It sounds sooo good no cap❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

here is another musical embodiment of intense emotions

prod. me and ft. @srrygate
yes i recorded the guitar :)

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(chriad)
i'll try to make the most of everything i've got
but i don't want to feel loved when i'm really not
and i'm sorry that i'm running all out of fake smiles
guess i just haven't felt safe in a while
an empty space is eating my insides
and when you said you'd stay forever guess you lied

(chriad)
guess you lied
(gate)
why'd you do that
(chriad)
guess you lied
(gate)
i guess i died

(gate)
what happened last week
was it the drugs or was it me that made you leave
i wrote it down in my book
i signed it with my blood and yours
cause yours-
you're the one that broke my heart
i know i fell apart
i know losing one is hard
but losing me is worse
the only way is down
when my feet left the ground
i won't feel a thing
the pain will go away
the pain will fade away
and you're the one to blame

(chriad)
i'm too fucking anxious to even want to go to sleep
but i don't know if i prefer the nightmares or reality
i miss the nights you'd hold my head against your chest 
but now i'm alone
it's hard to call this my home
i was naive to believe that you would never leave 
my bed is cold and empty without your warmth next to me
i was so in love with you and you'll never love me back
i cared the most for you and you'll never show love back

orangecore

naive

Spotify

naive (ft. gate)

~lyrics~ 

you’re a toxic ass bitch and i cannot take you
i take it all back, i don’t miss you i just hate you
and you think i played you but i just knew the fake you
gaslight me it was never true

you were toxic as fuck bitch
telling all these lies like i’d ever give a fuck bitch (oh)
and you already got a new bitch
so why you posting still worried about this kid (me!)
it was about me not about you, stop making this all about yourself 
it’s so toxic and i think you needa go and get some help
posting all this shit, ur on the lowest shelf
you’re a fucking bitch, you’re crazy as hell

you’re a toxic ass bitch and i cannot take you
i take it all back, i don’t miss you i just hate you
and you think i played you but i just knew the fake you
gaslight me it was never true









you’re a toxic ass bitch and i cannot take you
i take it all back, i don’t miss you i just hate you
and you think i played you but i just knew the fake you
gaslight me it was never true

you were toxic as fuck bitch
telling all these lies like i’d ever give a fuck bitch (oh)
and you already got a new bitch
so why you posting still worried about this kid (me!)
it was about me not about you, stop making this all about yourself 
it’s so toxic and i think you needa go and get some help
posting all this shit, ur on the lowest shelf
you’re a fucking bitch, you’re crazy as hell

you’re a toxic ass bitch and i cannot take you
i take it all back, i don’t miss you i just hate you
and you think i played you but i just knew the fake you
gaslight me it was never true

crazy as hell (guda x baz)

ty for everything<3
i worked very hard on this song
prod dead yami 

verse 1
my friends told me all these stupid lies
and ik it cus i saw it with my own fuckin eyes 
you told me i’m annoying yea that’s a big suprise
ur the reason ion wanna live my fuckin life
and i’m so damn tired of the shit u say
while i think abt my problems like everyday
and ik none of my friends are the same
as they used to be like in the good days 

(chorus 1 idk)
i fuck up everything and idk how to fix anything 
idk why i let my problems take over me
n i hate myself so much i tie the rope around the tree 
and they force me to be someone i don’t wanna be

my friends told me all these stupid lies
and ik it cus i saw it with my own fuckin eyes 
you told me i’m annoying yea that’s a big suprise
ur the reason ion wanna live my fuckin life
and i’m so damn tired of the shit u say
while i think abt my problems like everyday
and ik none of my friends are the same
as they used to be like in the good days 

cus i got problems that ik i will never speak abt
and i just wanna runaway from this shitty town
and i know nobody will be there for me when i drown
from the sorrow and the anger that i never talk abt
i fuck up everything and idk how to fix anything 
everything gets in my way i cannot mf breath 
and i’m just a lil loser no one cares abt me
nd i hate the shit i’m going thru i’m not even a teen

i got so much on my mind that i’ll never say
i’m only 12 and i still wanna end my days

i fuck up everything and idk how to fix anything 
idk why i let my problems take over me
n i hate myself so much i tie the rope around the tree 
and they force me to be someone i don’t wanna be

cus i got problems that ik i will never speak abt
and i just wanna runaway from this shitty town
and i know nobody will be there for me when i drown
from the sorrow and the anger that i never talk abt
i fuck up everything and idk how to fix anything 
everything gets in my way i cannot mf breath 
and i’m just a lil loser no one cares abt me
nd i hate the shit i’m going thru i’m not even a teen

anything

get yourself together
find yourself
you're lost 
i can't help
you read a book
that said you could change
but you can't 
you can't ever change
you can't change
from what you've become
face your fears
now don't run
you can't hide
you can't run
you can't hide
in the end i win
i walk past your grave
i win x4
oh
i win
yeah you lost x3 
oh
yeah you lost

instrumental by me

streaming

in the end

Also on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2Iiy7k5v7JJ4p9OhK2geGy

@psych
@poondauwu

Lyrics:

You know I fall for it every time
Keep pullin me in then you go hang up the line       
You love to strike me down when I do something for me 
Start to feel like Im lost and incomplete
Youre all on me 
Saying I broke everything then
you go and act like you never said a thing 
Im so tired of you talkin down my name 
If I leave you then you have yourself to blame
  
Call me bitching every time 
Sigh when I pick up the line
Do what you ask like I do not mind
Act like Im wrong and youre right
Building this fire youre feedin it fuel
You broke me down I feel like a fool
Stay up at night as I think about you
Why cant you see all the damage you do

Love to fight and scream till I up and leave
And you always on my head please just let me breathe
Ask you "baby please what did I do"
You tell me lies and pretend that its true

Psych: 
[??]

Listen on Spotify

Blame (feat. Psych) (prod. poonda)

s/o @iamerdo, @gicc, @1afflicted
first solo song in like a year LOL
make sure it doesnt flop
mixed & mastered by me

✿lyrics✿
[verse]
i cnt fold whn under pressure, gotta catch my breath
talkin tuff on twitter-ah-uh-uh, gonna stomp his head
bands up, bands up, bitch u kno im stackin bread
hands up, hands up, kill him now he fuckin dead

[chorus]
i like ricky's, i dont fuck wit vans
talkin tough, can u show a band
i got money in my truey pants
only friend is the president
x2 

[verse]
yea im going u-u-uh-uh, i dont wanna come down
dont knowwho to trust, only want me for my b-u-uh-uh0ucks
pussy talkin tuff, so you know he getting gunnedown
wanna test yo luck, kill his (uhh), before the sun (down)

im takng drugs like my addicted
purple stuff inside my cup you wonder what im sipping
choppa going bang, bang, bang, on his head now he missing
bang, bang, bang, hundred shots now he tripping

[chorus]
i like ricky's, i dont fuck wit vans
talkin tough, can u show a band
i got money in my truey pants
only friend is the president
x2

bang (erdo)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/67G2PLVMSPspLuZoFIpfOt?si=H1GXm-AMQUGYtx4PnNQIkQ&utm_source=copy-link
prod: me
cover art: @den-99 on deviantart

lyrics:
I'm stuck
in my thoughts
I can't get rid off
and the things you said are still there
and I can't forget
how your tongue felt
and the night you left
still plays in my head

and i still got ur texts where u said you want me dead
but its fine cuz i know that I'll stay okay
if you stay by my side
wake up in panic
feeling lost
cuz i got no one who thinks that im right
spreading all those lies

and i might say that i'll be fine
but then i know that ill never stay strong
and ill try to end it all
since i can never get that one point
and i got nothing left
that will bring any joy
and these boys they all laugh
feels like im their lil toy

just why, why, why
cant i be myself
and i hate all of them
enough reasons i swear

and i feel like
i am stuck

nobody thinks that I'm right

no clique (prod. mental faith monaco & angelus)

Mixed & master + prod & guitar by me 

*LYRICS* 
We'll start another world 
but ill be buried before its done
but will it start at all? x2

Its so cold, internal winter 
feels so warm, its getting closer
(closer) its left me curled 
 
We'll start another world 
but ill be buried before its done
but will it start at all? x2

Restart

prod me

// i had fun making this ; dont go to buffalo wild wings… garbage ah food

the world is gonna burn
burn burn burn
as long as we’re going down
baby
~
my visions gettin vivid
im fucked up to no limit
my thoughts are getting vivid
girl why u think im tripping
this drinking im dirty sipping
why do we live like we hate livin
im fucking tired of this shit
i tell that bitch bye bye good riddance

burn shit i fking burn shit i dont wanna learn
none of yall niggas earn shit u put no work
grinding till there is fkin blood all up on my shirt
i feel it through my stream thru my veins
through up all my nerves

all my nerves ; she on my nerves
hop in the whip we go and swerve
i just crossed dat bih like irv
eating this beat like i got hors d'oeuvres
i dont ball with no reserves
i got gears i got that nerv
my bestie just said i served :3
i always get what i deserve 

i deserve no i deserve ; i deserve the title
i can’t no fuckin break till im richer than my idols
i deserve no i deserve ; i deserve the title
i can’t no fuckin break ; im killin all my rivals

anything

cyz (arcadia)

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