

Lyrics:
don't know how i ended up in this place
where am i, i don't know my name
everything has changed
(x2)

the skies are grey we are running from the light
striving for the sky where my body's full of life
striving for the place everything will be alright
but ik that the future is not full of light
not full of light, everything will be alright
callin' my name and i'll join you in the fight
callin' my name and i'll be right by your side
callin' your name everything will be alright
everything will be alright (x4)

don't know how i ended up in this place
where am i, i don't know my name
everything has changed

all fallin' down
tearin apart
tearin' my heart, now i'm fallin apart
please come back to see
then you'll see
all of the lies you've been told about me

not full of light, everything will be alright
callin' my name and i'll join you in the fight
callin' my name and i'll be right by your side
callin' your name everything will be alright
(x2)

everything will be alright
join you in the fight
be right by your side
everything will be alright

wishes [02ashes]

random song i found in my computer thats kinda stupid but goes crazy for some reason

where is the start, there is no end 
i try and fight off the demons again
relax old friend
this life isnt real and neither is your dread

i dont care anymore 
anymore 
x2

this is what i said what i need when i want it 
when im all alone i feel like im running
when im with my friends my head supersonic
i just gotta fly if i run im falling

how can you feel that life has no death
you cant pretend your bones cant bend
i'll die and you'll feel in it your chest
trust me, you will be dead

dead 
dead 
dead 
dead 
dead 
dead 
deaaaaad
x2

i dont care anymore 
anymore 
x2

where is the start, there is no end 
i try and fight off the demons again
relax old friend
this life isnt real and neither is your dread

I Dont Care Anymore

I really did see one. 
prod. @xxkintsugi & @4evrgone
mv: https://youtu.be/saDCyCkTwnk

yea i saw an angel last week
staring like she looked right past me 
stretch lies sweet like taffy 
wonder why im nevr happy 
take a moment to reflect
go and say it w/ ur chest 
no no we were nevr friends 
stand by tht until im dead! 

i got all this pressure on my shoulders 
just more stress as soon as i got older
i can feel the room its getting colder
and colder to me

one day ill wake up and ill b free 
i just post my shit dont need a scene 
if im showing up ill charge a fee
if im showing up ill charge a fee 

yea i saw an angel last week
staring like she looked right past me 
stretch lies sweet like taffy 
wonder why im nevr happy 

i can't tell u anything ab me 
idk myself 
and i wonder why ur laughing :( 
im tryna help! 
sittin here relaxing 
problems on a shelf 
and i hope the bros do good ! 
yea i wish em well :) 

(i dont really like uh ++) 
(is this how u were trained to fight? UR PATHETIC!)

yea i saw an angel last week
staring like she looked right past me 
stretch lies sweet like taffy 
wonder why im nevr happy 

take a moment to reflect
go and say it w/ ur chest 
no no we were nevr friends 
stand by tht until im dead! 
i got all this pressure on my shoulders 
just more stress as soon as i got older
i can feel the room its getting colder
and colder to me

angel (kintsugi & 4evr)

Cover of “Million Days” (originally performed by SABAI feat. Hoang & Claire Ridgely). 
Written by Claire Ridgely, Michael Mlakar, Mike Hoang, and Siraparn Takviriyanan. 
This version performed and recorded by SabeTagd.
Licensed under a U.S. §115 mechanical cover license for non-commercial sharing. 
© All rights to the original composition remain with the respective rights holders.

Million Days Sabai Cover (Violin)

2. Ney-e Sahraa

DIARIES PART ONE – THE HOTTEST SUMMER (ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK)
Musik & Konzept: Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
Der Soundtrack zu meinem ersten Roman Diaries Part One – The Hottest Summer (BoD 2025).
Eine Klangreise durch den Sommer 2003 – zwischen Liebe, Wärme, Dämmerung und Erinnerung.
Jeder Track steht für einen Moment aus dem Buch:
☀️ „Main Theme – The Hottest Summer“ – die Hitze eines Nachmittags, der alles verändert.
🎞️ „Jack (Boy Made of Heat)” – innere Ruhe, Licht und Unsicherheit.
💛 „Danielle Thompson“ – laut, bunt, ehrlich.
🌙 „Rain on Düsseldorf“ – Nächte voller Regen, Zigarettenrauch und Gedanken.
🕯️ „First Light on Skin“ – ein neues Kapitel, wenn alles leiser wird.
Dieses Album ist eine Hommage an eine Zeit, die gleichzeitig vergangen und ewig ist –
und an all die Figuren, die in The Hottest Summer leben.
📚 Buch erhältlich ab 08. November 2025
ISBN (Paperback): 978-3-7597-9052-3
ISBN (E-Book): 978-3-7597-9053-0
© 2025 Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
All tracks written, performed and produced by the author.

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