Name: Ethel Cain - Iron Maiden (prod. Yah Wav) by ☆ in to love me is to suffer me
Duration: 2 min 25 s
Description: this got deleted and i wanted to reupload lol

i‘m feeling you harder than i‘m feeling this heartache

i can show you heaven 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

to love me is to suffer me

remastering of @mothercain instagram story 8/10/22

v1:

says he's calling home
quarters on the phone 
asking if the weather's warm
if you want, i'll go with you
wherever you go, go
asks if i'm a mess
ever since he left
baby, it's louisiana
i'll be sweating through this dress till you get home

louisiana (demo) - ethel cain demo

this got deleted and i wanted to reupload lol

Ethel Cain - Iron Maiden (prod. Yah Wav)

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Ethel Cain-Truckers Chapel(extended prod.postumo)

lyrics:

I sing the lord’s euthanasia blues
When I take you and your brother in the back pew
Drive into the median, keep myself from eating and wonder why I feel so sick
Tradition’s ligature marks always yellow through


I lied when I said I didn’t want you
In no time, you’ll forget the way we were supposed to be
Asking what I’m on this time, holding on to you like I do
Like we’re the only people in the world god left to mind to

Two drowning coals won’t ever light
But if I ask you to, you’ll warm the night


If I want you like I said I’d never do
I would hold my breath and sit down next to you
Terrified you’ll bite the hand that needs you
And right now I need you
I don’t know what happened
I don’t know what happened
I was young and sweet
And then something happened
Something overwhelming
Something everlasting

Time drags on
I hate him for the time he’s gone
I’ve been here for weeks, I’ve been here for years
I’ve been here too long
I forgot what stop means
Either I drink it or the boat sinks
It’s easy for him to get out of me
What I’ve been praying will get out of me

Will I always be crying during sex with you
All my dreams take place in heaven where it’s quiet, lying next to you
Heavy breathing and sighs, bruises between my thighs, look me deep In my eyes like I’m a river worth wading
And if I’m crying, it’s because I’m in love

[Outro]
And I could love you if I tried
And I’m trying
I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying

crying during sex - ethel cain

Ethel Cain - Concrete(extended prod.postumo)

half-cocked ‘cause he’s not a big boy….
& I don’t wanna know that half of him

Demo by hayden anhedonia/ethel cain

half-cocked - ethel cain

last night I blew you a kiss, I hope that you got it
underneath you I told you a lie, I hope that you bought it
strangers touch me in my dreams if I go to bed sober
when the edge of the curtains turn while I'll know that it's over

and you see things for what they are
and I see what they'll never be
and god can make mistakes like he made an example of me
and who could really love someone who's that fucking ugly

leaving his cum in the upholstery, always picking it out like a bad memory
they all say that it's fine 'cause they don't know the cycle like I do
you don't know what it's like tryna love while you heal and you don't get to preach if you don't know how it feels to have every last inch of your body invaded like I do
woke up a saint, fell asleep a martyr
would you do the same things to your own daughter?
still I tried saying "I love you" through a mouthful of dirt
keep parts of dead things in the freezer outside wondering if they suffered when they were alive
does god make delicate things just to watch them get hurt?

and you see things for what they are
and I see what they'll never be
god can make mistakes like he made an example of me
and who could really love someone who's that fucking ugly

that gold cross swings only for me
in jesus's name it kills me slowly
that gold cross swings only for me
in jesus's name it kills me slowly

gold cross | ethel cain

lyrics:

Baby love’s not love if it’s one sided
But you say love isn’t deep, just a wave, and we’re gonna ride it

I’m his little white bar queen, causing scenes, watching him get mean over green while i’m dancing on the kitchen table
I like your smile best while there’s blood dripping from it
I’m his little baby, dirty little lady, sweatin into grey sheets
Cause i told him maybe, he’s working on it
We don’t talk about it

He’s got me fucked up
Boy you got me fucked up in a bad way
But i still stay
Cause i like the game Do i have to come and find you
Do you want me to
Do i really have to come and find you
Do you even want me to

Jump cut, and he’s fucked up, and he’s six feet deep in my guts, 6 months, bad blood, and i’m still here for the good stuff, but he never likes to talk about it
Why don’t we ever wanna talk about it

I tell him all the time he’s gonna get himself killed one day
But he never listens to me, baby, you should listen to me

I see now how angels can fall this far
It’s not because of how they are
It’s just who they are
It’s just who we are
It’s just who we are

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Gabin in da woodz

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when you leave, turn off the light
i leave my door open at night

Ethel Cain - Iron Maiden (prod. Yah Wav)

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