The Upload 9.28.19

a storm of thought and tension unfolds in this hybrid metal fusion track, where the mind - once awoken - races through pieces of memory, half formed sentences, and relentless internal pressure in an exhausting battle for existence.
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Waking still drifting from the night
Quiet settling right
A weightless mind without defense
No story yet to fight

Breath moving slowly 
Through the thoughts
A gentle vacancy
The world waits 
Somewhere past the sheets
But it can wait to be

Soft as it starts
A tremor through the chest
A whisper that warns
This calm won't rest

Feel it crawling in
A pulse too sharp to tame
Every sound beneath the skin
Turns comfort into strain
Trying hard to hold the line
But something starts to slip
Gravity redesigns
The fuse along the grip

Midday bends the frame off course
Leaning hard against the noise
Too many faces
Rushed and raw
Too many careless toys

Talking the mind into a grip
But nothing seems to stay
Every thought is contradicting
What was meant to say

Telling it steady
But steady doesn't come
Logic meant to guide
Has started 
Coming undone

Feel it breaking loose
Sense unspooled again
Everything once used to ground
Gets twisted
Overruled
Trying not to feed the fire
But sparks refuse to fade
Losing sight of boundaries
Memory itself made

counting backwards
tracking fractures 
through the day
every vow made quietly
keeps peeling away

pacing in the mind
like a figure trapped in glass
begging for a moment
but the moment doesn't pass

pressure coding patterns
no one living could predict
and the harder that it's named
the more tightly it constricts
words collide at crooked angles
won't align or stay in place
architect of chaos
in a self designed maze

slow it down if only
mute the sound, but how?

everything accelerating
none of it allowed...

the mind keeps pacing without feet
dragging whole hours behind it 
like metal drums on concrete
no permission asked
no rhythm chosen

everything repeats in the wrong order
a hallway of thoughts turning inward
each door opening into the same room
with the same question
that never waits for an answer

voices that aren't voices
nudging the spine
saying move
but not saying where...

just move
move-
move before the next thought 
catches up
and rewrites 
the last one

feeling the memory of a memory
trying to speak through the cracks
but the mouth is somewhere else
and the meaning 
keeps falling through

half-formed sentences
that dissolve before landing
the self keeps splitting 
Into smaller versions
arguing directions

one calm
one trembling
one counting backward 
from numbers that don't exist

one insisting that nothing is wrong
while everything tilts
just slightly enough-
to make gravity 
feel personal
and the center
whatever the center used to be
is now a moving target
dragged across the mind
by invisible hands
that won't say why

Feel, the senses pulling back
From the roar beneath the bone
Not a villain to attack
Just a mind left overgrown
Reaching through the overload
Grabbing anything to hold
Falling from the edge again
Stories still untold

One faint breath beneath the weight
A promise still to keep

Tomorrow may recalibrate
Tonight -

Return to sleep

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RETURN TO SLEEP

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Here was a recent set from London with the marvellous boys from Late Nite Disco for their night 'Lost in Music.' 
It was a rocking night and can't thank them enough for having me <3

Late Night Disco - LeBRON   Lost In Music 23/08/19 Live Recording

Myself Without You

Je t'aime je t'aime, oui je t'aime
Moi non plus
Oh mon amour
Comme la vague irrésolue
Je vais, je vais et je viens
Entre tes reins
Je vais et je viens entre tes reins
Et je me retiens

Je t'aime je t'aime, oui je t'aime
Moi non plus
Oh mon amour, tu es la vague
Moi l'île nue
Tu vas, tu vas et tu viens
Entre mes reins
Tu vas et tu viens entre mes reins
Et je te rejoins

Je t'aime, je t'aime, oh oui je t'aime
Moi non plus
Oh mon amour
Comme la vague irrésolue
Je vais, je vais et je viens
Entre tes reins
Je vais et je viens entre tes reins
Et je me retiens

Tu vas, tu vas et tu viens
Entre mes reins
Tu vas et tu viens entre mes reins
Et je te rejoins

Je t'aime, je t'aime, oh oui je t'aime
Moi non plus
Oh, mon amour
L'amour physique est sans issue
Je vais je vais et je viens
Entre tes reins
Je vais et je viens, je me retiens
Non
Maintenant viens

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Our amigo Sould Out, or as we now call him Bali Juan, drops another fantastic mix for our mix show. Juan is originally from Mexico City, but has relocated to the beautiful island of Bali where he now holds down many residencies. His mixes are always spot on. That's why we keep on coming back! Enjoy the music x

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At Last....  edit in free download mp3  320 
A special thanks to Equaxion (Giuseppe Taddei) for the drafting of the bass fender.

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This is another update - previously released under my That Needs An Edit guise on Masterworks Music.
Updated drums and FX, added a few vocal flourishes and cleaned it all up.
Hope you like.

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Gonna Get Over You - PiCOSSU REWORK

Booking: rortron@gmail.com
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Based out of Eugene, Oregon, Rortron started DJing and producing at the beginning of 2018. It was after getting laid off from his job that he decided to purchase a controller and start learning how to mix. Since then, he has fallen in love with providing good vibes on the dance floor and in your headphones and home speakers. He has DJ’d all over his hometown at places like The Big Dirty, Sam Bond’s, Cowfish, Thinking Tree Spirits, and many others.

His enthusiasm for dancing and appreciating amazing shows has shaped him to always make his sets and performances memorable. He realizes it’s about the people in the crowd and creating a selection of hospitable vibes that invite you to come back for more.

Rortron is the kind of guy you can feel comfortable introducing to your parents. He is always moving and smiling when he DJ’s. He will never be pretentious and patronizing to anyone who comes to his shows or listens to his mixes and music. He always shows love to the sound, security, bookers, and bartenders. Always the consummate professional, he is keenly aware that people come to shake their asses and have a good time. He is eternally grateful for the opportunity to DJ and spread joy.

Myself Without You

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