beep bop pop ft. dbc

and again +leyton

tellmemore

i got covid
prod. @norrth4k , written and mixed by me - finalized as of november 18th
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lyr:
3 days, been sick, i still feel like shit
takin meds, but there's nothin i can do 'bout it
voice gone, and my doctor aint respond
to my calls, or my texts, think i'm dying, need to rest
but i, wake up and i take more dayquil
and i, throw up but i take the pain well
but i don't know what to do if i still feel like this
in a week, i am weak, and it's getting hard to speak

sit down, let me speak, if you give a fuck
covid got me feelin like i'm always out of luck
spendin all my time on the sidelines, doin lines
of advil, take it up the nose to make me feel well
that's probably not a good idea i should shut up
but maybe i should really try it when i'm out of love
fucked up my lungs by smoking on that loud pack
if you really gave a fuck then you would help me get my sound back
but it's crazy to think that i'm still even here 
when all that i've done is just damage my ears
i'm still writing all the loud shit i always have
but i don't even think it's worth it when this is all that i have
is what i would've said, do you really think i'm dead?
with every single message that i sent you, would you see the end?
i never thought of that, my mama think i'm talkin back
when every fucking argument we've had is all just out of whack
it's still crazy to me that you're still even here
when all that i've done is just damage your ears
i'm still tryna make the best of the shit i have
but i don't even think it's worth it if i cannot show my dad
cuz i have problems and my brother tried to solve them
i'm filled with hatred, and i wish i could replace it
but i'm still restless, and i'm never on my best shit
i'm not a foe, but my mama said to go
now i'm living in austin, don't know how i got here
i miss all my friends, even if there are some here
reliant on weed, i don't wanna be up here
i wish i could see where my life would be next year
but maybe that's looking too far in my future
but all that i need is to pass away sooner
i'm hiding my problems behind all the humor
if anyone asks you can say that you knew "her"

but it's crazy to think that i'm still even here 
when all that i've done is just damage my ears
i'm still writing all the loud shit i always have
but i don't even think it's worth it when this is all that i have
but it's crazy to think that i'm still even here 
when all that i've done is just damage my ears
i'm still writing all the loud shit i always have
but i don't even think it's worth it when this is all that i have

malware <norrth4k>

charm chain and with the smans

sampling drama trial again but this time I'm getting a big mac meal

babylon but its plug

This track is my take on loneliness and being alone/isolated. It symbolizes my way of being alone. Something almost like a virus or an intrusion. For me it is exactly that. Always that same feeling that is bothersome and annoying but that which can also be calming and expressive in some way. It is either a way of life or something you cannot control. But then you have to step out of your loneliness and not feel alone, which you can either like and want to get out of or it can disturb you and make you feel even worse.

Credits: 
Me :3

sampling drama trial again but this time I'm getting a big mac meal

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