Maple/Toastywav

"@shadeeqap"

released on: 16 October 2021

Shadeeqap Cover2

performed and produced by grimvvice

additional vocals by elsie k. fisher

[LYRICS]

Keep a place for me
When it's dark outside make sure you keep it safe for me
I've been drained of all my emotions but my shame
Am I even still human these days?
I can see my body, but I can't recognize myself
Is it nothing more than my soul's corresponding shell?
Will I be pretty? Will this turn out well?
Or am I doomed forever stuck in hell?

They're like "Izzy where you been?"
Tryna make moves that I'll hope to see to live
Younger me would pray to God to make me cis
So I need to pass bad like I'm Jokić with the assist

I'm a replicant, not an original
Do I deserve to have a human soul?
Well who knows, so I'll head off alone
Holding onto demons that I refuse to let go

It's kinda funny, act like I got something to prove when I have nothing
Have no legacy to claim but here I am still wanting
Look me in the eyes tell me that I'm nothing

They told me go for broke so I got liquor from the low shelf
Esteemed for nothing at all cause I got low self
There's no point in trying, I'm already damned to Hell
So pass me the rope then I'll fucking-

In spite of it all, there's still hope for you
I think you can be something greater
You told me you had no sense of self, but
You know who you are? Don't you?

Pull out your fucking heart

I want to see you again
I want to see all of you again, just one more time
I'm scared, I don't want to die

Replicant

feeling inconsistent
_________________________

all black gown
up and down
puyu princess in my silver crown

shades of blue
that purple hue
looks so familiar what ab u

u think u wanna test me don't u
well u shouldn't play these games w a princess
yea u wanna make a bet don't fold
let's play this to the end

wake up 
i see
i'm not invincible i know

grown up
fake dreams
can't see the flowers thru the smoke

out of bounds
dog impound
multishine like i'm fox mccloud

dial up now
please press pound #
not a fucking sound

u think u wanna test me don't u
well u shouldn't play these games w a princess
yea u wanna make a bet don't fold
let's play this to the end

jasmin cardia

100mi (prod anonnn)

burnout

2talk! (user)

@gabbystart / @bringyourknapsack

Back up as of July 15th, 2024 =)

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I'm keeping my old songs I'm not fond of private on here for the time being because I would like to keep my new work far detached from it. You can still download them on Bandcamp in lossless quality - a lot of them are bonus tracks under "maple & friends". :~)

east LA

By https://soundcloud.com/toastywav
From "the history of ROBLOX, i guess" Music Collection

(i did not ask for permission to upload this because i am scared to talk to popular people!!! maple if u want me to take this down dm MarbledRuby#3005 on discord)

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