Name: checking the mirrors///\\\\ by Ias Well
Duration: 3 min 56 s
Description: This track is apart of the album Between States. Thank you for listening! <3

In the process of writing “Death’s Exile,” I reflected on the numerous instances in which I have succumbed to seizures. While some of these situations have elicited amusement from me, they have caused distress to my family, which I fully comprehend. However, the reason behind this song is the inexplicable reason why I was repeatedly sent back to life. Not once, not twice, but five times. I came to the conclusion that neither heaven, hell, nor purgatory desired my presence. I felt exiled from the realm of death, and at that juncture in my life, the seizures were excruciatingly painful, the medication was abhorrent, and death appeared increasingly appealing at the tender age of sixteen. When you listen to this song, you will witness the transition from darkness to light, and you will sense the compelling force that draws me back into my body. I trust that I have provided a glimpse into the inspiration behind this song, and I sincerely hope that you find it enjoyable.


Bains  - Deaths Exile

Return To Love

Excellent music by https://soundcloud.com/lstree !
Original Track: https://soundcloud.com/lstree/lstree-darkmatter
Original art by LSTree; Edit by Wildsilences.

Vocals, Lyrics and Vocal Rework Mix by Wildsilences.
Wildsilences on Bandcamp: https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/

Listen to the more atmospheric 'Lost in Forever' rework version here:
https://soundcloud.com/ravenmaycry/lstree-dark-matter-wildsilences-experiment-lost-in-forever

Lyrics:

Fill my gravestone with your broken hearts
Fill my darkness with your broken bones
Fill my heartache with your soul
Fill my brokenness with gold
Darkness with my sorrow
I'm the silence and the stone
Can you find me lost in forever
Can you bring me home
Can you find me lost in the night
Always holding on to the light
I don't have the wings to know
I don't have the light to show
Cloak of storms
I'm the wind in the trees
I am just the feathers
I'm the silence and the stone
I'm the glass and I'm the glow

LSTree - Dark Matter (Wildsilences Experiment) [Original]

But We Dream Anyway

There is no fantasy in our world today.
No shimmer behind the veil…
No dragons in the hills,
No myths in the rivers,
No childhood stories glowing in the dark.

Fantasy was left in a world gone by —
Buried under progress…
Erased by convenience…
Forgotten in the noise.

Once, we dreamed in colours we could not name.
Once, the impossible lived just beyond the lamplight.
But now?
Now our visions are engineered.
Our wonder—replaced with updates.
Our imaginations—scheduled by algorithms.
We walk through a world that left its stories behind,
Trading magic
For efficiency…
Mystery
For certainty…
And the truth for whatever loads the fastest.

But listen closely—
Because even in this sterilised age,
Even in a world stripped of myth,
The human mind rebels.
It hungers for the impossible.
It aches for the unreal.
And deep beneath the circuitry,
Something ancient still remembers how to dream.

There is no fantasy in our world today—
But still we search for sparks in the dark.
Fantasy was left in a world gone by—
But still we chase the ghosts of wonder.
Still we reach for stories bigger than our screens.
Still we dream…
Even when dreaming feels forbidden.

No fantasy left…
But we dream anyway.

The world may claim its logic.
The world may claim its order.
But imagination is insurrection.
And dreaming…
Dreaming is revolt.

There is no fantasy in our world today—
But we are the ones who keep it breathing.
Fantasy was left in a world gone by—
But stories survive
As long as someone is willing to speak them.

But We Dream Anyway

Verse 1
When your heart was clear to me
How could you look into someone else’s eyes?
Was my path to you really that far away?
I feel like I’m carrying the weight of your world on my shoulders.

Pre-Chorus 1
My hand never touched yours
How did you say “I love you” to them?
Didn’t it even hurt your conscience, my love?

Chorus 1
When you look at them that way
It’s like boiling water poured over my head
Don’t you have any pride at all?
While loving me,
You acted like you were in love with someone else.

Verse 2
I waited for you for so long
I got tired within my dreams
I tried so hard on this road
Just to breathe in your scent
But I saw no effort from you.

Pre-Chorus 2
My hand never touched yours
How did you say “I love you” to them?
Didn’t it even hurt your conscience, my love?
(Played fuller this time – more guitar layers, slightly louder drums)

Chorus 2
When you look at them that way
It’s like boiling water poured over my head
Don’t you have any pride at all?
While loving me,
You acted like you were in love with someone else.
(Guitars and drums fuller, backing vocal added)

Bridge  (Stronger / More Emotional)
I know this love was just a fleeting flame
But my pride’s a wall I won’t break for you
No matter how deep I bled for you
I won’t walk back into your shadow again!

Final Chorus + Outro
When you look at them that way
It’s like boiling water poured over my head
Don’t you have any pride at all?
While loving me,
You acted like you were in love with someone else.

“Boiling Heart”

This track is apart of the album Between States. Thank you for listening! <3

checking the mirrors///\\\\

falling into your shape

Within the Three

Rand B Track using Arturia 11  Pigments 7 and Serum 2. Vocals Rand B studio
Photograph Thanks To Jennifer Selvan

Love Got Me Like That

Vuoto

Composer: Jacob Van Eyck (1590-1657)
Book: Der Fluyten Lust-hof , Vol.1. Psalm 103 (modos 1-4)
Soprano Recorder, enjoy! 

Psalm 103

from me to you <3 ----------> I have been cursed with making a never ending supply of music for the rest of my life. Check it out 
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checking the mirrors///\\\\

Ias Well

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