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She had angel eyes 

Angel eyes 

She had angel eyes 


She had angel eyes 
What’s on her mind 
Every single moment she don’t waste her time
She broke me right down till she took my life 
Maybe she’s a devil with a cheap disguise 

She’s an evil one 
She don’t care for me 
Took away my heart and almost all of me 
She had angel eyes 
What’s on her mind
Everytime she spoke why she tell me lies 

These drugs that I’m taking got me confused 
But I couldn’t stop to think I was gettin used
 felt less alone and you took it away
But you left me alone and it hurts today 

I’ll never be the same 
Said I’ll never change 
Told me I’m the problem 
In every single way 
You broke me till I changed 
And left me with the blame 
I gave everything just to see your face

Angel Eyes (Prod. Athain)

its late at night
and im drunk again
got a blurry sight
while im losing friends
imma die alone 
im bleeding on the pavement
doing drugs cus i lost hope
i'll never be her favorite 

yea i know
im never enough
thats why im always on drugs
but i like it like that 
and i know
that i should give a fuck
but i dont
nah i dont

@caspywaspy
i should give a fuck 
everytime that im stoned
everytime that im high
everytime that i'm broke
but i can't let go
of this pain that i hold
so i'll keep on digging
this big ass hole 
cause my walls caved in
and my floor it broke 
i need sum help
but i keep it on the low 
will i ever 
be better
well i don't know
will i last forever
shit i hope so 

just break what's left of me~
i beg u please just leave~
i don't want you to see 
the way i made myself bleed

i know w/casperrr (morin x splashgvng)

this shit popped up in my snapchat memories from 4 years ago... never dropped this one cuz sum bullshit but I figured better late then never so here's a leak. enjoyyyyyy. comment burnout4ever

PRADA (FEAT. ☋ EMO FRUITS ☋) *2019 LEAK*

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Cover art by BVD CXRTEX:
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Lyrics
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Bittersweet goodbyes
And tired eyes
We both never lie
Couldn't take my advice
When I'm the one I despise
So just cut me free

Bittersweet goodbyes
And tired eyes
We both never lie (I hope you forget me)
Couldn't take my advice
When I'm the one I despise
So just cut me free (So cut me free)

You won't listen when I tell you that I'm not okay
So much liqueur in my drink I need a double take
Sticky fingers I'm stickin' to blunts everyday
I know it fuck me up, that's why I put it to my face
And you textin' me you love me 'cause you know the pain
We ain't sober in days, maybe discover a way
Maybe uncover another one of us that acts sane
But if it means the end of this I don't wanna change

If you really wanna love me you can love me back
You don't need to put yourself through the heart attack
If you really wanna love me you can love me back
You don't need to put yourself through this, yeah

Pick up the phone
No call or text I'm fucked from the jetlag
Let me know
If you even wanna talk 'cause you know I gotta check that
Why you gotta be so cold
I said I'm in love, you finish the cigarette pack
Let me know
That I was fun while it lasted but I was just a setback

So I guess this is the end of the path
I've been here so long I think that I lost track
I think I lost myself in the oblivion
Look into the void, I can feel it gaze back
But you're talking to me like I had my own plan
Like I knew it wouldn't work out and it wouldn't last
How could I be so oblivious
When you said you love me, I wasn't supposed to get attached

Bittersweet goodbyes
And tired eyes
We both never lie (I hope you forget me)
Couldn't take my advice
When you're the thing I despise
So just cut me free (So cut me free)

I don't wanna go back to that road no more
I don't wanna go back to that road no more

Cut Me Free [Prod. Cian x RJ Pasin]

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvCFsyrL90g
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7jUTeinjCuSIbVA7siYc5y?si=038fb991e48e445a

Lyrics:
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

I can’t say a thing, you went somewhere else
In the end I guess I’m by myself
Can’t distract myself
Nothing really helps
Nothing said I felt nothing
When I wanted something
I knew I was bluffing 
So I stop to take a drink, and I start to think
Will everything disappear when I blink
If you ever wanna know about me
I’m too open, full of vulnerability 
Cut me open, I’ll give you anything you need
Leave me broken, that’s a possibility 

Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

Die lately die lately 
I wanna die lately
Sometimes I wanna relapse but I know that it won’t save me
There’s a fake me, there’s a fake me
I don’t know what side you’ll see
Different sides of honesty
When I lie I swear I do it honestly
Honestly i just feel to many things
All these voices haunting me
Always fucking clawing me
Clawing me, clawing me

Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

Spotify

NOTHING REALLY HELPS (prod. iamlonely)

prod me<3

lyrics:

i just wanna waste my time with you
i don't wanna spend one day without you
in my head a million words
and every single one about you
i don't wanna wait much longer darling
but you know i will for you
you know that i

you know i'll love you til the sun dies baby
god you drive me crazy
i'm addicted to you lately
and i will not apologize
think that you could save me
think that you're my everything 
oh i
oh i

i'm glad you're in my life
took my by surprise
and opened up my eyes
to what love should be like
i'm glad you're in my life
glad you're by my side
glad to see you here tonight
tonight

i just wanna waste my time with you
i don't wanna spend one day without you
in my head a million words
and every single one about you
i don't wanna wait much longer darling
but you know i will for you
you know that i

you know i'll love you til the sun dies baby
god you drive me crazy
i'm addicted to you lately
and i will not apologize
think that you could save me
think that you're my everything 
oh i
oh i

til the sun dies

: 🕺🏼 Ophelia Remix 🕺🏼 :

from "ZOMBIELAND"
IG - txcka_

GOTHIC UNDERGROUND

2 Choices

prod. @trechorboy
cover art @trechorboy
feat. @trechorboy, @itsyungvan

[VAN]

i feel all alone right now
i feel all alone way deep inside
i dont wanna talk right now
i dont wanna talk to anyone

i feel all alone right now
i feel all alone way deep inside
i dont wanna talk right now
i jus wanna run away and hide

[TRECH]

i cant really talk right now
like i dont rlly think its a good time
i still be alive somehow
even when i try to die

im crying in my basemtent now
spinal fluid leaks straight into my eyes
everything that i allow
somehow im still scraping by

[VAN]

yeah i feel alone
nobody's calling me anymore
i dont even know why i have a phone
if everybody's just gonna go ghost
yeah, a 2 seater with a tube heater
ill drive out west just to go and meet her
im so fucking delusional id fly
if i wasn't afraid i would die

i feel all alone right now
i feel all alone way deep inside
i dont wanna talk right now
i dont wanna talk to anyone

i feel all alone right now
i feel all alone way deep inside
i dont wanna talk right now
i jus wanna run away and hide

[TRECH]

i cant really talk right now
like i dont rlly think its a good time
i still be alive somehow
even when i try to die

im crying in my basemtent now
spinal fluid leaks straight into my eyes
everything that i allow
somehow im-

~still scraping by~
~still scraping by~

spotify

BIOHAZARD w/ Yung Van

part of a new series of 'one takes' i'm doing for a few of my songs over the next few months x

stay tuned for more <3

~ beside me (one take: acoustic)

produced by ciel @cielx
mixed and mastered by lunafreya @notluna
cover art by riley carr

thank you for listening

LYRICS:
dependence got grip on me 
so beat down i cant think right
baby you know you can leave
dont let me hold down your life

why is it so hard
to stay away?
need to keep your space
wish we had time to waste

i dont want you to leave
i dont know why i believed
you would stick around
for someone like me

our time is running out
lets take a different route
with the windows down
and our head in the clouds

i locked the fucking door
laying on the floor
our pictures scattered around
cant take it anymore

i know i cant make you stay
wish i could change our fate
shouldve known by now
that it would end this way

i didnt know how to say goodbye
(say goodbyeee)
endless scrolling just to get you off my mind
(off my miind)

i dont wanna let you go
even though youre leaving tomorrow
can we spend this last night together?
you make hours feel like forever

i didnt want you to leave
i dont know why i believed
you would stick around
for someone like me

our time has run out, glad
we took a different route
with the windows down
and our head in the clouds

i locked the fucking door
laying on the floor
our pictures scattered around
cant take it anymore

i know i cant make you stay
wish i could change our fate
shouldve known by now
it had to end this way

goodbye (prod. ciel)

Lyrics:
Throwing up my guts, while its burning in my mouth
Feel my throat be closing up, cause I'm chokin on the nouns
That I'm trying to speak of, but I can't because they clown
Got me all but beaten down, know I'll always stand my ground

Know I'll always be around, catch me in the lost and found
Been discarded from this town, but there's no one else around
Cause they left me in the cold, let me fend all on my own
While the wolves rip out my soul, and these bottles help me cope

I got no friends but a crowbar and a bottle of Jack
You catch me faded in a Lambo cause I'm bringing it back
And if I'm lucky I might wake up and throw up in the back
And get a second chance to call you and tell you to come back
(Come back)

Dying in Versace a big mood
Bleeding on my Ksubis and kicks too
Stumble through my money I trip too
Pass out on the floor I can't kiss you, I miss you

I miss you

Dying In Versace

dying in versace

prod @uglyjabronifony + @cadenbobaden

lyrics:

(hook):
Baby I was born 2 lose
But now I’m built 2 win
They see gg on the move 
They wanna fuck with him
I remember when I said I’d never love again
But bitch I’m with the gang them my brothers don’t need no fuckin friends

I’m one step ahead of you 
Feel like professor X
Eyes stay low like bts
How I relieve the stress
They say I’m dumb
Bc I live my life like I don’t wanna see the rest
Baby I’m numb
And that’s why idgaf or feel depressed
I fall apart 
come alive in the dark
I relate 2 the stars 
How I cope cause I’m scared
When we walk thru the spot 
Then bitches know who we are
They know we them boys and they wanna come 2 mars
I don’t wanna feel so I pour it like it’s art
Bitch you know my swag 
Look like rockstar no guitar
I’m in my bag and these haters tryna slime me
But they mad
Know you mad
Bill oreilly 
Is it true I made your swag 
Shit probably 
Is it true that mom your dad
Shit probably
But they still try 2 plot
Try 2 line me 
That’s why I keep them close like they Siamese
But bitch I’m going ghost you can’t find me
Keep my circle small like a time piece 
I see you in my rear view behind me
Bitch I see you in my rear view behind me

(Hook)

All these people hit my phone ignore them 
DND leave me alone I’m recording 
I only answer if it’s important 
And that’s only 4 the bag and the fortune 
And I’m rolling thru the woods like a Forrest
Got me sight seeing like a tourist
Bitch I left your party cause it’s boring 
You are not aloud in the void fortress 
I was walking in the rain feeling hopeless 
I still walk the same road
But now it’s hope bitch
And I wanna fly away
That’s why I’m floating
Floating thru the clouds in the open
Imma hold it down 4 the moment 
But I’ll hold it down forever 4 my bros bitch 
And I’m with the plague like a locust
But we play the background go unnoticed <3..

Built2Win [prod. fony wallace + cadenbobaden]

Vanete & Sin - Shreds Of Hope (2018 rare)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbP7EYPuWsI&feature=youtu.be

3 7 13 - Three Summers In A Row (VIDEO IN DESC)

[Prod. Wellfed] @lilduckk

Lyrics:
All day all night getting fucking high
Said she fucking loved me but she wanted me to die
I just wanna die, im a sacrifice 
Drugs everynight, love me like a lie

she just using me
i got her blood on me
And i can barely breathe
tell me what you see in me

I can make it
Why do you fake it
Broke my heart baby why did you take it
Cant fix this mess im in
Wake up every day cant take the stress im in
X2

All day all night getting fucking high
Said she fucking loved me but she wanted me to die
I just wanna die, im a sacrifice 
Drugs everynight, love me like a lie

she just using me
i got her blood on me
And i can barely breathe
tell me what you see in me

bleeding now your leavin, lately i dont even gotta reason
Everybody fuckin with my feelins
Got me risking everything to feel shit

Love Me Like A Lie [Prod. Wellfed]

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Vanete & Sin - Shreds Of Hope (2018 rare)

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