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thinking about the teenager in their basement at 2am painstakingly arranging each note to i write sins and tragedies as they loop the same 5 second section over and over

Written September 2021
Stream on Spotify, Apple Music & All Platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/elxnce/late-night-recovery
Stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1R2jbljMBDrwpVmBw78ks7pejCwg-0I2Y?usp=sharing
Download via Bandcamp: https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/late-night-recovery

lyrics:
I realized who I'm talking to
it's not me or you
you don't care about me as much as I care about you

It's the pain in my stomach it's the way you kinda love it 
when I hate you
it's the flickering lights it's the chills down my spine
I can't live without you
and I can't do this anymore and all my guards are on the floor
I think I'm losing my mind but that's still better than waking up

Stream

Late Night Recovery

LOVE U TIM💓👁
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iSpentAllMyTiMEonTheBENCH!!!

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BenchBoy (Burbank House)

i hate how im margelia yea my insides are out
its a hard sell to pull me out of my house
i need some reassurance i wont bug myself out
when they all stare at me for wearing my blouse

yea i dont think that i can carry this weight
my teacher told me i should pull up my grades
i need some medicine, a cold mithridate
so when i walk the hallways i dont disassociate 

all my intentions, are they ever worth it?
if all i that i hope for never reaches the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me

i bottle my pride, and disregard if it kills me
i swallow my tongue at things that i know wont hurt me
hear a voice from within
you took a rib i never wanted to give

i need to make sure this is not a mistake
my parents tell me i should watch how i weigh
i pick some flowers from the shed that ive made
to form the crown which will keep me safe   

all my intentions, will they soon be worth it?
all i can hope for is that i’ll reach the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me
at least for now

callback

Avaliable on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5f8wXeQdrJBWStxqVC26KD?si=adcccc72fb194708

me on the guitar


[Verse 1]
You'll say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

youll draw art for him and he'll like it
and i'll take the hint while im crying
i guess its a sin this shit im typing
though im feeling pissed i should 
keep these feelings to myself

[Bridge]
wasnt smart
for me to invest my health
into someone
i dont really want

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[Verse 2]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

[Beat change]
You give me the
backhand of your love
you take me for granted
theres no trust
feeling all my senses
go to shit
now im lost, nothings there
I'm stuck with this

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[End]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

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Petty

stream my album: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/nezerat/the-final-trip

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https://direct.me/nezerat

submitted for goop house vol 6
https://soundcloud.com/goophouse/sets/goop-house-volume-6

lyrics:
i can feel my body change,
liquid seeping out my skin,
see the bones are tearing off,
but where was the loss 

all i do is fantasize,
think about my body type,
looking like an ectomorph,
way i wear these heels 

ive been doing nothing just keep wasting all my time,
sticky feeling sticky, when i think about my life
look into the mirror, im possesed by what i am
i dont want to be another guy whos just a fan 

room to room, and i still dont know where i am
sinners and we crossed, what a loss, theyll know who i am 

feeling in the middle, hunted down, in the valley side,
bats looking down, from the top, then they genocide 

sacrifice, take away what they think of me
im fed up, take a cup of the Hennessey
one more time, not enough, give me better fees,
what a joke, that i live, just for better things

shriekin' dreamer and DJ NEZERAT - sanic and gengis find out about poup house [YTP]

log 4;
I've been active online lately! I have been on discord and a couple of people were confused about my living space. I live under a small makeshift tent. I have a solar bank that I use to charge a laptop but I do not have wifi or any other utilities. I found an abandoned upright piano and set up my base around that. I post whenever I go into town, which is more or less whenever I get hungry or need to mail something. Lately, there have been more industrial projects venturing into the natural beauty of the woods so I've been sending more letters than usual. Also from discord, some of you seem to think I've been displaced. While I appreciate the concern, this is how I choose to live my life and I do not intend to move into a more modern way of living at any point. I love reading your questions though! Please feel free to contact me at woodlands#1302. It gets lonely out here!
Vox by Underscores and 8485

this could go two ways

no, probably not
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2022crash

how to lie (Jane Remover cover)

@vai5000 
ft. @thatcherblackwood6514 + @blissom

prod. vai5000
(this track is 'miros' from slumber party weekend bash but updated!!)
https://soundcloud.com/slumberpartyorg/miros-vai5000-blissom

spotify

process ft. thatcherblackwood, blissom「vai5000」

i write sins & tragedies (shambomba archive)

The 5th installment of UVC's "UNWIRED" series -- featuring a compilation of outtakes from Jane Remover's masterful album "Teen Week"

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