byebyesonnggggg

scars

digging through your trash

whats the point of this when i can just give up
ill be moving out im tired of this petty stuff
n every day u make me feel that im never enough
bitch im not like u and i could never want that

i been fucking up my life
i dont really give a fuck
u were never enough
fuck your stupid job
cant you treat me like a child
guess we never grow up
im so crossed off of 4 mls 
and some wine 
i been tryna fix myself
im tryna find
i been looking for some closure
i been losing my mind
you dont give me any space (meant to say you give me way too much space)
(always) thought that i was fine

all my life thought the pretty lies were fine
i thought i could live by myself
i thought you aint need to care for me
but now im fucked up its ur fault
all my life thought the pretty lies were fine
i thought i could live by myself
i thought you aint need to care for me
but now im fucked up its ur fault

whats the point of this when i can just give up
ill be moving out im tired of this petty stuff
n every day u make me feel that im never enough

bitch its round 2
all my life i aint know what to do
cuz u never there for me
u just coddle everyone else but me
i been fucked up all my life
bitch im fucked up off my ass
all im feeling is some strife
and i been fucking up my throat
right now im way too high
its cuz of u i spend my nights
bawling out my fucking eyes
when i talk u make me cry
right now im way too high
i just really want to die
but im too scared of repercussions 
and i dont really want to deal with them
so imma treat myself fine

moving on

dalle mini came in clutch

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Thank you so much @825049400 for all the help with this <3

my mind went somewhere else
i surrendered to the earth
and then the torture came again
and so i walked into the abyss
i collapsed into the air and said
that i won't rest until i don't care

there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere between my bones
i'm too stubborn to let it go
one, two
there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere in my bones
now i just want to go home
please don't let go
please don't let go

and so my conscience failed me again
i surrender to the earth
and so the torture never ends
and so i walked into the abyss
i collapsed under the air and said
that i won't rest until i don't care

there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere between my bones
but i know i should let it go
one, two
there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere in my bones
someone take me home
please don't let go

there's a little myth that i call hope
and it's somewhere between my bones
now i know i should let it go
one, two
there's a little myth that i call hope
somewhere in my bones
i want someone to take me home
please don't let go

tear my soul apart 
tear my soul apart 
(please don't let go)
just tear my soul apart
tear my soul apart
break me into pieces

Hope

murrumur & andrj - bloodmoon

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resting soul

listen to my new song Blue #3: https://soundcloud.com/ridoy/blue-3

I’m just not feeling it anymore and wanted to be honest 

just go to sleep
so i can read your diary
someday you'll see
i don't care about your privacy

am i in your dreams
or is it somebody else?
i unlocked your phone
so i could find out for myself

do you wanna know
what i hate about what i found
there's another guy
instead of me in your background

would you still love me
if i mixed drugs in your tea?
cuz then you'd be
mine for all eternity

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Just go to sleep (so I can read your diary)

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