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It's a Vicious Cycle

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7eQqAw0GKkaaM2y1r1ZIAf?si=1e9cf3ab71154872

When you look my way like glass i shatter to pieces
if I could go a whole five years without changing my name
Everything decays anyway so i scatter and crease this
I would sacrifice my fears so you can take the Blame

Take the Blame

I was all alone
I fell deep down a hole
Was no where to go
So i kept on falling down

Thought to myself will I see the light again my only friend my sacrament im forsaken
Theres nothing but this darkness again

Take the Blame

Blame

produced by phixel
mixed/mastered by phixel
backing vocals by maeEXO
sample: https://soundcloud.com/snowblowerr/hillcore

notes: first song in two months! so very excited :D this is definitely one of my best songs, and its a long time in the making :) i started making this in june, and finished it around mid-august when i added maeEXOs vocals at the end of the song. some inspirations for this song include porter robinson, jane remover, blackwinterwells, and tons of others ^^ enjoy

lyrics:
i dont wanna die, i got so much to do
i promise i'll try, try out something new
don't wanna be scared of the whole wide world
scared to get my throat slit, scared to watch it unfold
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: there is no one]

i feel like that baby bird that you saw dying on the ground
trying to scream and trying to cry but i can't do it out loud
and your friends all lied and told you i'd be worse if you helped
'well, the maggots got to eat too" is what you told yourself

tell me what you were thinking
have you no empathy? not a drop, not an inkling
if you wanna seem nice don't act like you hate me
it's really not difficult to see things and say things (say things)
tell me honestly, did you even feel a bit of pity on me
when you looked down at the ground and you saw me
i was vulnerable and i was sobbing

(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: no one, there is no one, no one, there is no one here]

the maggots need to eat too - Single

the maggots need to eat too

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circa — September 2021
Stream on Spotify, Apple Music & All Platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/elxnce/late-night-recovery
Stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1R2jbljMBDrwpVmBw78ks7pejCwg-0I2Y?usp=sharing
Download via Bandcamp: https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/late-night-recovery

lyrics:
I realized who I'm talking to
it's not me or you
you don't care about me as much as I care about you

It's the pain in my stomach it's the way you kinda love it 
when I hate you
it's the flickering lights it's the chills down my spine
I can't live without you
and I can't do this anymore and all my guards are on the floor
I think I'm losing my mind but that's still better than waking up

Stream

Late Night Recovery

MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asgshMMOf7s

baby u could be the one
i know youd be so much fun
i dont mean to make this hard
maybe im a bit too much
tjweaver so naive (i believe in anything)
everyone says im so sweet (tj boy ur such a dream)
they just want a slice of me (only just a little bit)
cut my heart and take a piece

so fuck my life
i cry my eyes out like every night
so tired of breaking my heart all of the time
someones making me blind they took my light
thats alright got a brand new flash
th th that's the energizerr
i break the bank
brand new frag thats the moschino w the bag
got so much space in it baby lets go to japan
and i would risk it all over again just to hold your hand
dont you miss me just a little
i i i cry till my eyes hurt

tjweaver such a doll
pick me up and put me down
im so fragile please dont touch
everybody wants to fuck me up
i just want it to stop (whys this keep on happening??)
dont want no one to hurt me anymore (everybody's out for me)
cage my heart and keep it locked (baby u still got the key)
i can never get enough

so fuck my life
i cry my eyes out like every night
so tired of breaking my heart all of the time
someones making me blind they took my light
thats alright got a brand new flash
th th that's the energizerr
i break the bank
brand new frag thats the moschino w the bag
got so much space in it baby lets go to japan
and i would risk it all over again just to hold your hand
dont you miss me just a little
i i i cry till my eyes hurt

FML *mv in description

my best friend

spotify https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/user1776066691/and-i-can-still-imagine-every-little-motion-feat-tjweaver

i really missed you today
you were the first thing that i thought of when i shot awake
you looked so pretty the way 
you stayed so still in those pictures that u post on ur page

and i can still imagine every little motion
it makes my head spin i think i need a potion
too easy to not control it
i had a heart for a second think you stole it

you had a dream about me, a beautiful moment
i told you bout my tea its so important
its like you know me like you already know me
baby lets take a ride but take it slowly

and i can still imagine every little motion
it makes my head spin i think i need a potion
too easy to not control it
i had a heart for a second think you stole it

and i just wanna get to know you wanna get so close
and when i dress the way i like i hope you like my clothes
its so embarrassing how much i think i like you girl
and i just wanna get to know you wanna get so close

and i can still imagine every little motion

in my heart there's like a thousand holes to fill

sanctuary

us pushing button

wl (feat. blackwinterwells)

home - 5/?

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and i can still imagine every little motion

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