prod. testing // mixed/mastered by the NAIT SIRK and SMEB // written by the NAIT SIRK // LYRICS:

It done been a dark winter,
Ima spark to light the way,
Keep my mental center
Ima star, why they trynna keep my shine dimmer,
I done come a far way, needed time to simmer
It done made my heart thicker,
BIC flicker,
Think I miss her
But know the texts won’t deliver
Just know my best it was given
And I ain’t resting right since then
and I been testing my limits
Been barely stretching my limbs and
I’m suckin’ air like a whippet
I’m outta breath, need a minute

Old acquaintances gave up on luck, picked up the cup
Holy affirmations, look to sun, know i’m the one
Deal with fluctuations of anxiety, can’t run
Years of medication, steady baking, all night long

Fears of implications if no one hears the songs
It’s a fear that I been chasing, i can’t stand to be wrong
I just air them out my respiration, like a hit of the bong 
My pessimations painted become vivid in song 

Yeahhh

ayyy

It done been a dark winter,
Ima spark to light the way,
I said, it done been a dark winter
& I'm just tryna keep my mental center

Yeahhh
still trynna beef, said i’m way beyond that
still finding peace, i been cutting’ contacts
ain’t speak in weeks and i feel the contrast
space what we needed, tho i didn’t want that

erase some demons with a potent za pack
way too high i forgot to respond back
shits my fault, can’t turn the clock back
hits in the vault, got more than a Bonds bat

sippin on Malt, few forties then i black
same four walls with the foam, where i’m at
started at dawn, now i look and the sky black
cook lil some, then i'm back for the night cap

took lil some, and it brought me right back
bit too much, and i saw my life flash
sinking deep, swear i need a life raft
ima just spin this needle and light gas

yeahhh

aye

said,
Missing components
I’m trynna find

They on my phone
Encroaching the line

Palm been itching For some time
Only a few who got my spine

I’m losing trust, the bottom line
Mom always known I’m one of a kind
I’m blocking off this heart of mine
Know Ima star, they blockin my shine

DARK WINTER

the NAIT SIRK & Alma 16 - TRYING TO BELIEVE [prod. Alma 16)

the NAIT SIRK & Alma 16 - WE GOOD [prod. Alma 16]

LYRICS: 

Verse 1 (OJ MOUNTAIN):

I look in the eye of the fake fucks
Mobilize my people all the way up
Enjoyed the morning aurora
Pierce the foil on the k cup
Translation,
I’m tryna form a routine so I don’t stay stuck
Forgot to put nutritious food in my trough 
Didn’t take one sip of water
But fear is easy to profit off of
Gotta disallow mistakes to dictate if I be off or on on a given day
I gotta say, my love is a disappearing act and frayed
My heart was turned into an ace of spades like David Blaine
Photos of my mother holding me
I often wonder how she envisioned the older me
Decency I employ 
My barometer of joy senses tsunami swells, rendering it void
Splashing with the koi in the pond of short term reward
I’m a tyrant in my own war

Verse 2 (the NAIT SIRK):

Moving scrupulous
Been dodging all the stupid shit
Watch the two spliffs
Accumulate into a cumulus
Among them like the stewardess
No rookie, I ain’t new to this
block my path, you ludicrous
Knock ya back like move bitch
Know I need the cream, need a cool whip
On my Wu shit
Need the blue strips
Pulling strings
Like acoustics
I’m a new fish,
Swimmin’ in the big pond
Droppin’ lip bombs
See who sink on 
Down… 
To the bottom,
Yeah, It’s fuck another autumn
I been parsing up my garden
I was born to fight like Spartan
At the airport, flight to foreign
Louis duffle, snuck the cart in
Vest of kevlar, guarded heart and
Never break in like some Doc Martens
Who adjacent, it’s a large margin
Sayin’ shit, you know I’ll put your face up on a carton
Boxing up the spaceship, feelin’ like a martian
I ain’t from this planet baby, they don’t get my jargon
Gotta play it smart with the green like Marcus
Keep a watchful eye of every corner like I’m Argus
Always staying up, swear the weed been like a harness
Take a couple puffs cuz the journey it been parlous

produced by Purpan // mixed & mastered by the NAIT SIRK

DARK WINTER

the NAIT SIRK

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