neva let em back *

new hoe

i wish i cld jus kill myself
or maybe i jus wish someone wld try to fucking help
nobodies helping me
we all live in a living hell
this life of mines no better than ones locked inside a cell
i need some self relief 
i fine myself intrigued by things i should jus leave alone
it seems i always grieve alone
but maybe thats jus selfish me
all these bitches that i string along
i tell em bring weed n bong
n we can sing the song i wrote on lsd
i popped some pills n i can feel them bitches melting me
i live for thrills so i jus tell them bitches “ce la vie”
say smoking kills, i rlly hope my people pray for me
im faithfully waiting for the day i finally lay in peace

n when the time come i hope i made my mind up
cuz aint no time left, no reason for to climb up
n when the time come i hope i made my mind up
cuz aint no time left, yeah

help me (prod. rezzydacreator)

Skins

I don’t care enough prod.pelo

who the fuck in here got a light?
im tryna spark up this cig right
im tryna spark up this cig right
ight

i been… holding feelings back for years now
no place to let my tears out
no house to call a home so ill jus wonder over here now
n u can let me know if im too strange, i tend to weird out
all the pretty women. thats the reason they wont hear out
the shit i gotta say
one more hit, im on my way
to my safe space
only when im high, i feel okay
smoking propane
all red whip with the cocaine guts
im a no name but
what is your name?
i wanna take u home n turn u over 
baby rotate 
u fine n not a hoe
i know u isnt from my homestate 
u mine, i cant let go
so ill be happy to relocate 
ill fly or take a boat
deliver dick jus like im postmates

deliver dick jus like uber eats
i had a dream abt u baby, martin luther king
she so toxic to these dudes but she aint rude to me
i might jus off her if she tries to leave me, truthfully
brutally 
cuz me n u got unity
baby this my eulogy to u n me 
i always throw my life away for foolish things
but this aint one of them 
i swear u worth my life n more
i fell in love with death
i promise that i like u more
she make me cum with head 
as i let out the mightest roar
want u to cum instead
so baby, lie down on the floor
ill eat that pussy like its breakfast lunch n dinner
then send her home to her mans when im done nutting in her

thats the reason i dont trust hoes
i jus fuck hoes
i jus fuck em then i let go
i jus fuck em, her man dont know

i been… (prod. rezzydacreator)

chorus: 
come self loathe
i don’t know 
where the fuck u think you’re going 
too much blow 
not much hope
n i leave my weakness showing
i wear my heart on my sleeve, now i cant breathe
n she tears me apart, i dont got much left to keep

verse: 
go ahead n take it all
go ahead n leave me broken once again 
jus tell me when it ends, my friend
go ahead n push me off
go ahead n take me to the edge of death
ive gone as far as ill get, i bet

chorus: 
come self loathe
i don’t know 
where the fuck u think you’re going 
too much blow 
not much hope
n i leave my weakness showing
i wear my heart on my sleeve, now i cant breathe
n she tears me apart, i dont got much left to keep
come self loathe
i don’t know 
where the fuck u think you’re going 
too much blow 
not much hope
n i leave my weakness showing
i wear my heart on my sleeve, now i cant breathe
n she tears me apart, i dont got much left to keep

self loathing is fun (prod. chemical)

i be biting on her neck jus like a vampire 
i was thumbing through these checks until my hands tired
i jus wanna fuck, we can’t be friends, she a dick rider 
ran up, tried to shoot me in the head, his gun misfired 

i be biting on her neck jus like a vampire 
i was thumbing through these checks until my hands tired
i jus wanna fuck, we can’t be friends, she a dick rider 
ran up, tried to shoot me in the head, his gun misfired 

no, i dont got no sympathy for fuck boys
bitches don’t mean shit to me, yall is fuck toys
why u talking bout me? pls get up off my nuts boy
call a couple homies, pull up, turn u into dust boy
i need drugs, i need money, it’s a must boy 
ketamine take me up to space, elon musk boy
w the way u saving hoes wldve thought u was in cufboys
pull up speakers booming, neighbors say i make to much noise 
i walk up in your crib like “where the safe at?”
i need everything u got, lemme take that
im on i-75 in the whip, watch me race past 
only rolling grabba cuz i rlly rlly hate wraps
fuck a swisher, fuck a owl, fuck a dutch 
why this bitch always talking in my ear? i had enough 
ima fuck her n then kill her, call it snuff
oh okay he got a gun but he won’t shoot it he a bluff
bitch i know that he a pussy, u aint tough
yeah for me she give the cookie but she’ll never let u fuck 
okay u made it far but now u outta luck 
i got og in my mason jar n tech inside my cup

i be biting on her neck jus like a vampire 
i was thumbing through these checks until my hands tired
i jus wanna fuck, we can’t be friends, she a dick rider 
ran up, tried to shoot me in the head, his gun misfired

2. snuff (prod. mistxked)

gh06tboy.wav

bitch i don’t make songs, i make rituals on beats
if u listen to my music, u gon die in hell w me
they like “omg is he fr?” im like “wtf u think?”
yeah i swear i sacrificed a lamb while i made this heat
i don’t trip bout nothing trivial cuz all we are meat 
pack a bowl no cereal, go to sleep, wake up, repeat
why u fucked her n she got a damn venereal disease?
now u tweaking cuz it feel like razors every time u pee
nah that cld never be me
cuz all my bitches bad n they pussy v clean
your hoe look like somebody dad, yall be fucking anything
u keep on going out sad, i wldve been cut myself deep
n forever go to sleep

tell me why tf these ppl keep on mentioning my name?
me n yall was never equal, no we is not the same
i might pull a 30 ball out n spend it on a chain 
me n bro hopped off a plane, we ain’t traveling by train 
all my hoes do what i say, yeah they very well trained 
boy i feel like future or i might be prince w purple rain 
i be high up in the sky i might turn into a crane
why y’all stay up on my dingaling n not up in your lane ?
yeah i pimp hoes, i might beat this bitch w my cane
i don’t rlly smoke no mary jane no more,
im off the cane
n i ain’t talking bout no sugar cane
im talking bout that white shit thats gon numb your entire face
i been chilling w a white bitch

bitch i don’t make songs, i make rituals on beats
if u listen to my music, u gon die in hell w me
they like “omg is he fr?” im like “wtf u think?”
yeah i swear i sacrificed a lamb while i made this heat

1. [intro] all we are is meat (prod. 616juggn)

sin city (prod. bobhax)

ig: @wearedyingslow :3               all we are is meat <3

self loathing is fun (prod. chemical)

dyingslow (ig: @iamdyingslow)

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