violin sample by yours truly,
rap sample by $uicideboy$ :)

enjoy! peace XO

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prod. 5:10 
check him out hes fucking crazy
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i tried so hard to be who u wanted
who am i now that ur gone
who am i now who will i be
since ur light is gone and u guided me

i tore myself apart
carved ur name on my heart
wrote u letters from the start
pourin out from the heart on my sleeve
but that wasn't me

i tried so hard to be who u wanted
who am i now that ur gone
who am i now
who will i be

my momma scared of how i think
i don't blame her
how can i blame her
i'm not who she once loved anymore

i'm too strong for my head my conscious don't rest easy
look for myself in the mixture,so imma sip rip deadly
conflicted soul no wonder why i always feel fuckin heavy
time flies death is less scary
when who u are is already burried


i tried so hard to be who u wanted
who am i now that ur gone
who am i now who will i be
since ur light is gone and u guided me

i tore myself apart
carved ur name on my heart
wrote u letters from the start
pourin out from the heart on my sleeve
but that wasn't me


my momma scared of how i think
i don't blame her
how can i blame her
i'm not who she once loved anymore

who am i (prod. 5:10)

i dont wanna be awake
all i think about is u and ur face
i dont wanna go to sleep
all i dream is u n me where nothing changed
that'll teach me to never trust what they say
is death the answer or my next fling
i heard it offers forever and doesnt need a ring
but id lose you and our memories

u were on some fuck shit
i almost left it
gave me ur word bitch
told me to rough it

u were on some fuck shit
i said fuck it
gave u my love bitch
n u just tossed it

i cant even get drunk n forget u
when i get the spins i think of when i fucked u
tell me if ur happier or sadder without me
days move by but ur memory haunts me

i dont wanna be awake
all i think about is u and ur face
i dont wanna go to sleep
all i dream is u n me where nothing changed
that'll teach me to never trust what they say
is death the answer or my next fling
i heard it offers forever and doesnt need a ring
but id lose you and our memories

sittin in the back drownin out the last me
special connection to u meant nothing
i wonder if it was real or i was lying
to myself in hopes u would love me

i dont wanna be awake
all i think about is u and ur face
i dont wanna go to sleep
all i dream is u n me where nothing changed
that'll teach me to never trust what they say
is death the answer or my next fling
i heard it offers forever and doesnt need a ring
but id lose you and our memories

u were on some fuck shit
i almost left it
gave me ur word bitch
told me to rough it

u were on some fuck shit
i said fuck it
gave u my love bitch
n u just tossed it

i cant even get drunk n forget u
when i get the spins i think of when i fucked u
tell me if ur happier or sadder without me
days move by but ur memory haunts me

ion wanna b awake (i cant sleep) prod. 5head

not only exploring new sound, now exploring physical artwork. phantom roses is updating quite smoothly

be mine forever(prod. SYLER)

cuz ion know u 
and u don't know me
but i'm hopin 
u could show me
something new
something better
can you show me
something new
oh something better

i wanna be better
but better ain't no fun
life tries to kill me
death never did me wrong
i'm going fuckin crazy
brains fucked in the head
alcoholic co dependent
writing songs for the dead
dead inside that's a lie i feel alive
when i feel you 
lovin moments n subtle sadness
vodka help to keeps the balance 
so swimming in a bottle is more than just mental exercise
i'm trynna fucking drown myself, escape from my fuckin life
but that can't really help can it
sure it makes me numb
but if i'm numb i won't feel sadness 
so this who i am
this is who i b 
do u think u can fix me?

cuz ion know u 
and u don't know me
but i'm hopin 
u could show me
something new
something better
can you show me
something new
oh something better

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idk u, udk me (prod.raspo)

NEW SONG EVERY WEEK<3
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NEVER UNDERSTAND (Prod. dead spyro)

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