My mind messed up, 
It has no luck
I’m definitely stuck,
Living life in the muck
Things starting to suck, 
Just got rid of the junk
If I act like myself, 
I get called a punk
Say I drink for flavor 
When it gets me drunk 
Just look at my life
Looks I’m gonna flunk
Just saw my happiness 
Looks like it shrunk
Throw my all of feelings 
Into the trunk 
I hear everybody 
They say I got a future
I wish I could see it, 
But this life is a torture
Just hide all my problems 
And close the door 
I wish I could see it, 
But I just can’t anymore
All my thoughts 
They’re making my mind sore
All of my thoughts 
Breaking me to the core
The base for this song 
Is that depression is here
Whispering quietly about you 
Into your ear
Everyone around you
Can never seem to hear
You’re never satisfied 
When you look a mirror
I know sad thoughts 
Are never that fun
I know my mind 
Sometimes wants to be done
Why do you fake
This depression 
When they’re in 
A good position 
I get overpowered with depression 
After one thing leads to a sin
But then somebody puts me under there wing
When they do that 
I act like I’m not hurting
But in my mind there are bad things
So I never show the way I’m 
Feeling
I need some motivation
For fighting this war against depression
One single war without a single question
Gotta get out all your confessions
In this therapy session
You know that song by NF
That’s a major reason 
People haven’t mourned for my death
Got something really big to admit
Just about became a huge drug addict
I almost tried so many things
That I would never quit
Now to see my heart you’ll need a lense
My heart’s condensed my emotions fenced 
I’m exhausted of my feelings 
I always see happiness then  kill him 
With another sin 
That started when this began
When will I ever get to win?
Depression always has more men
My new life is about to begin, I am going to to win.
I finally got a grin

Identity

This song is actually Lexi Blacks, but Lexi let me do a cover! You guys should check out his music, he's amazing.

Candles In December Cover

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