keep this on the low (Prod. SadBoyDior)

pain will never go away thats something u should know about
i fight through all the drama just to get back in that shit
like the cut the rope, im trynna be the better man
but thats just something i can never do
ill always be her number 2 thats why i never text her back
im going through some things that she will never fucking know
about, my past is just blur with all the drugs that i had throw away
she told me take the pill and ill feel better anytime
i started losing my whole body like a moive
its a thriller but i aint loving it, she started riding me
like baby i didnt ask for this, can u get off me for a second
my mouth is really numb, and my bodies going dumb
its getting hot in here, like baby can u cool it down
im trynna push her off of me, this is not how im trynna be
i just want my space, like really get out of my place
imma smack u like a pimp, and i aint kiddin about that shit
like really u a stuck up a bitch, like blonde bitches in the 90s
mind ur bussiness, even dogs dont sniff around like u
im trynna get through my whole day, dont u blow up my whole phone

im gonna break the cycle, cant u see my feelings matter
maybe really think about it, youve been using me for ur whole games
i think its time to change my name, cause youve been stalking me like crazy, i get all the chills and stares i wonder where its coming from
i tried to be nice, but thats just something u can never get 
i gotta be straight foward i dont want chu in my life
its time to cut you like a line, please stop sending me ur messages
ur turning into crazy town, i think its time to run around
im trynna find the exit, i wont ever stay here anymore
i think its time for me to go, u used me and abused me
baby thats why i dont wanna stay, i think u understand that much

Frozen (prod. Caser Lot)

u told me all these lies, got me tangle up in webs
trynna find out wheres the exit, i can never fucking find it
play a victim if u want, thats the best that ur good at
feeling trouble in my stomach, knew this shit would fucking happen
gotta wait a couple days, before these bitches show their fake
all the make up that u put, can never hide the real truth
i just wnana know the deal, why u make me feel the worst
when i tell u how i feel, bet it makes u feel the best
when u say i dont trust u, even tho im always there by ur side
shear a tear ill pick it up and clean ur face, would u ever do the same
if i didnt have this fame, girl ur riding for a reason
i dont wanna sign a treaty, please dont act like youre better
i was crying out for help, like a kitty who went limp
instead u pushed me off aside, didnt even give me time
when i talked about my problems, u just told me u were tired
didnt even listen to me, now im stuck between two pillows
crying out my whole feelings, ive been trying really hard
even sadness comes in everyone, but u dont really care
u want the spotlight to yourself, never thought about the middle man
or how about u show me love, telling me wont be enough
when ur doing something else, trynna find my patients
but its really at it limits, breaking slience just to find its place
i wont be here any longer, better love me while u can
when im gone, dontcha call my phone, dontcha even say my name
all these girls look the same, making promies they break
man just give me a whole break, i was trynna be happy but u ruin my whole mood, im surround by the fakes, so i stay up in my whole room
i just wanna be alone, but i dont wanna say please
im trynna live my happy life, but ur just dragging me down
i got hopes and dreams but u dont wanna hear abiut that
u trynna put me in a box hoping i wont get out
ill change my life and make it better, if i only had time
lately youve been quiet, and im struggling out
im stuck inside a little well, and u wont me to leave
i gotta fend for myself, otherwise ill be dead
i cant rely on u no more, baby thats just the whole truth
thats just something u already know

Tangle Webs (Prod. beatsbytristan)

uh lock in the screen watching timmy wish for a bruner
and babysitter to die in the furance, my locked eyes remind me of clockwork orange, if i wanna pick up bitches i need to be like johhny
so i went over and saw a fat ass like dexters mom
i went to the face hoping she was goth like marie
no scissor hands but i bet we can make a tim burton flim
and if u ask for my opinon i give it
but i aint simping like finn, im just pimping like jake
i wanna get bake like mr smalls, go on a trip
and find the treasure like one piece
pick a item that makes me ben 10, without the cousins
u dumb niggas remind me of ed edd and eddy
im speedy like gonelz, u niggas can never catch up
im quick like clips from prono flicks, u bet my clique will fight
like tokyo gang, im strong like nicoles conqeours haki
punch ur grandma like yusuke, embrass u like goku
bet i can win the exam, let me just talk my justu
eat ur food or ill kick u like sanji, hop up and run on air from queers
training day but no dirty cop, i sit back and drink lean like bart simpsons, bitches chasing me like chowder, wheres my powder 
do a line like goblin, i go crazy on ur mama

childhood flash(Prod. Ras-Hop)

i dont smoke nigga, i dont drink, feel my body thats the thing i want
feeling up on my dirty cup, move back im finna throw up
whatcha want is not what u get, tell me girl whats ur life choice
need a dollar but dont got a father, babymamas gonna tell their stories, sell ur body thats what they want, tell me is that what u want
fake friends gonna play ur life, like a track gonna play it back
niggas mad cause i made a snap, i dont like talking all that crap

grew up on the streets with rats, babygirl not texting back
new thoughts gonna fuck ur mind, dont cha u worry u aint wasting time, still young imma make mistakes, meant to be aint meant to be
if that meant to be aint meant to be, made mistakes in my lifetime
tell me girl who really hasnt, i was weak i admit that shit
have i changed thats up to u, fuck ur friends they hate me too
not a fan of this party life, swear to god i just need a break

havent been feeling myself, my stomach been turning
thats really a bummer, she really not texting
its not even summer, so tell me girl what are u doing rn
are u asleep, are u alone, fuck all these thoughts 
there filling my brains, with all of the lies
ik that ur busy but make me some time
if i do the same, will u have my back
thats all im asking if u even care, i went the whole night waiting for u
when u were just down, i was just there
i told u ill be there would u do the same

i dont need parties, i dont need beers
yea i like fun, but that is not fun
tell me to chill, im all already cold
getting so bored i left her alone, dont call my phone
i will never text, if u were so bad ill tell y my next
stalk on my page all u want, if u do not trust me
i understand that, dont need to worry
time will just heal, give me some scars they will never fade

ik that u mad, cause they see me bad, got me a rep
and got me a chain, looking so new, she said are u good
i told her im straight, tf do u mean, doing myself dont worry about them, they gonna hate cause they see u win, u is a opp to them
u is a bum to them, dont ever trip, these niggas just hate
i got the dough, so it do not matter

i gave them some hope, so they acting bold
now there gonna trip, dont give a fuck
got me the stacks, and making my trips
fuck all the hoes, money my bae, this is a statement 
u should just learn, dont trust the fakes
they always be snakes, hiding around waiting to strike
once u get bite ur already done, after all that, there already gone
telling me reasons im already bored, yea i just yawn

i don’t like parties (Prod. Stella)

i went back for u, i would go back in time for u
instead u push me away, torn me inside
and than throw me away, how tf am i supposed to reacted
i thought u were mine, now ur turning a blind eye
like u want me to react, ill pull the nine out like nuckles
and bloody my fist like wu kong, i would be there for u
but u wont be there for me, now im alone in my sillotuee
shadow, i think of my past, and get a tear drop
from the times, we spent, and dropped all our plans
just to see each other again, now ur by yourself
just blaming yourself, im texting and asking if u want me to stay
u say just stay, but ur text hide a different message
why be friends when my feelings are deeper
why stay with u when our love is steeper
why make excues when i can handle the truth
just spit it out, and let it be, otherwise u can hold ur peace
i make mistakes, just give me a week, ill flip it back into state
u think i would lie about wanting to stay, i had dreams and fansites
of being with u, that all disappear like abracaba, if i could rewind
i would do it like that, spin back to see the flick, no short clips
i want u forever, so why did we end it, who said we were over
its never undone, until u lose all ur faith, put the pieces back on the board, so u can move it around, until it meets ur liking
think im lying, please check again

run my name through the ground
but remember who was down, and who was always around
i bet u never thouhgt about that, u were stuck on the friends that left u behind, now its just me and one else, freeze my heart like elsa
walk on a rope, look down now im all out of options
trapped in a corner, i couldnt escape, i gave u whatever it takes
but never gave me what i deserve, what i desire, has been taken for gradutaten, rip to sherts, and beaten up like nuns court secerts
please give me space to breathe inner peace
soemthing i never got with u, because u would always put the blame on me, like a new game, too bad im not in it for the sqeaul
heres the preqeual, i was there in the dark days, and rainy skys
when u were at the lowest, i was there giving the highest
bit of love, to help u move aside, go along the days
so u wouldnt be trapped in the room, now im inside all day
but no ones next to me helping away, the person i trusted
went and stabbed my back, left me to rot, left for dead
they tell their friends, oh he was the worst
trust me he never onced wanted to help
like why do u lie, why u try to paint yourself a victim
when im the one who was bleeding to death
left on the doorsteps ready to be kicked off the porch
just wating for the day u stop playing along
u say ur exs were the problem, im starting to see a new pattern
ill wake up in a box, as a present to ur wedding
with flowers and roses, to get the jump on u
ill do the things, u always hated, please never hold onto me no more
i see what u are, and i can never go back, im stuck in my ways
i think i need to put the drinks down

different message (prod. by Lowry & Clamy beatz)

fade away, like cast away, and i aint never said a thing
we used to be so special, now were broken undecided
used to have all the fire, now its burning like a house
melt the pieces of our place, that well never get to see 
what had happen to the days, where we used to the best
nowadays ur the worst, and i aint feeling like the best
looking piss cause now ur gone, and ik u will fall back down
i cant save u anymore, but just remember who was there

when nobody really cared, just remember all the times
that we spent, and all the money we had burn
i met ur mama, and ur grandma, they had told me they that love me
too bad we had fallen down, say hello to her for me
now im picking where to go, on the road to clear my mind
u never had that feeling, u too stuck up in ur room
feeling pain but u will never feel like me
always crying but those tears are fucking fake
ur fucking hypocrite, please stop talking about some shit
always claiming half the story, never wanna say the rest
kinda funny how its going, wanna bring up the whole past
like that wasnt all ur fault, always telling all these lies
trynna get a sympathy, u already got somebody
when u told me u would never, u told me u may never find somebody now ur gone away with him, doing things i did better
somehow u still think ur special, gonna ruin ur whole plans
like my name was fucking jerry

perfect lies comes into perfect lifes, and thats why things are getting tangle, i did not want a strangle, but it looks like we have problems
fuck a therapist, i wanna talk it out, face to face so we can be
fuck a converstion thats what u told me, used always wanna talk
wanna hear my fucking voice, its not even a new choice
u just wanna be away, popping pills and fucking sex
that is ur new lifestyle, that is ur new gateway
i remember doin it, i had to stop that single life
and get back on the fucking track, restart all my problems
now im really doing great, too bad u aint never felt that
stuck on negeavitiy, thats why nothing goes ur way
and u wonder what is wrong, god how stupid can u be
hope ur new man treats u right, and if not than u better not come back

Fade Away (Prod.beatsbycon)

ay i gave u space, now i want a face to face
distance really killing, when i gave up talking back
i remember u were hurting, so i did the best i can
only to get push aside, and end up ona ride
thats gonna kill my soul, now i feel like im alone
aint nobody on the phone, stay inside i do not trust
keep my glock i do no trust, keep my distance u a fake
look me in my face, and tell me youll be back
only to end up disappointed like ur father, bitch im a goner
when the pill really hits, and the world is coming down
she was always coming down, cause i was her fucking world
now its crumbling and ending, burning up like we was grilling
smoke up in my face like we were vaping, she was running
like a track star, smack up on my car downs
baby we just hit a turn, flat road on the ground, and ur gone
what a shame, leave me in the open, just so u can feel so close
baby hold the door, dontcha u leave me in mud
otherwise this was ur plan, tricking me like halloween
but now im hollow all the way, i aint feel no damn body
cause these bitches love to lie, what a shame they wanna die

disappointed (prod. kosei)

ay all i gotta say, is leave her in the past
now they coming up in last, see my chain and now they smile
trynna grab up on my stacks, nigga hands off all my racks
u fucking damn ass rat, set a trap and than u go
money coming in, fucking on her better friend
u aint never been the man, took ur main, and switch her up
roll it like a blunt, thats why imma stunt
i aint never fucking with a slut, learn a lesson once or twice
now these bitches rolling dice, who gonna be my next pick
i dont want me a new trick, matter fact u make me sick
writing essays from the start, but now were getting too damn rough
love hearts in the air, until i came up on the scene
red roses on my grave, because these bitches love to pay
fashion shows upon my hour, they aint know that im a minor
2pm just eating out, with all my broski i remember we had nothing
came from povetry, to making poetry, and thats why we gonna make it rain, at the club just saw a girl, and she was looking kinda cute
took me off of the couch for a bit, backroom did some things
that my old girl would hate about, i be bounded by the chains
if only we aint never broke, now im loose and going crazy
three new baddies everyday, pave the wave to see it here
im in LA living life, and this new style is digusting
how tf do people love it, ive been turning, to somebody
i aint never know was in me, pills and party, non stop drinking
this new shit, that u will hate, only just to miss it afterwards
after hours came back home, check the phone and see the text
five new baddies on the roaster, too bad i wont text them back
make excuses just hide away, now going back
on the road to see her face, i remember 89, now we back on 45
driving far to get away, aint nobody i can trust, aint nobody really up
i put trust inside a slut, thats why things are messed up
rolling past all of memories that we spent, baby im not hating
but i hope ur doing bad, never wanna see u win
if im not in the picture, i hope things are getting worse
trynna cut up all the ties, babygirl i hope u die
bet u think that shit is true, u will never fucking trust me
in the end were broken pieces, thats why peace will never come
u left me inside a pit, that tore me bit to bit, u fucking damn ass bitch

New Life Style (Prod.beatsby488)

passion my way, honey my money still growing
but our love dying like it was the winter, i feel up ur body
i think u got ur tender, whats up with my songs
baby i got some secrets, ur scent is my key
its makes up my day

when im doing my job
ur the only thing staight on my mind, along with these dollars
that got me just working and pushing, those mintues i take it
if it means i can get me some more, our time is so short
its turned into a vine, ur looking so fine, whats up on ur mind
ur not feeling complete, u dont wanna date, yea, break,
u want a break, lets see how it goes, 1 in the morning 
u still wanna call, u dont wanna seem, like u want soemthing back
but still wanna fuck, cause ur lonely like that, im feeling two diffrent
emotions, one of them wants u, another one hates u
dont try to blame me, i still wanna do it, straight after work
i was driving right over, stomachin is turning like me to the wheel
one day u want me the next day u dont, im feeling a lil bit weird
how are we broken but still wanna do it, dont u feel something
or is it just me, ur using me over and over but im doing it back
still doesnt help open the cracks, in ur little plan
once iam done, ill leave u, that was the plan
but than the little motions u did, played with my emotions
why play friendly, when u wanna do me so dirty
this aint fair, so why we playing the big wheel
lets cut the deal, is what i wanted to say
but i was lonely at night, so i decided to stay
leaving u the victor in the end of the battle, dont make a noise
or these niggas tattle tell, lets cut ur tales, fake smiles and fake laughs, we've heard it once before, i still think of me and the ex
that got away like puppies running to the door, i look back at any girl
who even resembles a lil bit of her reflection, its like the affection 
and excitement of one day seein her again, just to get disappointed
when i find its just a random bitch, i get my hopes up
but ik it aint so easy, who knows next time i see her
itll be one hell of a funreal, we left some bones in our pieces
i still want my tshirts, i havent fully healed, but ik she did
probalby doing things that if i think about, i dont even wanna see her no more, thats the insercuity leaving my body, im more grown than before, i can admit my short comings, i hear stories of others
and how they play with these shortys, and looking back
i feel embrassed, that i can relate, some of them worse
others comparable, but at the end of the day its unbearbale
like why are u so insercue, why are u jealous so much
why do u overthink the worse, when ur enjoying the best
thats just me preaching to the choir, ik a few can relate
and i just hope one day, u see the errors in ur way
and wake up to change ur major, like this was ur school life
life lessons and still failing the daily basics, this new life aint easy
these pieces scatter around, my dead brain just wants to relax
im still scared of whats next to come, change can be good
change can be bad, u just have to find out

Reflection(prod.kosei)

happiness is desire, but giving ur all is require
bitches cant compenhand that, so they blame each other for complications, that was the shi that made us complicated
in my mind, i see two bitches, its her personailties
fighting of whos takin me out tonight, i just wanted a peace talk
why we fightin, like we never had manners, in this beautifal resturant
with families around, looking at a past moment of every couples
jounrey, it just humbles those were able to work it out
and become better, they say u better mature with the lover at hand
grow old and become wiser like wine in the seller
too bad women these days wanna fuck and be so called independent
instead of being a mans whole reason to be employed
with food on the table, in a beautiful home that never was made
to be a trap house, problems i see in these couples these days
yall want a fling, and never a thing, the girl who be saying
i stay to myself, is the first to get pregnant, yall keepin secerts
and putting a front, like who u foolin, we can see through curtains
the baby daddy aint certain, yall checkin around, finding new cases
and condoms broken with holes, thats why u bring ur own u hoe
down the block, u can meet a couple of thots, fatherless bitches
doing the most, cause no one wnated to be the father that stepped up
yall be hating ur babydaddies, but forget who was the one that let him in, red flags get cover in green like paintball, yall forget he was the nigga that played ball, highschool dropout, he just wanted to sell dope
and make profit, grandmas house turning into a trap house
is what i hate the most, 5 in the bank but 2 sugar daddys in the tank
ready to spill out and ball out, just to get a spurlge on these bitches
whos been putting them off, maybe 2 months in theyll let that nigga touch, but if he buying rosa best believe he getting a peak
she posting the pic on the gram, lil boy at home with his ma
asking where the hell is mom, looking confused
she dont know what to say, how can i explain ur mama
looking for a blue collar man, to take over and help her 
in exchange for washed up pussy, maybe 5 rounds in he can get a lil dizzy, ask me i trust these bitches, u funny nigga

she don't know what accountability is(Produced by Bobby G)

fingers down my hair, u and me was such a pair
we had swear, that well be great, we had such bond
too bad you are gone, its just me, on my own
acting like my lifes movie, can we go on break
all these arcs, are turning me, to a villian
and i aint feeling, all these bitches, turning sides like REM
told me u a dime, i swear ur name was penny
back on topic, u had stopped me, in the halls
and told me things, that you will only see, inside the movies
baby u was acting, i admit, u caught my eye
like a fisherman u pullin, but this shit is too addicting
love is something u cant fake, and if u do than fuck you too
honestly why even brag that u dont lie, but live ur life
in such a lie, like we aint met eye to eye, we had bonded
it was 12, i was bored, so we called, made a joke and broke the slience, we was talking, tension started building, any comment,
and we blushing, thats what made it so exciting
when u do not put a title, it can lead to anything
we made time, to see each other, we had told our folks
we had a date, they were willing, to let us,go, ofc they met me first
they had expections, ik that they did, they saw ur exs 
thought their daughter lost a brain, i was different both in looks
and personailty, i think thats why u stayed, u had saw a different way
baby u saw something, that was nothing, turned it into soemthing nice
maybe thats why it was nice, no damn fights, no damn jealousy
we had trust, and thank god that we took a leap
lost insurance, gain experaince, now im teaching lessons
to the youngins, telling them, yea enjoy the single life
but when u find somebody, who aint just another body
cherish them, cause itll be over in a flash, i promise that
sadness comes in happiness, accept the pain and good
when it comes ur time, you will sit alone, just thinkin
we was such a pair, i knew forever had a ending, i just wish u was included, now im isolated from the public, went to see another
she was nothin, aint no goals, aint no bills, thats why i got chills
she was boring, how tf she ruined dinner, in just 30 seconds 
if u was there, wouldve got me through the night
hell we couldve gone home, went a few nights
without even leaving each other, and these bitches that i meet
cant meet my expections, u bitches think, u can walk in
just cause u so pretty, i think thats so funny
whatcha you bringing to my table
please dont mention ur pussy, please dont talk about bodies
please dont mention how u get into clubs, how u pay for ur weed
how u get what u need, i already know, trust me your insulting my space, with ur presence like that, yea im picky asf
u should too, when you make a apperence, i expect the best
thats me thinking of my exs, bar could never be so low
ik that sounds rude, but listen girl, i cant give u the whole world
if your polluting the space, making face, cause im disgusted
by the way that u talk, leave the door, and take a walk

such a pair (prod. giamma)

ay if my life a movie, then itll be a drama
no fucking damn romance, u gotta heartless
if we had an action, this choppa go straight into clapping
iam not acting, i speak on my mind, i tell how it is
niggas really be cappin, smoke going up, yea i rolled me another
this pain aint go numb, so we gotta get leaning
i pour me a dirty, u think i was trippin, these bitches get dirty
when they get to trappin, she said she was taken, but did it for clout
i was chillin with one of these bitches, she poppin her tabs
like she really do own it, i said thatcha u doing too much
and she gave me the look, and it gave me a ick
now she sayin, she down for whatever, i heard she was freaky i dont wanna see it, i dont wanna beat it, she acting too crazy
like personal problems, her ex really dumped but still wanna fuck her
i really dont blame him, but she catching feelings
she said that she miss him, i told her thats cool
and took me the blunt, because she was just hogging
im sorry ur man is a problem, but dont be here crying
cause u got some options, some knockers, she had her the body
if only she wasnt an addict, i asked did u smoke, and she told more 5 more, acid my dream, and these shrooms are just next, and im standin there, staight on the beach, like this bitch is so crazy
but her pussy fire so maybe ill stay, i was not in the mind
when i said i should stay, we got really personal, questions got deeper
she asked me what happen, to u and ur ex, and i looked her crazy
like u wont believe it, i told her we met, we talk, we like, we love
not on the low, we wanted this public, im glad that we did it
cause i really liked it, i thought it was perfect, but what did i know
i was a kid, never had love from a bitch who just cares
now look where iam, thinking what happen and why did she leave
if she had a problem she couldve just said it, im left in the dark
looking for light, kinda an exit cause i can not stay, think what had happen, im lost for my words, i started back smokin, i started back talkin, but this shi not hittin, like it did before, turnin my phone
i be doing these drugs all alone, stay on my own, but i miss all my friends, but i can not see them, im stuck with these bitches, the parties, the drugs, looking away when i see a mirror, i need me a way
man im stuck in my space, pouring my feelings on tracks
like it was an grave, shoutout my niggas who stayed
so many left, so many died, so many rockin with us in the end
i prayed that yall safe, cause the world is so crazy, this shi getting deeper
and we getting older, ik we got problems, but that shi is over
cause we can be gone, and still wanna talk, i love yall to death
even tho we got issues, and fuck all these bitches, who think i aint playin, ill show all yall niggas that i was the man, still on my own
because bitches be playin, we had a connection, i miss it, and wish that it lasted, then i thought where could i be, will i still rap, will still smoke, but straight on the low, with all my bros, who knows what can happen, but shit is crazy, im glad that im here, better then most so i stay where iam

My Ways (Prod. Rama Low)

i just wanted happiness, she turned around with sadness
gave me hope, and left me dry, money talk more then ur lips
she said diamonds make wet, thats why she got closer to u
boy u a fool, for trusting her, devil wears the prada
and u best believe she matching, she was risking all her money
bet it red, and if i fail, make me dead, cards around like house of parties, bodies dropping like some bras, baby who u picking
for the night, i saw u across the table, baby i got cable
so we throwing back, come on back, i got weed that we can smoke
tell me do u like the dope, u heard i was playing, let me put the rumors
like a candle, baby out, u think in the morning imma tell u, to get out
let me stop delusions, youve been hurt too much inside, that is wild
cause ur so pretty, dontcha let the pitty bitches put u down
lookin down, right on u, baby they was looking up
i dont like no secerts, baby lets just keep it a damn buck
i got history like benefits, friends that turn to eniemes
burning in the cold, that shi was hurting me, looking for a exit
i was stuck inside a space, like limial, baby dont know
came from pain inside my chest, when she told me i was lost
i look back inside my past, im ashame by all choices
i admit that i was trippin, i hear stories about these exs
man they cant compete me, that aint bragging, thats just stating
i regret, all my tramua, and my pain, that inflicted on my ex
i pay the price inside my head, even drugs wont let me go
doing it was such a hobby, it fun with all my friends, now im doing it
like constantly, by myself like loneliness, handle all my bussiness
this a problem that i face, get some help, that i aint like me
but im wishing for a voice, u was looking for a soul
baby lets just trade the price, this a deal, u cant hate, i want someone
who i call, confessing daily about my issues, no damn judging
but some helping, cause everybody needs somebody
yea self love is great, but connection really shows, i aint saying to depend, im saying someone who aint leaving me on pending
answer text right in the morning, come right over lets just chill
sober out and be just happy, that were making memories
if only bitches like that still existed, where are they, i do not know 
who to trust, i do not know, maybe i lost sight when i was deep into my problems, looking in the mirror, who is that, i do not recongize,
i had issues building up, looking in my life, friends dont stay around
this a good time, not a long time, this a new day, but i feel like its just looping, everyday its just the same, no excitement or no changes
except the faces that were lasting, now just laggin like the rest
and soon enough theyll be the past, ill be here just writing stories
im the author in the tower, lost my hope, and drink away
get away, but by myself, i was at the beach, just looking free
thinking where my life could be, im just happy im still here
never knew when it could end, some damn moments
and just think, im so grateful that i made it, other times
i may have fail, we was calling, i was sober she was wasted
started speaking like she knew me, telling secret's that would cancel her, maybe she had trusted me, confessions coming out
and she just blaming it on her, im like chill with all that shi
we learn and grow, just dont hate yourself, take it easy
maybe slow ur roll, baby it takes time, nothing perfect comes out first
couple takes and then u get it, dont be rushin, if anyone can do it
it would not be this damn special, baby u gotta trust the progress
thats at least my view on that

Lookin Back (Prod.Rama Low)

bottles and the service
yk how it goes
see u cross the room
baby u are not a ghost, walked up to u with some thoughts
maybe i can follow u, lead me into happiness
and hopefully we end it out, i just wanna talk it out
saw u looking down, i knew i had to pick u up
should we talk inside the club, or maybe go and get some food
yk quietness is peacefulness, lets enjoy it while it last
i cant think of past or future, but i see what we can be
i fell into my ways, looking deeper in the forest
turning behind trees, i was lost into abyss
then i found the entrace, it was us, at the diner
looking whats for dinner, talked about ur studies
ur a scholar after all, blue eyes got me freezing in the booth
i looked over the whole truth, u could be my mistake
but i risked it in the end, after all well see it through
whats the worse, but whats the best, can the high
match the low, in the greatest there will be
pain inside, but beauty too, will it last, and will it stay
will it change, how we think, will it change, everything
who will be the best, in the end, thats just something 
we will see, if u had enough, ill break that limit
in the end youll be insane, cause everyday is not the same
once u hear my name, all the memories will flood into ur brain
causin u go insane, u cant even fathom it

deep inside we go, i cant tell u any names
i think im lost, but i cant tell, many people lose themselves
when they get themselves invested, into something that aint right
pushing buttons and ideas, there no longer ur old friend
now there doing things thats kevins standards
push them all way, cause i cant fuck with no one like that
moving in that way, will get u kill, nowadays its me and bro
glad to say he tuffed it out, stayed around and never switched
stayed around and never acted, like a looney toon
people that i knew, at least back then, they had never lied or burned on fire, guess today its something different, we are nothing like the same
yea i changed but for the better, only exs know the differences
if u want yall can talk, memeories of all my past life
lookin at the highlights, more like all the high times
baby this the right time, no i aint no bad guy
baby whos the last guy, tell me all ur flaws
and maybe then, u can repent, i remember late rent
thinking it was all done, no where else to go 
i was looking for a home, deep inside ik he watches over me
and im so grateful for my lord, crazy people think its fake
but if u saw and went through what i had spent
maybe then youll understand, that i was never meant stay
but thinking back to what she said, follow me to abyss
maybe then youll see the state, of what the world is really like
and what u see inside ur mind, and picture things, fanasty turned into nightmare thrills, drugs and pills, open up another case
O and D on the bed, and thats whats left for the scene

you are not the ghost (Prod. Rama Low)

ay cant trust ur bro, if he act like a hoe
gun really loaded, we shot like the range
my niggas derange, but we shoot like the rangers
not really lonely but i feel chuck, u touch me my niggas we buck
sending some shots while yall niggas just duck
crazy how niggas will switch for a buck
gave them a bone, thats why i call them dogs
dont bite on the hand, that be feeding u bread
came a long way with some brothers
its crazy one day they be switchin to haters
thought it was family, then u turn energy, straight to an enemy
thought it was funny, yall niggas were bummin
it is just envy, or are u just bitchin
niggas were drifting, but u is not paul
call me ur brother, your acting like scar
bad memory, he was poppin those bars
i put a choppa with u, and expect u to hit
im makin some hits, but ill still put a hit
dont think its friendly, cause niggas be dead to me
i was like mickey, and nigga was daffy
i see u now, boy u looking like goofy
playin so friendly u lookin so goofy

my choppa will sing like an opera
remember back then, we said we never switch
must be nintendo, cause this nigga switch
im feelin like rambo, its really just me
bitch we were trappin, but now he just cappin
gold in his mouth, oh he used to that iron
that 45 iron, made shi to a dime
i was thinkin of time, used to sleep on the couch
now we dont talk, i had racks in the pocket
i shared with my bro, now u lookin like he gotta pay

Scar (prod. awakeagain)

i was post up with a drank or two
niggas wanna talk about family
all of u snakes and u dead to me
iam like hannibal ill handle shi
chop up a bitch, he went missin too
i was post up with a drank or two
i was in the car doing dounts too
runnin off tracks like an bandit bitch
remember back then she abandon me
never found me, now she envy me, always talkin about like enemy
never try bitch to put a hand on me, i was in the back with a tec on me
tuss in my cup, its an fan of me, lower ur gun its an cop on the scene
glock in his hand he was ready to pull, dont talk to narc cause they always on bull, my niggas shoot like the lakers for threes
i was just chillin, but niggas still hate
gettin so mad they started staring at plates
lock on the candy paint, ik u copy and paste
what is my next
boy tried to steal on my flow, but it showed he too slow
recently niggas have been on the slope
bitches will take any fame for some slob
that is ur girl im ashame, i dont know names
but i call the dumpster, talkin around, oh u used to that gossip
cut her right off, i dont like open lips, speaking of which
ill turn down ur girl
then get some tuss, cause this shi never miss

i was pullin up with ur bitch on me
never trust bro, cause they alway turn hoe
dont like nobody who talk on the low
choppa it spin like a blade, ready to hit on the head
boy u try me and u dead, aint seen ur pops
well ill send u to him, talk like a B, ill put one on ur head
u speak for ur brothers, then stop with the snakes
if u really about it, u dont need to prove it
i pour drank in my cup, had to slow on my roll
i was getting too much, had 40 on toll
gettin this dough, i was bakin my way
never turn back, cause a nigga aint broke

Drank or two (Prod.Nnovad)

pouring another, like it was some coke
the drugs that im doing, got me off the earth
i cant feel on the jaw, i might stop with the perc
i be gummin the coke, all the way to the teeth
i was sellin some molly, i hope he aint rick
and that bitch wanna smile, ill give her this dick

i was just coolin with me and my kit, till i came up on bags
i had to sell on my way, i was stuck in my way
had to get from these rags to riches, no wonder u niggas be staring like bitches, my chain getting heavy, its giving whiplash
and i thought she would stay, but nothing can last

the lean spillin over, there goes all ur rent
u wonder how we much did we spend
i can not say, the prices outrageous
now look at me bitch, im just living so lavish
look at ur ex, and i called that bitch average
look at my next, and she eat like a savage

look at the dot, its the last that youll see
we do not play, so why are u hiding
i had a bitch, she was tapped on ur phone
got ur location, now we at the sight
the drugs in my body, got me moving right
thats why i dont miss, when i aim on my sight
the drugs got me slow, so im aiming so steady
we poppin his brains, but he wasnt ready
got blood on the street, i was painting rossetti

u said u was ready, so pull our punches
and spin on ur block, it was 12:48
when we hit on the dot, u were sittin like ducks
so we shot on the spot, got wounds in ur stomach their lookin like knots, my niggas go running, they stabbin, its lookin like chucky

they callin u bitches, while ur stabbin ur back
and my gun really bang, u can call it a slut
ive been mixing my words, and just slurin my phrases
i cant feel on the face, i blame it on the bag
im callin it chapo, the way it sneak in

ik its the pills, i just dont wanna say it
i just dont wanna use it, but yet i cant stop
i might od so soon, i feel like its my last
i be praying to god that i make it again

ive been trynna get off, but i keep coming back
im just itchin away, i might pull on the trigger
but if i do another, i wont feel the same
but if i pull the trigger, then maybe its over

Pourin another (prod.Geesyn

prada on my body too, thats why she lookin proud of me
she stalkin me, and likin me, the pain she never felt before
askin why im pouring up, these feelings over takin me
i couldnt tell her what i want, i told that bitch
im in my zone, blowin up that is my phone
rappers callin in for more, junkies wanna hit some more
slang that dope and get bag, bitch i follow in that code
i always kept it in my heart, i made sure pills aint never fail
incase i die, i hope yk, this srt was worth it all
the drugs i took, it really was, the codiene crazy
got me lazy, in my couch im always trippin
on the town, i see around, these niggas high, they never found
the guns showin, boy thats fake, glock in hand
and smithin weston, never trust, these niggas lying
one bad day, will give u hell, i pour another, i cant stop
i wish one day, ill stop the drink, until that day, ill take a sip
hopin that my heart aint gave, come and see at my grave
i made this cash, but it was fast, this gun blast
so u wont stand, idc who is ur man, at the end
he'll never stay, baby face it u my fav, she asked me
why take a sip, even tho ik it hurts, helps me numb until its gone

Prada on my body feat.lil jetty (prod.Geesyn x Aureola)

ay,dontcha u touch me lil bro
keep my ruger like an ruler
boy its over, and yk it
pour a drink, i like that dirty
you aint know it, now you do
fuck ur board, i took her back
and blew it out, just like some tires
boy that pussy flat like one
heard ur girl controlling u, u should get ur fucking balls
and im ballin but you know it

dirty in my cup bitch, its lookin like diana
push her to the side bitch, like panties on an thick bitch
i miss all the late nights, but now im in my bag bitch
i will never text back, u lost me in the first night
mentionin ur ex, bitch, u must have dememta
smokin way too much, i might just never ever stop
bitch im chasin all the greens, i feel like popeye
heard its christmas times, red and green onto his roof
yea we shot into his booth, hit his throat, now he cant speak
s into the r, now we mix it with the T, why u tell me all the tea
bitch is u gonna spill, u cant hang around with me
doing things, that u cant know, mixing up thats what i do
sellings packs, i get my dough, pushin carts, but aint no store
u were smokin pestide, i was smokin alien
mad dog made me couple bucks, sellin them like they were pups
and u thought, this shi was fake, nah ill sell u a whole cake

Artemis (prod. kj2turntt)

u is my enemy, now that u copy me
feel like a fan of me, i might just tax u
ur bitch wanna come to me, shooters on point
like an hat on a elf, boy u is a little, i thought u a helper
my drink so purple, u thought it was prime
ask is it ever my time, i dont like rushin
i let it just flow, like the water at rivers
my head got a tat, but im not with the peace
in this whole chamber, theres really no secerts
my hollows be special, they putting that pressure
im choppin this bitch, like mr miyagi
play with my cards, im not yellin yugi
spin on the block, but we upgrade from blades
playing too low, he must thought it was limbo
i shoot at the limo, and hit on his tempo
like B on the head, u can call him an belt
whippin these niggas, u think its an kink
fuck with ur girl, i heard pullin her kink
send u a vid, cause u is a cuck
now that im bigger, im feeling remorse
that bitch was the best, and u took her right back
hoe think inflation, cause u is not spending
u not makin dimes, why u blame it on others
my niggas trap, just to get us a rack
spend on my family, and make it right back
that is true gangster, but u would not know that

up in her dreams like im freddy, keep me an wrap like a medit
dont pass the brick, if ur not gonna sell
niggas be fumbling, cant tell whats next to me
chop u right out, u a cell to me, remember back then
we were selling these packs, high off the supply, ik that shi was wrong for me, but i still did it, this shi was too good for me
pushin these carts, i had money to earn
still not enough, i was rappin these verses
and putting these features, but i dont like niggas
so my shi is limited, fuck with the fakes, u gonna turn into them
hide with the snakes, imma shoot with the k
with all my bruddas, u think we a clan
came to the land, but im still with the city
got choppas, and poppas, these bitches be talkin
ill lace up ur shi, if u start acting up
i cant fw too many, im burn like im usher
u tally and tales, with all ur bands, i thought ur osama
i fucked on her mama, she mad cause im better
the racks getting bigger, cant fit in my jeans
and u mess with the gang, we gonna shoot with the beam
red lights on u, but u still gonna run, up in the runt
who, never can be

Turnin these heads (Prod.Bandit Luce)

U said that it’s over 
Whatever whatever 
I’m fighting for something 
To last me forever 
Go cry me a river
Cause I want forever 
U tell me it’s over
Girl never oh never 
Ur mind going crazy
Please give me new topics
Lost for my words 
In temptation that follows 
Got lost in my lust
Crazy for trust 
I broke it and made u a hollow 
Shell never recover
Got drugs on her tables, no she never stable 
Her mind is just over, don’t care what’s the dose
Pour her another, she hates all her feelings
Thinking of me, man it feels like she fallen
Can’t love anybody, who might be a traitor 
Can’t say how she feeling, cause people will blame her, can’t roll her up pain
Man it’s never enough, I said I want it forever 
It’s now or just never
Girl say that it’s over 
Don’t matter the weather 
Forever forever
Girl one day it’s over 
It’s now or just never 
Forever forever 
Please spin it, like records on tables
Please spit it, ur feelings ain’t nothing the same 
Before we had fame, we dreamed of our fantasy 
Wishing for better days, planning our kids little names
Hoping we make it, girl well break the record
From trails of parks, to trails to tears 
From trails of sparks, to trails of fear
Wishing u come back to me
Hennessy drowns out my problems 
Crown got me smilin, so I don’t think of u
Must’ve been sick, cause u we’re not feelin me
Life is a movie, girl u are my main
Read me ur lines, so I know that it’s mine
Speak from ur chest, make it seem real
That I can no longer, tell what is just real

Forever (prod. Spark)

Tell me what is worse
U admitting wrongs 
Or me just being right 
Cry me a whole river
Cause one day you’ll have to say
Sorry for my rudeness
And sorry for my issues
Who will be the bigger person 
Who is gonna say it first 
Who is gonna break it first 
When we broke the spark 
Did ur friends say let it go
Did u try to fight 
Or did u say that it’s alright 
Ik differences can break a bond 

building lies 
Can only fall 
And trauma bonds
Can only break
And promises
Can never stay
You were acting like we’re different 
Cause u hated what u did 
Making scenes inside ur head
To play along ur twisted word
I hope yk we see it clear

Burning clothes
And burning pictures
U don’t like the past like that 
U don’t wanna talk it out
U don’t wanna open doors
U just wanna be a whore
Act like we had never met 
Act like we had never fuck
Left the pieces into shambles
But there’s no room for us now
Light the candles 
Burn ur sage 
Cleanse ur room 
Of all our days 
Cry ur tears
Just let it go 
Face the truth 
It’s over now 
We ain’t nothing 
But some strangers 

U saw the phone
It didn’t lie 
U saw the text 
U sent it there 
I saw ur story 
It’s so clear 
There was hands
That wasn’t mine
U Said alone
But there was more 
U said mistake 
I said it wasn’t
U blame the drinks 
I blame ur guts 
U said ur sorry
I say never 
U say one more
I say no more 
U cry some more 
I do not care 
U play ur part 
I end the film 
I sing my songs
And write my thoughts 
I pray to god, I never stress 
U always thought I was a mess
U look more close
And see a jewel 
Too bad u left 
And never cash 
Now I’m outside 
With all my friends 
I hope ur well 
U need it more
Ik inside ur dying out 
Too bad u did this on ur own 
Please never ever call my friend

what is worse? (Prod By Levi)

Bae I’m at the party 
Come and pour up a new Drink
After all the shots
Come and smoke 
We can talk about whatever 
saw u across the room 
Eyes are wandering about 
But ur looking into me 
Can u tell me what u see
Is it brokenness inside these bottles 
Pain inside a joint 
I’m trynna smoke away some pain 
Got some memories to fade 
Lots of drama in these walls 
Different folks 
With different storks 
Different stories 
Different endings 
Who was right and who was wrong 
Who had won and who had lost
Did u gain anything 
Or did y lose anything 
Lots of folks just trynn prove a point 
Either way there dead to me
U is not a friend of me 
More like just a enemy 
Tell me why y envy me 
Did I cross u up
And if I did just make it clear 
Make a path
I’m turning a new leaf
Trynna better me for better days 
Life is short, why make it shorter
People say, that people stay
That never seems to always stay
Tell me girl, why did y leave 
Problems always raising 
Why u trynna run 
Stay and just fight 
Something u can’t do 
Blame on the others 
Never think about yourself 
Lie into delusions 
Till it’s no longer a disguise 
Look into the sky 
Is this where u wanna go 


Hiding all ur past 
Is there Skeltons ur burying 
Pick out different men 
None of them are marrying 
Pick out a new dress 
All the others are just tearing 
Mixing with ur feelings 
Cause u can’t keep a stable ship 
U we’re crashing and just burning 
Like titanic girl ur sinking 
Into different beds, into different guys

Wandering (Prod.4lexf x Autrioly)

@LIL M.sage- stop with the lying (Prod. Eric Godlow)

This song is a year old when I was just starting to find my lofi sound so it’s not the best. But I’ve been holding this song off for a whole ass year it’s time to drop it

XSTɎ.SAGE / LIL M.sage

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