Mehh

spotify: https://spoti.fi/2JTJS3s
apple music: https://apple.co/3uP6pBH
tidal: https://bit.ly/35QiYod

beacon

eli filosov [ p h i l o ] - oneofone_rwrk

i wasnt aloud to watch whose line as a kid but i think its pretty good now

Download

happy thoughts

I spoke to the devil in miami, he said everything would be fine

shamana

joji x shamana - BESIDJU

rain

you & i cover w/ atlas

Visual : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tCZdLD9oEDs

title says it all, yikes !

artwork by m1saka

i fell in love with you one night in september.

@mt-marcy

LYRICS:
i'm sick of trembling in fear at the idea of death
since it's always on my mind i just hide in my bed
"everybody's scared of it" is what my therapist said
but my case seems worse, when i've barely been fed

because the kitchen's too far to desire the steps
it'd take to make it down the stairs and try to find a baguette
or something similar that wouldn't make my stomach upset
it doesn't feel like this is real, yeah, my mind is a mess

the only times it seems clear is when music is played
some relatable creator says i'll soon be okay
or when reading poetry trying to soothe the dismay
and i can lose my insecurities in cute little sayings, like

"why frown when the sun goes down,
if you'll wake in the morning to such nice sounds
when the nighttime creeps, well your eyes might weep
but that's just moonlight tryna find nice people"

"why frown when the sun comes 'round
even if you feel shaken or upside down
when the daytime hits, you'll be great, my friend
just make it through this, just make it through this"

"why frown when the sun comes 'round
even if you feel shaken or upside down
when the daytime hits, you'll be great, my friend
just make it through this, you can make it through this"

meurte

such nice sounds (prod. mt. marcy)

Upside Down Frowns (feat. Atlas)

with u' - Lonely

before yall comment saying this is the jocelyn flores instrumental, I made this song before X released that. He hit me up to use the instrumental.
Sample: https://www.instagram.com/p/BJX5zTfDkO1/?hl=en&taken-by=shilohdynasty
Shiloh's SC: https://soundcloud.com/shiloh-dynasty

im closing my eyes (feat. shiloh)

Had some time during finals to slap this together, probably not the best transition wise but some of my favorite songs in this one.

Listen on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_2CjiFU_zM

TRACKLIST
0:00 we used to talk every night (prod. elijah who) (https://soundcloud.com/mxmtoon/we-used-to-talk-every-night)
1:48 solo (https://soundcloud.com/iamsamsa/sets/solo)
5:18 My Mom Can Drive Us To Olive Garden (https://soundcloud.com/hamzah-zulqadar/my-mom-can-drive-us-to-olive-garden)
8:17 tired of love (https://soundcloud.com/xmittens/tired-of-love)
10:47 x jhfly (https://soundcloud.com/squidb3a/x-jhfly)
13:19 [ raw cuts ] 006 (https://soundcloud.com/lordmatador/raw-cuts-006)
15:15 1 take feelings reel Prod. Mittens (https://soundcloud.com/kuckoos/one-take-feelings-reel)

Follow The Artists:
mxmtoon (https://soundcloud.com/mxmtoon)
samsa (https://soundcloud.com/iamsamsa)
hamzah (https://soundcloud.com/hamzah-zulqadar)
Mittensさん (https://soundcloud.com/xmittens)
squid ethics (https://soundcloud.com/squidb3a)
[matador] (https://soundcloud.com/lordmatador)
kuckoo (https://soundcloud.com/kuckoos)

I do not own ANY rights to the music, if you have a problem with this way of promotion, shoot me an email and I will take the video down.

njon1990@yahoo.com

Collections 17' - Back Then - FULL

Collections 17' - Back Then

hey, thanks for 50k <3

lil vocal acting by my homies jake & marcus <3

lyrics:
i think that now i'd call myself a wordsmith
but not because of talent of ability
it's more that i can balance the facilities
of living as a human, while i'm sittin' here decal-ing my sililoquies
and i guess it makes sense, in that regard
i use my brain as a capture card
inhalin' every word i stumble upon
to try to catalog 'em all before the rapture starts

so you can tag along and follow all the wacky antics
like all my stupid problems that relapsing can't fix
"keep your head up out the sand, stop scratching that wrist
before you turn into another anxious ativan kid"
well i guess it's too late... a couple hundred panic states passed
and my broken self ran away fast
feels like i lost my body in a hand grenade blast
with all this absence in my soul, and i can't evade that

so i'm stuck... trapped in a painting of myself
that was made before i changed how i felt
i'm hoping that my other friends can break out and help
but to be honest, it seems like they've greyed out as well
i constantly remember back in high school
sneaking out to kick it with no pay stubs
everything was simpler then, i guess
i only feel free when there's something to escape from

so i'll keep writing songs of longing for the olden
looking to the future for my confidence and boldness
it certainly isn't here, and neither am i
but i think that we've established that enough to decide
that it's time for a change; or, rather, time to revert
'cause we all sorta miss the designs that we were
and maybe nowadays what i write's more diverse
but the patrick years back didn't understand hurt

and that hurts

a wistful remembrance

wordsmith ii (prod. purpan)

produced by, xxxtentacion
garette's revenge

I've dug two graves for us my dear, cant pretend that I was perfect, leaving you in fear, oh man, what a world the things I hear..

If i could act on my revenge, than oh would I..

some kill, some steal, some break your heart, and you had thought that I would let it go and let you walk,

well broken hearts break bones, so break up fast, and I dont wanna let it go, so in my grave i'll rot (repeat)

I love you garette
rest in peace, jocelyn, I will have my revenge upon the world

written and produced by Jahseh Onfroy, "xxxtentacion"

GARRETTS REVENGE

pt 2: https://soundcloud.com/iamjsan/pure-imagination-pt2-w-rook1e
@iamjsan
artwork by matchavi

pure imagination (w/ j'san)

every little thing you do

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1UEmniXqTa86Mvc2Y0FK0W?si=_RnDpSvXQSWw3iPW4mDiKw

dl: https://www.dropbox.com/s/tago17dbmvocma1/Make%20Me%20Smile.mp3?dl=0

Sarcastic Sounds - Make Me Smile

Fuck Love

i know you dont understand, know you dont give a damn. but mama please, just save me while you save while you still can.

Mehh

@Frappier_