lyrixx <3
~~~ if u want me 2,, ill kill myself in front ov u . if thts too much 4 u ill jus do it in solitude. because all i do is think ov u inside my room. im lying in my blood i wish tht i was beside u. 
i kno i like to play tha victim but im not
im actually all tha reason this shit got fukked up
i kno i told u tht im changing but im not 
im turnig out to b tha dude tht u thought i was from tha start.
but wat was i to u ? tha dude tht got inside ov u.
who was i to u? a suicidal dude
who was i to u ? a dude tht got inside ov u. a suicidal dude , ur better off with someone new
maaybe someone who is nice n maybe drives to u.

but who was i to u ? a dude that got inside ov u
a suicidal dude
u were someone who could tell me exactly wat to do, and i'd go fukk it up n you'd feel like its all on u 
youll find another dude ...

<3

dont feel bad 4 me

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]
I can’t fucking think of any words to say
& I can’t fucking think of any reason I should stay

Can you give one to me
Before I up and leave
Can you make me believe
This wasn’t for nothing

You took whatever you could find
You didn’t even look behind
Keep saying sorry, fuck your lies
I see evil in your perfect eyes

So tell me,

Was I everything you dreamed of 
When you dreamed that I was the one
Was it all worth it, you fucking nightmare
Now that you realize I’m really gone 

Was I everything you dreamed of 
When you dreamed of fallen in love
I don’t deserve this, you fucking nightmare
I hope it kills you to know I’m the one 

Now that you realize I’m really gone 

I hope you fucking die alone

I wanna die alone

Was I everything you dreamed of
When you dreamed that I was the one
Was it all worth it, you fucking nightmare
Now that you realize the one is gone 

I hope you die alone

I hope you cry to this song
I hope you cry to this song…

hm

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