Letting Go (My Heart Beating) - Oldd English X X - Cile

Verse:

Here i am back at it again like nothing changed,  like the world behind me is against the grain. Maybe I need to look forward and not back, not give into the shame.

I am in a better place since i gave up years ago. Im no longer lost in my throes . Im ready to stand up for whats right in my mind. The darkness is here but it wont control me. 

Build up:

This the difference between heaven and hell

drop:

I finally found my home.
I found this place on my own.
Come and see what I see .
Finally free.
To be me

Verse 2:

I escaped from the doom i created .
From the darkness in my soul  .
Its the difference between heaven and hell.
Reality can break us down 
But we will get back up.
I need to acknowledge,
The demons inside my head.
I need to acknowledge,
The devil inside or i cant ever escape it.

 Build up:

This the difference between heaven and hell

drop:

I finally found my home.
I found this place on my own.
Come and see what I see .
Finally free.
To be me

 Build up:

This the difference between heaven and hell

drop:

I finally found my home.
I found this place on my own.
Come and see what I see .
Finally free

Breakdown:

No longer a broken shell.
No longer trapped in my own hell
i can finally stand to look into the mirror again. 
Its the difference between heaven and hell.

This is the difference between heaven and hell.
This is the difference between heaven and hell.

The Difference Between Heaven And Hell - Xcile

Spring 2021 promo Mix

Intro:

Sometimes i wish i would just end it all,
I just feel so fucking small, The weight of the world falls hard on my shoulders, and it makes my heart so much colder, lost in a bitter dispair, i no longer care. Tired of this existence,  tired of searching for the path I'm on, just take me back to the days when I was young and innocent. 

Build up:

Im wishing for better days,
When i was free to do anything.

Im wishing for better days,
When i was free to do anything.


Drop vox

But those are far behind me


2nd verse:

I thought I was cold but damn it I can be colder,
I used to love with everything I had but now I'm older, I realize that people no longer care for anyone other than themselves. I've been hurt so many times at this point my heart is on the shelf. Demolish all emotions, never allow attachment again. No longer searching for devotion. Just doomed to walk this earth alone.

Build up:

Im wishing for better days,
When i was free to do anything.

Im wishing for better days,
When i was free to do anything.

drop vox:

But those are far behind me

Build up:

Im wishing for better days,
When i was free to do anything.

Im wishing for better days,
When i was free to do anything 

Outro:

Dreaming of times when everything was ok, 
Now I just try to conquer my brain.
When everything was so much easier,
Just a world full of teasers,
No one feeling anything anymore, 
All we do is fill our bodies and numb our brains. 
No longer existing.

X-cileedm

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