The first album by Apati a DSBM album with influences such as Lifelover and Kanatonia.                 Members: Obehag - Guitars, Vocals. C9H13N - Lyrics. Patient C - Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Piano, Lyrics. Professor X - Vocals (Track 10).

Eufori

Mütiilation - Transylvania (HQ)

Depressive Suicidal Black Metal 
All rights go to Ynleborgaz of Make A Change Kill Yourself

Make a Change... Kill Yourself - Life Revisited (DSBM)

Apati - Host

Apati - Sömnlösa Nätter

Apati - Nykter Idag

Apati - Eufori

Apati - Likgiltighetens Slutstation

Apati - Livet Ur en Dåres Synvinkel

Apati - Allt Jag Aldrig Haft

Apati - Lämna Mig Ifred

last cuts - hopeless life

Neural Dismay

“Relinquished” is Ethereal Siren at her most haunting and uncompromising, a slow descent into the dissolution of self. The song unravels like a final confession whispered inside an endless night, where consciousness frays and the soul release its last grip on reality.

Built around a looping, ritual-like refrain, “Relinquished” captures the terrifying stillness of surrender. The lyrics paint a world where anguish becomes one unified force, where venom coats the words left unspoken, and where identity becomes a fading silhouette swallowed by delirium. Each stanza deepens the spiral, blurring perception until there is no reconciliation, no refuge, and no return.

Here, pain is not a moment, it’s an atmosphere. A place.
A state of being that erodes everything it touches.

Relinquished

my own lullaby

Songs to Leave

Forgotten Tomb - Disheartenment

Apati - Livet Ur en Dåres Synvinkel

漆黒の雨

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