Once there might have been big feelings inside
It has been ages since I last cried 
May be a sign of a stable mind 
Maybe i just have died inside 

And i think i might be a dried out emocean 
I put devotion into not seeing that 
Is there a secret potion you drink to have some feelings in your heart 
Solid notions I pretend to be in motion 
You damn emotions - kinda miss you hard 

Once there might have been some kindness in my heart 
Now i'm acting like some expensive piece of art 
I hate my life 
Just give my off heart a kick-start with a knife 

No water, no life,no emotions, no thrive

emocean

Yin to my Yang

first verse of a new project

who makes reality hell 2x
as we can do everything 
and everything can come true
i cant help but be afraid
and be the frightened fool
who makes reality hell 4x


dreaming is dangerous

Das Lied kommt mir intoniert genauso zusammengeschustert vor, wie ich es laut Lyrics auch bin. Nichts halbes, nichts ganzes. Etwas unschön, cringy und nur halb ernst.


Jedes Mal wenn ich in den Spiegel schau
fällt tot um, was ich mir zusammenbau
wenn die spiegel fern sind
und ich nur mich hab
und mein ego mir laut vorsingt
du bist die schönste im ganzen land
tjaa

doch wandele ich vorbei an spiegelnden oberflächen
zwingen sie mich, mich mit meinem gesicht zu befassen
mit der schrecklichen realität
die sich nie verändert hat
seit ich mich zuletzt gesehen hab

du bist die hässlichste im ganzen land
das brennt sich in mein träumer-gehirn
ein ganzes konstrukt, eine welt zerfällt
in mir 
(weil mein aussehen als wichtiger baustein fungiert
sehe ich nicht so aus wie gedacht, 
wer bin ich dann, wer existiert?)
und das ist alles so unschön
wie meine hohe stirn

ich lebe im zwiespalt
zwischen den beiden realitäten
eine im kopf, eine im außen
doch welche ist wahr
wenn alle mir glauben

ego (Du bist die Hässlichste im ganzen Land)

Too Good At Hiding

obwohl du alles kannst

I had some issues with recording the vocals, you can hear the cracks...

When you're like that, you're no one 
As a kid I was calm, the silence before a storm

Silence Of The Siren (Demo)

People would say I’m lost in the woods
They wouldn’t see the route I took			
But I got a compass in my chest
Heart and mind are still abreast

I’ve come from a much darker place than this	
I sense it in the brumous air, here is hope for an eternal kiss

So I keep on walking
and I keep on talking
Am I talking to myself?
So I keep on walking
and I keep on talking
Am I walking in a circle, help!

I had to face so many fears
I became desperate
Once in a blue moon I sheda tear
I will search until I’m dead 	
		
So when will I come to you
I ask myself, I ask the moon
Because forever is longer without you
Because forever is nothing without you

Lost In The Woods (made with loop station)

Lalala

Black Rainbow by CocoRosie (Cover)

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Your Girlfriend's Name (2019 Original)

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Darkness seeps out of the orange on the old walls
no matter how I turn it
the past crawls nimbly
like a nightmare into me 
Everything becomes illusion, 
Don't want to be here
it won't let me go, I can't free myself from its tight grip here 

The cacti on the dim windowsill
are somehow like me
they don't need much love, only light
but thats a lie
they seem fulfilled with the drought
but i phantasize their cries in lonely summer nights
ahh

Chorus
Help, where is the exit of my head
the walls are coming closer
orange is the color of trauma
with that being said
it's no wonder that's the color of my aura

The steps are lined with blue carpet
they remind me of my childhood
And the reddish brown tiles 
still absorb every light
The house fulfills its constricting duty
It shakes every newly grown layer 
carefully cultivated, fertilized me's
I shrink, shrink, shrink
Till I am so small that my defenses sink

The Color Of Trauma (Acoustic Original)

Lyrics:

Living in a tower high up in the thunderclouds
Never raising my voice bc no one hears my shouts
I do that to myself and I’m almost proud

Listening to my fears more
than to my trust
Someday I must shake off all the dust
look out the only window,
see a spot of blue
realize there are no new winds to sow
and you're the spot of blue

Any second I could start
But goodbyes are tough, I can’t depart

I’ve always lived in a pandemonium
Only eating plutonium
Which is formed out of thoughts like everything

My Pandemonium (better quality)

in the wild, our hearts beat as one
together we run, till the night is done
mr wolf, together we'll roam
eternal love, someone to call your own
with howls of devotion, our lives unfold
never a better story will be told
inside our bond is firmly set
mr wolf, my soulmate, you'll never forget

so join me in my lucid dream
where we are wolves not merely sheep
in my dearest dream, won't you meet there
everything we need in a bond this rare
as reality becomes a distant stream
in this realm, i'll wait for you, it seems
patience unyielding, everything flees
but the ice layer breaks, when you'll find me
so please meet me here in my lucid dream
where i'll wait until you become reality

in the wild, our hearts bleed as one
together we run, till the night is done

Mr Wolf (Original Bandlab Song)

about the fear of being consumed by another being, metaphorically speaking

More Than A Whisper (Original Bandlab Song)

Lost In The Woods

Darkness seeps out of the orange on the old walls
no matter how I turn it
the past crawls nimbly
like a nightmare into me 
Everything becomes illusion, 
Don't want to be here
it won't let me go, I can't free myself from its tight grip here 

Chorus:
Help, where is the exit of my head
the walls are coming closer
orange is the color of trauma
with that being said
it's no wonder that's the color of my aura

The cacti on the dim windowsill
are somehow like me
they don't need much love, only light
but thats a lie
they seem fulfilled with the drought
but i phantasize their cries in lonely summer nights

Chorus:
Help, where is the exit of my head
the walls are coming closer
orange is the color of trauma
with that being said
it's no wonder that's the color of my aura

The steps are lined with blue carpet
they remind me of my childhood
And the reddish brown tiles 
still absorb every light
The house fulfills its constricting duty
It shakes every newly grown layer 
carefully cultivated, fertilized me's
I shrink, shrink, shrink
Till I am so small that my defenses sink

Chorus:
Help, where is the exit of my head
the walls are coming closer
orange is the color of trauma
with that being said
it's no wonder that's the color of my aura

The Color Of Trauma ("Studio" Version)

Chorus:
My never edding love is yours
Even when the rain always pours
Your soul's forever inked edding black
Even when I'm (we're) sad, sad sad
 
Verse 1
I'd like a man who understands
The Edding scribbles on his hand
Who loves me for my odd odd mind
That does not grind my brightest shine

Verse 2
Instead I want to shine with you
Embrace your halo with mine, too
I want to dance around his soul
I want to become a bird, me mole

Never Edding Love

Writing songs to capture my soul's colours. 💚💙💛

For all the witches, sirens and other magical creatures outside there.

A musical mixture between CocoRosie and The National.

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