Not just a project of "demos" but a project that tells a short story through what almost feels like poems. This project delves into many feelings, mainly the loneliness you experience upon the realization that you and the things around you must change. It's hard to see it for what it truly was.

Alternative Demos

Speed Limit 45

This is probably my favorite track so far off of this project. Once again had a lot of fun making it and I hope you enjoy!

Lost & Found

Mood (Prod. Mr Solo Beats & Worldlywise)

Maybe one of my best yet simple hooks I've created. I really struggled with writing this song. Originally 4 minutes, I shortened it because I felt like I couldn't truly capture what I wanted. I also wanted and didn't want a feature on this track. So I decided to shorten it and it still maintains its beauty. Once again credit to Tony Sway for making such a beautifully masterfully crafted instrumental.

Do You Love Me? (Prod. Tony Sway)

Love Drop (Prod. IanoBeatz

Love Drop (Prod. IanoBeatz)

Desire For You (Sped Up) [Prod. BLESSME]

Curtains Drawn (Prod. elavy)

(Hook)
Cause I'm wavy and I'm sad again
And I hate to see you smile with him
But all these ladies wanna fuck around
And you get too tied down
Yeah you kissing on your man alone
When you know that you should be home
With me

(Verse 1: BLESSME)
But now I gotta step on you
Yeah you ruined my mood
You never came through, but it's okay cause I locked myself down
I'm getting money now 
You ain't around, so don't play peace with me I'm not in town
Yeah Yeah Ah
Yeah Yeah Ah
Yeah Yeah Ah
Coldest mf in the midwest right now 
What would it take for your bitch ass to pipe down
Ladies supposed to be made of sugar and sweetness
Now you would rather fuck around then cry to me
But you crying to me and you hitting my line 
Who the fuck told you you're a dime
I don't fuck with hoes
I don't fuck with hoes

(Bridge: BLESSME)
It's like I don't mean, nothing I say
What would it take for you to give your heart to me
Ooh
Sorry that I'm contemplative

(Hook)
Cause I'm wavy and I'm sad again
And I hate to see you smile with him
But all these ladies wanna fuck around
And you get too tied down
Yeah you kissing on your man alone
When you know that you should be home
With me

(Verse 2: Eric Matthys)
Had to let you go to let me grow
Stay on point like decimal
Onto the next episode had to let you know
Had to let you know
Killed the show you missed it though
I'm just so original
Oh you didn't know cause the past go by like X and O
More to the hope and less to the bowl
Know it's coming soon quit pressing me though
Heart made of gold I'm obsessed with the flow
Been tapped in since centuries ago
This energy you ain't before 
Uh huh
Hold onto it I ain't letting it go uh huh
Yeah
This energy you ain't seen before uh huh
Make me feel like

(Hook)
Cause I'm wavy and I'm sad again
And I hate to see you smile with him
But all these ladies wanna fuck around
And you get too tied down
Yeah you kissing on your man alone
When you know that you should be home
With me

I'm The Man (feat. Eric Matthys) [Prod. WavySZN & Gillie]

(Hook)
Cause I'm wavy and I'm sad again
And I hate to see you smile with him
But all these ladies wanna fuck around
And you get too tied down
Yeah you kissing on your man alone
When you know that you should be home
With me

(Verse 1: BLESSME)
But now I gotta step on you
Yeah you ruined my mood
You never came through, but it's okay cause I locked myself down
I'm getting money now 
You ain't around, so don't play peace with me I'm not in town
Yeah Yeah Ah
Yeah Yeah Ah
Yeah Yeah Ah
Coldest mf in the midwest right now 
What would it take for your bitch ass to pipe down
Ladies supposed to be made of sugar and sweetness
Now you would rather fuck around then cry to me
But you crying to me and you hitting my line 
Who the fuck told you you're a dime
I don't fuck with hoes
I don't fuck with hoes

(Bridge: BLESSME)
It's like I don't mean, nothing I say
What would it take for you to give your heart to me
Ooh
Sorry that I'm contemplative

(Hook)
Cause I'm wavy and I'm sad again
And I hate to see you smile with him
But all these ladies wanna fuck around
And you get too tied down
Yeah you kissing on your man alone
When you know that you should be home
With me

(Verse 2: Eric Matthys)
Had to let you go to let me grow
Stay on point like decimal
Onto the next episode had to let you know
Had to let you know
Killed the show you missed it though
I'm just so original
Oh you didn't know cause the past go by like X and O
Heart made of gold I'm obsessed with the flow
Been tapped in since centuries ago
This energy you ain't before 
Uh huh
Hold onto it ain't letting it go uh huh
Yeah
This energy you ain't seen before uh huh
Make me feel like

(Hook)
Cause I'm wavy and I'm sad again
And I hate to see you smile with him
But all these ladies wanna fuck around
And you get too tied down
Yeah you kissing on your man alone
When you know that you should be home
With me

I'm The Man (feat. Eric Matthys) [Slowed & Reverb]

Star S#*% (feat. earl1seven) [Prod. Vinh]

(Intro)
Shawty like the way, I play with her heart
'cause I'm honest
Shawty like the way that I play the guitar,
'cause I'm honest
Baby don't worry about the problems
It's not on you to solve them
I'ma keep you locked in
Focused on your emotions

(Bridge)
Like way
Like way
Like way (Way)
Like way (Way)
Like you (Oooooh)
I told you (Ohh ohh)

(Verse 1)
Now I'm sauced up with a brand new shawty
And she loving on me in the back ferarri
I can tell this winter gonna be a cold one
Out of all the love I gave you never showed none
Now I'm numb to the pain I done gave it away
Folding for you that was my biggest mistake
Ten minutes till I'm on but you still on my brain

(Bridge 2)
Gotta let go like I'm losing my grip
Genius level mind yeah we runnin' sh*t
Lecturing me about the past now
How I f*cked up and I ain't hold it down

(Hook)
(Oooooooh)
Like Yeah yeah yeah
Like Yeah yeah yeah
I want you for me
Like Yeah yeah yeah
Like Yeah yeah yeah
Could you be honest with me

Honest

Honest (Prod. regii & beatsbycarpp)

(Intro)
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah

(Verse 1)
Spent like three thousand dollars tryna age you
But maturity don't come with an angle 
All I ever tried was you to want to
Love me the way my dog do

(Bridge)
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa

(Verse 2)
They think that I'm going through a breakthrough
But I think that I'm bouta break through
a wall
losing my mind won't tell

(Bridge)
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa

(Chorus)
If I vanish 
Would you love me more
Love me more
Love me more
Would you love me more
Love me more
Would you love me more
Love me more
If I Vanish

IF I VANISH (Prod. Michael Harrison)

IF I VANISH (Prod. michael harrison)

(Intro) 
Fuckin voice is 
Gosh
Yeah 
Yeah Yuh

(Verse 1)
I been waiting for days for you
Waiting for something new
Waiting for something worth 
Holding onto
To please me
Not only you
Is that selfish
I'm sorry bae I'm a little gone
Uh 
The roses like the rum
The skies been 
So different since you left
The stars don't shine the way that they did
Your picture burned into my brain 
Falls off my desk
Every damn day

(Pre-Chorus)
My mind stumbles on you
Locked on rendezvous 
On you 
Waiting for you

(Chorus)
I spend my days
Waiting for you
Waiting for you
Waiting for you
But you never came 
Oh you never came
But you never came 
But you never came
I spend my days
Waiting for you
But you never came
But you never came
Oh you never came

Lilac's And Roses (Prod. Creak)

(Chorus)
I wonder 
If you bleed like I do
See like I do 
Wish on a star
After the blunt don't burn through 
I wonder
I wonder
I wonder

(Verse 1)
Tonight 
I'm taking blunt and I'm taking a knife
No back stabs from the back to the heart tonight
Can you let go

(Chorus)
I wonder 
If you bleed like I do
See like I do 
Wish on a star
After the blunt don't burn through 
I wonder
I wonder
I wonder

I Wonder (Prod. michael harrison)

(Chorus)
Heaven on earth is a place for me with you
With you
Oh 
With you

(Verse 1)
Feels like I was born to love 
But you were born to hate
Years go by we're getting older bae
But you don't change 
No you don't change 
Left me with my heart buried it in the grave
Six feet below I forgot to beg
For you to come home
For you to come home

(Chorus)
Heaven on earth is a place for me with you
With you
Oh 
With you

(Outro)
You You You
You You You You

Heaven on Earth (Prod. Michael Harrison )

Heaven on Earth (Prod. michael harrison )

(Chorus) 
If I could live a hundred lives 
To prove that you'd be mine again
Again
If I could live a hundred times 
To prove that it's just us in the end
The end

(Verse 1)
And I been up to late 
Just tryna decide where I been
Again
But freedom on my mind
But I'm working on the side to get in 
Live again
It's different in my mind I'm open with the God I defend
In the end
And it took a lot of time to realize you ain't changing again
For me

(Pre-Chorus)
And I've been so hung over 
On your love
On your love
And I've been so hung over
On your love
On your love

(Chorus) 
If I could live a hundred lives 
To prove that you'd be mine again
Again
If I could live a hundred times 
To prove that it's just us in the end
The end

A Hundred Lives (Prod. Idly Blare)

(Sample) 
I can promise you I'll be fine
I can promise you
I'll be 
Fine 
Hmmm

(Intro)
Yeah
No whoa no whoa no whoa
No whoa no whoa no whoa

(Chorus)
I'm so late to the game
I'm so so
So not okay 
I'm choosing to move away then maybe
Won't be afraid 
I swear that I talk too much
But slowly is not enough 
I'm going back to the place where I met you
Cause where you are is where I wanna be 
Where I wanna be 
Where I wanna be 
Where I wanna be 

(Bridge)
Why you call when you done 
Say your emotions won't turn around
Turn around
Left me alone with my funds
And it's sad cause I'm richer now
But you ain't around
Oh

(Chorus)
I'm so late to the game
I'm so so
So not okay 
I'm choosing to move away then maybe
Won't be afraid 
I swear that I talk too much
But slowly is not enough 
I'm going back to the place where I met you
Cause where you are is where I wanna be 
Where I wanna be 
Where I wanna be 
Where I wanna be 

(Static)
Where I wanna be

Late To The Game (Prod. OnGod)

But what about us?

Why you act a fool
Why you on the phone
Why you letting go
Who been telling you 
Shawty I'm at your door

I'll always be at your door

Why you act a fool
Why you on the phone
Why you letting go
Who been telling you 
Shawty I'm at your door

I'll always be at your door
I'll always be at your door

Vertigo
Yeah vertigo I said I'm feeling all alone
Yeah all alone 
I said I'm feeling
Vertigo
Yeah vertigo I said I'm feeling all alone
Yeah all alone 
I said I'm feeling

Hope that you don't listen to what they saying
I'm tired of the villain arc that shits interchanging
I'm trying to be a man but my life keeps on fading

I'm sorry for the things I can't be 
Just know I've been running for long
My heads been spinning my love

And I know that I can't fill or bite that 
So don't fall to the cash we don't like that
Fall then I get up and I'm right back 
Tripping bout the money 
But the money wasn't like that 
Shit I'm sorry

I'm sorry 
That I can't be what you want
What you needed this time
I'm sorry 
Sorry for the things that I've done 
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

Vertigo
Yeah vertigo I said I'm feeling all alone
Yeah all alone 
I said I'm feeling
Vertigo
Yeah vertigo I said I'm feeling all alone
Yeah all alone 
I said I'm feeling

Vertigo
Yeah vertigo I said I'm feeling all alone
Yeah all alone 
I said I'm feeling
Vertigo
Yeah vertigo I said I'm feeling all alone
Yeah all alone 
I said I'm feeling

Vertigo (Prod. WOLFGANG PANDER)

Why you seeing what you see 
You prescription shouldn't work
Cause what do you see in me 
If I leave I could be free

Here's a notebook for your thoughts
Girl write down every flaw 
And explain why you don't know 

That I see you 
I see you
I see you 
I see you 
See you

Margiela on the feature
The only one who really sees her 
Yeah they don't wanna meet her
Impress her for the evening
They pay the girl in ones
I pay the girl in fives 
Oh I 
Oh I 
And I been alone 
My heart my heart it been gone
Been fantasizing you 
This loving feels one sided 
But in those letters I could tell you
I'm gonna find a way
To express my love to you

I See You

(Intro)
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah

(Verse 1)
Spent like three thousand dollars tryna age you
But maturity don't come with an angle
All I ever tried was you to want to
Love me the way my dog do

(Bridge)
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa

(Verse 2)
They think that I'm going through a breakthrough
But I think that I'm bouta break through
a wall
losing my mind won't tell

(Bridge)
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa

(Chorus)
If I vanish
Would you love me more
Love me more
Love me more
Would you love me more
Love me more
Would you love me more
Love me more
If I Vanish

IF I VANISH (Slowed & Reverb) [Prod. michael harrison]

(Hook)
Yeah
How
Did you forget about the rain
I said
How
Did you forget about the rain

(Verse 1)
And soon
Your love will guide me home
From the depths of the ocean
My hearts been holding onto you

That page misconstrued
I think of you
Late at night
Till' the sun in my room

Your love is like voodoo
Swear I can't change you
But you alter me
Got me like see through

Bae it ain't on me
And I can't stand to
Say that I love you
Cause they know me better than you do

(Hook)
How
Did you forget about the rain
I said
How
Did you forget about the rain

how did you forget the rain? (Prod. michael harrison & Gavin Hadley)

(Hook)
So low tonight
And it's you that's on my mind
So low tonight
And it's you that's on my mind
It's you that's on my mind
Can't forget the past time

(Verse 1)
Rearrange me
Or at least change the gun
Oh baby I'm fading
Cause I can't be the one

And I
Think about you all the time
Grazing my mind to fill the new memories
Loose enemies

(Hook)
So low tonight
And it's you that's on my mind
So low tonight
And it's you that's on my mind

miss you tonight (Prod. michael harrison)

(Verse 1)
Haven't been able to open up my eyes
Looking in the mirror and realize I ain't nine
I'm tired
Of moving and no I'm not alright
Sorry that I lied

(Hook)
Wake me up another time
In another life

(Verse 2)
I pull out the bands
Pull out the freak in you
Hold out my hands
They're out and I reach for you

I got this plan
To take you
To another time

Do I sound different here
This is the old me
I'm not lost in my fear
Heart changing slowly
But the gold is still here
Ever lasting love is gone

(Verse 2)
She had my back
Yeah I knew she would
I got my back like she knew I would
But time has just changed
And I couldn't hold on

Gimme a moment or two she said
I'm alright
Me too she said
I crossed the line when I said
Oh another time
Oh another time

another time (feat. earl1seven) [Prod. plantcham]

(Chorus)
Yeah
Okay
Okay
Oh I never doubted you
Oh I never doubted you okay
Oh I never doubted you
Oh I never doubted you okay

(Verse 1)
I feel pleasure in my brain
That's how I feel okay
It takes the pain away
And keeps you off my mind
Cause I don't think that I
Could really stand the shade
Like you say I could
I'll never change my ways without you

Oh baby without you
Where are you going
Cause I been waiting for something new
And it's never coming
So I just think about you

(Post-Chorus)
Now you say that I doubted you
Oh I never doubted you
But I never doubted you
Ooooh
Oooh
I never doubted you
Ooooh
Oooh Whoa

never doubt (Prod. michael harrison)

(Hook)
I don't know how to feel
I don't know how to feel
Or how to deal with you
How to deal with you

I don't know what is real
I don't know what is real
Do you feel something
Like you used to

I don't know how to feel
I don't know how to feel
Or how to deal with you
How to deal with you

(Verse 1)
Starting to feel alone
And I cannot go home
Something is wrong
I'm hurting alone

Every life that you take
Bleeds a different way
Don't tell me you know
Don't wanna die on my own

(Hook)
I don't know how to feel
I don't know how to feel
Or how to deal with you
How to deal with you

I don't know what is real
I don't know what is real
Do you feel something
Like you used to

how to feel (Prod. shvrs)

I've been watching
As you're walking from me
She's too sweaty
From yesterdays heat

I tried to tell you
You're all that I need
But you're slowly leaving
You're not right to me

I been chasing you
Don't know what I should do
Cause I been chasing you
Don't know what I should do

When you is not
Ever here for me
Like where do I go
When you say you leave

Tell me you love me
Tell me you want me
Tell me you love me
Tell me you need me

Aye
Looking your eyes I forgot my name
Forgot my name
I been here before but it's not the same
It's not the same

I know I only have myself to blame
Myself to blame
Aye
Finally stop making the same mistakes
Same mistakes

I been breaking brand new bridges
It's infinity vibes no limits
I be going hard in when I'm in it
Put you up in the stars when you finish

It's all I like
It's all I like
It's all I like for real

Like it's all I like
It's all I like
It's on my life for real

I do it like it's all I like
It's all I like
It's all I like for real

Do it like it's on my life
It's on my life
It's on my life for real

Do it like it's on my life
It's all I like
It's on my life for real

Do it like it's on my life
It's on my life
It's on my life

When you is not
Ever here for me
Like where do I go
When you say you leave

Tell me you love me
Tell me you want me
Tell me you love me
Tell me you need me

Aye
It's all I like
It's all I like for real

I do it like it's all I like
It's all I like for real

Like it's on my life
It's on my life for real
I do it like it's on my life
It's on my life for real

Tell Me (feat. Eric Matthys) [Prod. maldon & eyah]

Lyrics:

I been chasing doubt in friends
I shoulda been chasing you
Chasing doubt in friends
I shoulda been chasing you

I been chasing doubt in friends
I'm needing something new
At the end of the day it falls back on me

Falls back on me
You play with religion like you lose your keys
But baby I'm real 
Now you losing me

Can you bounce that
You
Bounce that
You
Bounce that 
You
Bounce that 
You you you

Can you bounce that
You
Bounce that
You
Bounce that 
You
Bounce that 
You you you
Bounce that

Chasing doubt in friends
I shoulda been chasing you

I been chasing doubt in friends
I'm needing something new
At the end of the day it falls back on me

Can you keep me alive 
When I'm cold in the morning 
Be true to me
Put a blanket on my feelings
Now we blocked on everything

Yeah tryna stay low but the money stacked from the roof to the floor
Seas part from your touch
From the east don't spend too much
Pockets too greased no fuss

Lose me and I lose you too
Control me and I control you too
Love the things that I choose
And baby that's you

You
Bounce that
You
Bounce that 
You
Bounce that 
You you you
Bounce that

You
Bounce that
You
Bounce that 
You you you
Bounce that

Chasing doubt in friends
I shoulda been chasing you

I been chasing doubt in friends
I'm needing something new
At the end of the day it falls back on me

BLESSME

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