igenuinelywishthatiwasfuckingdead

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lyrics:

I try to pick the pieces up like I used to be able to.
I needa stop givin a fuck and honestly u do too
bc its pointless
this never ending fucking conflict its like poison to us
its killin us both and I cant fuckin wait to change
and face it on my own 
but u gon stay the same?
okay.. i guess I'm back alone

when my world turn grey 
I look for some answers 
and all that they say is 
come home

babe are u serious 
we cant hold a convo thats serious…
so distant 

what if I wake up and everyone hates well maybe they already do
cant help but tread past feelings I detached I feel a ghost sometimes 

“do u wanna talk about it?”
they treat me like bitch so I kinda highly doubt it.
I hope that all my brothers and girl dont flake cus im rly kinda fucked up and I cant find my place in this 

ghosttown 
I wish woulda knew what I know now
goin down
the spiral that im used to I know now

u told me u want me to stay away 
well maybe I will u 
cut my lips

cut my lips

spotify

cut my lips.

Where I Left You

Real Friends - Loose Ends

Twenty One Pilots - Holding Onto You

You're Gonna Miss It All

Timmy Bowers

Fine, Great

Watching Movies with the Sound Off

REMember

goat

best buds

death cup

this time is different
i feel different
lost under tension
fateful companion
your skin is frozen
my wounds closing
you overestimate
the ones you love the steps you take
i want us to be best friends but
maybe baby i cant pretend
when im asleep
is when you call me
don't talk too deep
we'll be sorry
find hope in nothing
we are nothing
i want us to be until the end
maybe baby i cant pretend

the pictures on my phone are all of you

some small low quality demo i recorded a couple of months back but only decided to release now. lyrics are improvised for the most part.

unknown

drunk txt (demo?)- beach sleep

The Mountain Goats - No Children

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Full Album 

Dunno

The Front Bottoms- Twelve Feet Deep

March 11th one year ago from today was the day I sat down and wrote this painfully honest song. I don't think I've ever shown anyone this recording. This was the version that was supposed to be on WWTMS but due to the horrible clipping, I had to record this song 4 different times to get it right. This is one of the only songs meant for WWTMS that wasn't put on it! I hope you all enjoy :)

Swallow Red (bathroom version)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/4tT5q1ES8Z6uEnQSPaapde?si=F4JjgA_bQaeEvRUOy7aJEg

Back To The Old House - The Smiths

production and art by me
photo by @cozyhighdemand

this body means nothing to me

I consider this a demo cause my voice isn’t up to par lately and in my head this song has a melodica in it so if this ends up on a demo/album then it will be changed and maybe slightly longer

Lately I've been trying to find a way out (demo)

Scruffpuppie - carelessness (demo)

lyrics:
baby comes home to kill himself
his thoughts scattered across the shelf
mother tries to keep him safe
broken and angry she can't replace
a double life
the pain i hide
i can't let you see inside
please just let me breathe
i need air and i need speed

drinking the poison to stay awake
sober and colder inside my brain
8 missed calls i try to break
apart the sins i tried to claim
i am nothing a disgrace
stuck against the drugs i take
sniffing blow until i break
you don't know how much i hate
being apart of anyone
i bring depression with my songs
it's hard not to let them down
when all that i can do is frown

im your son
i came home
i tied the noose
i let you go
im dangling  
my visions black
and now there is no going back

igenuinelywishthatiwasfuckingdead

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