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I'll always love you.

- Much thanks to Idst and 990x :)

rain

this song is for my friend hoot :)

lyrics:
why haven’t I done my homework last night?
‘cause I was busy making dumb songs,
so I could make up for being so wrong
I’m sorry, for everything I’ve done doesn’t involve pork!
but suddenly you matter
and suddenly I see you in my mind and I gotta stop myself from starting all this chatter…

like when I say you’re great, I mean it
but for some reason, you don’t really believe it
how are you so fast? you’re in first and not last
all loud and proud
but when I say your art is amazing
for some reason you just say that I’m crazy
that’s not true! I’m okay, but not you, you would slay
all day and every day

but now, there’s something I wanna tell you
it might even shock you
it goes a little bit like this

(chorus, v1) 
you’re lovely and artistic and irreplaceable 
so beautiful, and as usual
you go around thinking you’re the worst thing that’s ever existed
no, you’re not!
you’re the closest thing to perfect I’ve ever seen

when you get insecure, I can feel it
your art is god-tier, He don’t need it
you work so hard to get it done, but then still think you haven’t won
when will it stop?
and lately, I’ve been trying to make sense
how you can make a stud that’s so intense?!
just keep going, then you’ll see, how much you mean to me
I hope you never leave

but now, there’s something I still wanna tell you
it might even shock you
it goes a little bit like this

(chorus 2)
you are lucky and athletic and inspiring
‘cause this song was made just for you!
so brilliant, and as usual
you go around thinking you deserve garbage on this earth
no, you don’t!
you’re the closest thing to perfect I’ve ever seen

forget about the homework
I’d rather spend my time with you
if you don’t think you’re a genius
I will whack you with my shoe!! >:D
did you just hear what I will dooo?!! 
I said I’ll whack you with a/my shoe!

you’re so lovely and artistic and irreplaceable
so beautiful, and as usual
(and) I hope you’ll really understand that you’re so worth it
and now I’m sick and tired of all the lies you fire
so just admit…
that you’re a hoot!

hoot hoot

AT THIS POINT

sat on this for a year. issa rap

mixed by: @blue-tinted-glass

produced by: me and @elijahwho

All Alone (Prod. Me x Elijah Who) (Out Now on Streaming)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/goosetaf
no sleep it's just pain
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Botanical Boy

SPOTIFY!!!

STILL STRANGE (prod. goosetaf)

im not feeling too great, so this ones for an old friend, i left their name in the first one so i re uploaded to take it out, sorry.

prd. @vaultofdev

spotify link: https://spoti.fi/2D3JubR

find peace | prd. dev (on spotify)

thank u for 30k <3

@p1kehead (chorus)
@kamaliallie (verse)
@akitsunami (verse)
@midjuner (guitar)

lyrics:
@tycoongravy // pikehead
sunday mood. its one of those days where you just dont get food.
sunday mood. its one of those days where you just dont get nudes.
sunday mood. its one of those caves where you just dont get loot.
sunday mood. its one of those days where you need solitude.

@soydairy
its a sunday mood, and im chillin in my room
its my house but it dont feel like home.
its my tomb, and i wanna be alone
feelin sad, so please dont hit my phone

and im drownin in emotions, tryna stay afloat
feelin stressed and caught up in my woes
no energy, my battery is low
keep the shit bottled up, i might explode

need help, but id rather stay solo
need escape, might catch a plane to tokyo

maybe ill feel better tomorrow, but right now its a—(chorus)

@kamaliallie // kamali
i’m a lone wolf, 24/7
i ain’t go to church cause i don’t believe in heaven
left the window cracked, its like 30 degrees
and my bed is icy like we was at 7/11
i got a shit ton of homework that i ain’t do yet,
i’mma do it all last minute, i told these hoes “bet”
i don’t even fuck with these bitches, and i dont fuck with these fishes up in the sea, boi i never needed a new pet

i don’t need an old one neither,
homies stay dead like we was sippin on ether
and we spittin fire like a rathian
burning all these bitches in our path again
don’t try to pull up because we lackin it
bout to blow up,
lighter fluid in my cup,
yall be acting like a pup,
dont give a fuck
we be movin like a truck
we be runnin like a buck
who needs luck
when you up with the gang,
we stay them dudes
only emotion we feel inside is that—(chorus)

@akitsunami // aki
sunday mood got me feeling down feeling low
cuz no one really knows what be goin on behind the curtains, ya boy is hurtin.
and the demons are lurking
while his soul is searching

and now im wondering if life is even worth it,
cuz i been feeling, awfully lonely
cuz i cant find my, one and only
so i been chillin, with the homies 

but they dont know me, cuz i dont know me
cuz ive been feeling, way too broken
cause i am not a man, im just pieces
the image in the mirror got me feeling so speechless, and i dont even mean to be this

i dont mean to be this dude
so ima just change my attitude, and maybe i can vibe to this sunday mood.
shit, maybe i can vibe to a sunday mood.

🔮 sunday mood

Mixing and mastering by @dustbunnybedroom
Remix of i'm sorry - Swell
Original Instrumental by @swellism Swell, "i'm sorry (feat. shiloh)"
(A single off of the album "Gassed")

Lyrics:
My apologies, my apologies
But now you got me starting new philosophies
Had enough of me, but you still wondering
What type of shit I am slowly pondering
I just wanna be
You wanna be a new thing 
But you got a new ring
Put me on a new sling
Contradicting, girl what are you feeling
Hearin you talk, but that shit is deceiving 
Boutta retract, but you're reeling in
Damn
Got me as high as the ceiling is
Damn
Arms are wide open, but I'm feeling cramped 
Give me some closure, I might need a re-vamp
Watch a boy grab you right out of the back
While I'm busy with trippin some bottles of jack
And I'm hoping my shit will soon get on a plaque
Cuz we're focused on getting a number one track 
But damn, why the hell you really want that
Getting on blast like a bomb in ya pack
I ain’t joking, I can’t even get a call back
Like the service ain’t workin, I know it’s intact 
With a girl like you
It must illegal
Put on a mask and you hiding the evil, within
Me missing you is a sin
Man i'm so dizzy the air is so thin
__
I’m sorry I’m sorry, my feelings are so faulty
What I did to hurt you, babe you left me feeling salty
You haunt me you haunt me, now you make my evil show
Girl you got me trippin, I’m a mess and you don’t even know 
__
I can't stop running from the love
No angels helping from above
You make me go from push to shove
Babe I'm just missing what was us
Cuz thinking bout you makes me blush
Let’s take it slow and not a rush
What’s on your mind, hey what’s the fuss
Got no more value no more trust
Just little things like "how's it going?"
Man it's so cold it must be snowing
Like how the hell will we be growing
If you just leave without me knowing
I'm sorry for the things I've said
And done that fucked you in the head
No need to fake it and pretend
Maybe you and I could try again, yuh
__
I’m sorry I’m sorry, my feelings are so faulty
What I did to hurt you, babe you left me feeling salty
You haunt me you haunt me, now you make my evil show
Girl you got me trippin, I’m a mess and you don’t even know 
__

Gassed

My Apologies (prod. Swell)

I know ill find you one day...

Prod. @joanbeats
Mixed and Mastered by @iamhrtbrk
Cover Art from Manga: Kimi ni Happiness by Ruka Ichinose

future love (prod. GOUHT)

I can tell
She wants a bad boy
She wants a sad boy
Someone broken she can fix
I’ll let her try
Even though I
Know that it’s gonna be 
A waste of her time
Cuz I, I, I
Am not the type of guy
To change my ways
Cuz it’s all the same 
I swear they’re all the same
Yeah I could try
But what if I
Let down these walls 
And she finds out I’m dead inside


Could we please keep this short
I don’t wanna stay too long
Cuz I’ve got places to be
And it’s getting harder for me
To leave
Yeah
Could we please keep this short 
I don’t wanna waste too much time
It’s been a lot of fun but I
Know that I will ruin your life

I can tell
She wants a bad boy
She wants a sad boy
Someone with potential
Only she can see she believes in me
Even though I try
To see how far that I
Can push it
Cuz I, I, I
Am not the type of guy
To change my ways
Cuz it’s all the same 
I swear we’re all the same
Yeah I could try
But what if I
Let down these walls 
And I find out I’m dead inside


Could we please keep this short
I don’t wanna stay too long
Cuz I’ve got places to be
And it’s getting harder for me
To leave
Yeah
Could we please keep this short 
I don’t wanna waste too much time
It’s been a lot of fun but I
Know that I will ruin your life

So goodbye

Could We Please Keep This Short

some tracks i never released or finished haha (volume 1)
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unfinished

unfinished - volume 1

anotha one
Lyrics:
I´ve been up
I´ve been down
when Im in 
you are out
when you are gone
Im so done

I´ve been sitting at the edge of my bed
thinking about putting a bullet through my head
I still remember those days
when you where here, but now you are so far away
I wish I was numb for the days to come
thats why I´m always drunk, thank god for rum
sip a 40 all the way
untill the pain goes away
and i say
yeah
yeah

I´ve been up
I´ve been down
when Im in 
you are out
I hope you doing fine
without me by your side

Without You (Prod. YoungTaylor x Beowulf)

Joji - Slow Dancing In The Dark (juppe remake)

i really liked this track so i put lyrics to it. i obviously don’t own it.

Truth

Truth (prod. Alicks)

why didn't you answer when i called 
maybe that's mean
maybe that's flaw
I don't want to tell you how I am at night
Ain't so hard 
No more
Just sad in my own bed
in my own house
in my own shed
I'm losing my mind every night
lighting my shit like its right
I'm ready to lose my mind 
because of your cause 
ungrateful flaws
because of your cause 
ungrateful flaws
I'm ready to lose my mind 
because of your cause 
not because ungrateful flaws
but because of your cause
but nothing else not because of you or myself

[Your cause.]

Hey Zach, hows it going?

lyrics

please don’t go run for cover,
cause i don’t want another,
and it don’t get much better than 
you you you you you you.

please don’t go run for cover,
cause i don’t want another,
and it don’t get much better than 
you you you you you you.

i know.

it’s ivan.

and i’m sorry that it irks you.
see less is pain,
and loves to gain,
like heaven on this earth too,
too blue keep running circles,
and hiding from my verse shoes,
keep stepping on my heart,
and kick the sand all on my virtues.
flew by all on your carpet,
accommodate yourself,
you’re just a flying piece of garbage.
keep drowning in your wealth,
and leave the poor man bleeding silent.
you better run for cover,
so my words won’t sting like venom,
and the vibe won’t stick to silence.

please don’t go run for cover,
cause i don’t want another,
and it don’t get much better than 
you you you you you you.

look, i know your ex treated you crazy.
he left some little notes,
tied to your heart so i got lazy.
giving up on all your love so you could learn to scream my name, 
jeez.
stop messing w my heart. 
um are you crazy?
it’s simple.

i’d rather talk then keep it violent.
no ex without the o’s i’ll keep it slow
the movement’s timing,
i know.

you really wanna stay,
but i suggested that you go.
and say goodbyes along the way.
so go ahead and
close the door behind you,
so the stench won’t reach my soul.
and my charisma won’t confine you.
and every night you wanna cry,
i hope you recognize that i spent years 
so full of nights that i just cried to feel alive.

look... i know...

um. (prod. siin)

safe and sound (cover) - plants & planets

Some scum shit I been feeling ya dig??

Check out @naniimo cause he my best friend <3

I do not own the artwork.

 Lyrics 

(Verse 1)
Oh baby get back
Gotta keep walkin
And cover my tracks
Man I feel stupid
I'm losing my shit
Where do I go
Where do I go?
Damn
Aye
I got a reason to stay
Yeah
Hoping to start a new wave
Whoa
Looking for reasons to change
Aye
Oh it's a hit in the face
Yeah

Aye
Wishing that we could be somethin new
Babe you got me feelin really blue
How can I go and be next to you
Next to you
Stop

Oh I'm thinking that it's never fair
Thoughts pouring out into the air
How am I supposed to deal with fear
Deal with fear
Hey

Think about it on the regular
Oh Oh
Man I'm feelin like another one
Oh Oh
How long am I gonna wait again?
Oh Oh 
Just so I can go and hold your hand

(Hook)
Ouu
Girl you got me in a ruse
I don't know what else to do
No I shouldn't have to choose
I don't know  
You
Got me lookin like a fool
Never should've fell for you
Honestly I should'a caught it
And I never would've had to go and lose
No

(Verse 2)
Baby boo on the instagram
Couple likes from a couple friends
Damn I'm feelin like the man again
The man again
Yeah
Taking dick like she never did
Call me daddy, ask her did she miss
Now I'm thinking what the fuck is this
Switch
Damn now it's all about to end
Man fuck, gotta do it all again
Oh shit really thought it was a win
She's gone, chillin with another man
Again oh
I don't wanna have to wait
Oh no
Just to see your pretty face
Oh no
Gotta try to get away
Oh no
I will never be the same

off and on (Prod. by Naniimo)

Inner Demon(prod. Ocean Beats)

Hii Darlings~!🍒 "13unnies are cute but so are you~"

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genderlessdaddy