I just saw glass in the desert

Photos on the wall next to me
Photos on the wall make me sick
'Cause I just saw glass and I vomit more
Photos ain't there when I fall away into a white cloud

It just might be real
Please let this be
Days gone by but it's not there
Days gone by but it's not getting closer
The setting sun is giving up on me, yeah

Crawl away to avoid facing it
Knees are bleeding my knees
Just a bit more
Knees are bleeding knees
I've been crawling back to sleep
And dreaming
Bury me deep in a trance that could pass the day 

My pretty picture never mattered at all
And I stop and I say to the master
What will it be?
The image shaping
It yells clear
Face yourself and be sincere, so

Face yourself and be sincere 
Lie still, lie still
Face yourself and be sincere
While you still go on breathing

Do you thirst for more?
Follow me, follow me, follow me
Down

How do you picture the ending?
How do you picture the end?

Face yourself and be sincere
Your pretty picture is a farce
Face yourself and be sincere 
Oh god, oh no
While you still go on breathing
While you still thirst for more

RECQUA

BAK's links:
YT: https://www.youtube.com/@backalleykat9213
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Bandcamp: https://backalleykat.bandcamp.com/
https://soundcloud.com/back-alley-kat

Do you thirst? (RECQUA) (Back Alley Kat Remix)

Take me whole 
I know that's where all this ends
Take me whole
Take me into yourself
I can see everything that you'll become
Too scared to change but it's already done
You lost the life behind your eyes
I'm still trying, I'm still trying
I'm still trying, I'm still trying
I can see everything that you'll become
But there's still embers in your fire
I have to listen to that part of me

The glass ceiling breaks
Shatters and reflects my face
A dim picture becoming clear 
I feel a shift and I can feel it merging into me
Self far away and far from "me"
Lifting my head up to the sun
I loosen and become

I'm still trying, I'm still trying
I'm still trying, I'm still trying, I 
To make myself move
Potential wasted giving myself to things that give nothing back
Running fingers deep into my skin
On my shoulder he sits
A demon baboon that grins when I fail
(Far beneath my skin)
And mocks me every time I fuck myself
(Far beneath my skin)

I won't give
I won't give, I won't give
This is mine and I won't give
It's mine and I won't give  

I can see everything
I can see everything
I can see everything that you'll become

The glass ceiling breaks
Shatters and reflects my face
A dim picture becoming clear 
I feel a shift and I can feel it merging into me
Self far away and far from "me"
Lifting my head up to the sun
I loosen and become
I'm still trying, I'm still trying
I'm still trying, I'm still trying

I won't
I won't give, I won't give
I won't
I won't give you a fucking thing
I listened
Revelations of myself
From my palaver with the puppet master

Palaver (with the puppet master

Take me back far as I can see
Give me warmth under your sheets
Give me love, I don't need a reason
Give me love I don't want
Take me back far as I can see
Give me warmth under your sheets
Give me love, I don't need a reason
Give me love I don't want

Nothing ever stops till you're rushing down on me
More give me more give me all that you are
We embrace the space
Embrace it and weep

Eyeing a new sun
It's bringing me back there to you
Find me in the dark as a mess of me
Gasping on my breath, pushing nails in my skin
Eyes are rolling back, you roll onto me
Making me whole with your promise of comfort

Take me back far as I can see
Give me warmth under your sheets
Give me love I don't need a reason
Give me love I don't want

I did a bad thing yesterday
Unconscious need, a calm in me
Shoving aside this craving
So I can push my hair back and grip the wheel
Hope to never see the sun again
Slam the gas to the floor
Kill that itch for more for good
Just another piece for the ecstasy
Give me

Settle in
What do you say
Alone tonight
Cold tonight
Nothing ever stops till you're rushing down on me
More give me more give me all that you are
We embrace the space
Embrace it and weep

Take me back far as I can see
Take me back far as I can see
Give me love
Give me love
Give me love
Give me love give me love give me warm

Settle in
What do you say
Alone tonight
Cold tonight
I fall deep

Nothing ever stops till you're rushing down at me
More give me more give me all that you are
We embrace the space
Embrace the space
Embrace it as we hollow on the inside

Give me...warm

BAK's links:
YT: www.youtube.com/@backalleykat9213
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/3qO4vMkdn…OMTG-2i7HJCsk2Xw
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/back-al…ey-kat/1546811350
Bandcamp: backalleykat.bandcamp.com/
Soundcloud: @back-alley-kat

give!me!cold! (Give me...warm) [Back Alley Kat Remix]

I sigh enough
Placing pictures 'neath the doorway
Burn

I sink in deep
I sink in much deeper
Wish someone would have told me
I sink and see the truth
Enough
Put a leash onto me
Put a leash on to keep me lonely
Put a leash onto me till the morning
Watch as the hours slip away
Wasting my

Pull till you sever me
Pull until you see me rotten
Talk as if I'm listening
Honestly, I'm too caught up inside my
Dream
Make me into the thing I hate
You can have all my time and you can have me

I sure miss when, oh
Wasting my time was a thrill
You can have all my thoughts and all of my attention
Finish all finish all that's left
Take whatever pieces of me that you can
Finish all of me and leave me regret
I could beg you

I see the truth
I see and sink deeper
Wish someone would have told me
Every second every hour every minute is a waste

I sigh
Enough

I sink
Drowning
Hold me, won't you pull me close
It's gonna be a long time before all the weight of my choices crashes on me
Oh, but it's coming
Won't you pull me closer

I pull away
And each one of my choices made takes control over my vision
Everything is wrong
I sit and stare
Afternoon turns to dusk, to night
Everything that I once thought I would be
It's wrong
If I don't change today I never will

Put a leash onto me
Put a leash on to keep me lonely
Put a leash onto me till the morning
Watch as the hours slip away

Leave Ending

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