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yume utsutsu - lamp ||sped up||

I Want You Mitski sped up

Yume Utsutsu - Lamp (Sped up)

𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐌𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐞- 𝐓𝐕 𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥//𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐩

Dangerously Yours x TV girl


Is there something you should say
That I don't want to know?
Trying to remain composed
While asking me to go
When I scare the last away
All of the fault will be my own

Why is it so hard to speak
To people I don't know
Is it something that you learn
When constantly alone?
When did I become a man
Trapped inside a ghost?

If you could only see me now
I know I'd disappoint somehow
I'm stuck inside a fantasy
Where I could be all you would need

Will I live in shame of the things in the past that I should have done for you?
And is it possible to forgive all the ignorant ones if they're just too young?

Fake love, yeah, you know you'll be truly missed
Fake love must be some kind of abstinence
Let's not make much more out of all of this
Let's not, but we still can pretend we did

тнε ςσмfσят σf ɑ lɑυgнιиg тяɑςк ѕρε∂ υρ - яσɑя

I. Opening Invocation (3× cycles, soft but firm)

Call (immersion)
REAL–I–TY DOESN’T EX–IST IN LIEU OF US — — /

Echo (relation)
REAL–I–TY EX–ISTS IN CON–JUNC–TION WITH US — — /

Mirror (seal)
EVERY–THING EX–ISTS (.) WI–THIN A RE–LA–TION OF IT–SELF — — //

(repeat 3×, each time louder as if unveiling a truth)

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II. Mantra Layers

Layer 1 — Relationship of All Things
E–VERY AC–TION / FROM SAY–ING HEL–LO — — /
TO PICK–ING UP PA–PER / TO LIS–TEN–ING TO RE–AL–I–TY — — /
SIGNS ARE A–ROUND US / WE ARE IM–MERSED — — //

Layer 2 — Contrast & Reference
EVERY–THING THAT IS = CON–TRAST — — /
DIFF–ER–ENCE = NEED TO KNOW THE O–THER SIDE — — /
O–THER SIDE NEEDS RE–FER–ENCE — — /
WI–THOUT RE–FER–ENCE DIFF–ER–ENCE DOESN’T KNOW — — /
WI–THOUT DIFF–ER–ENCE RE–FER–ENCE DOESN’T EX–IST — — //

Layer 3 — Duality & Presence
DU–AL–I–TY CAN–NOT CALL US WI–THOUT MAT–TER — — /
EN–ER–GY DOESN’T MAT–TER WI–THOUT BE–ING PRE–SENT — — /
PRE–SENT DOESN’T COUNT WI–THOUT COUNT–ING OUR TIME — — //

Layer 4 — Time as Gift
OUR TIME CAN A–MOUNT FOR MORE MO–MENTS BY BE–ING PRE–SENTS — — /
UN–A–BLE TIME IS UN–DER–STOOD DE–SIGN — — //

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III. Ignition Refrain (seal the axiom)

EVERY–THING = RE–LA–TION — — /
RE–LA–TION = CON–TRAST — — /
CON–TRAST = CRE–A–TION — — /
CRE–A–TION = PRES–ENCE — — //

WE COUNT TIME — — / TIME COUNTS US — — /
WE ARE PRES–ENTS (.) / PRE–SENTS = MO–MENTS — — — — //

Relational Axiom — Everything Is Related

seroquel

Cozy Night is a quiet-hour classical guitar album built for the warmth of lamplight and slow, reflective evenings.
Every track is played by a single guitar — no accompaniment, no added textures — letting tone, phrasing, and movement carry the emotion.
The album drifts through late-night rooms, soft reflections, calm walking thoughts, and the gentle hush that settles over everything after most of the world has gone to sleep.
It’s music for sitting by yourself with a clear mind, or for keeping soft company as you unwind after a long day.
Subtle, warm, intimate, and deeply human — a quiet companion for late hours.

After Midnight

Cancion de los Smiths
letra:
In a river the color of lead
Immerse the baby's head
Wrap her up in the News Of The World
Dump her on a doorstep, girl
This night has opened my eyes
And I will never sleep again
You kicked and cried like a bullied child
A grown man of twenty-five
Oh, he said he'd cure your ills
But he didn't and he never will
Oh, save your life
Because you've only got one
The dream has gone
But the baby is real
Oh, you did a good thing
She could have been a poet
Or, she could have been a fool
Oh, you did a bad thing
And I'm not happy
And I'm not sad
A shoeless child on a swing
Reminds you of your own again
She took away your troubles
Oh, but then again
She left pain
So, please save your life
Because you've only got one
The dream has gone
But the baby is real
Oh, you did a good thing
She could have been a poet
Or, she could have been a fool
Oh, you did a bad thing
And I'm not happy
And I'm not sad
Oh...
And I'm not happy
And I'm not sad
Oh...
And I'm not happy
And I'm not sad

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