spdp

https://open.spotify.com/track/1VumjCAb58ODgnm5wKkoAJ?si=aad61204ac3548a9

lorena 
what happened to us friend 
i never thought that this would end
but like always i’m wrong
that’s why i sing this song
again i messed it up
wont it stop
pack of cigarettes 
if it could fix this mess
or maybe lead to my head
why did you start something you can’t end
why did you leave without saying amends

lorena

on my own w/ layo

dumb song listen to something else

i’m stuck inside
this vacant trapped mind
do you realize you make me wanna die

it’s ok i don’t mind
compete to ruin my life
i break down when i see your eyes
escape at night

your motives, they’re potent:
don’t ever let me win
i hate you, you hate me
guess we’re even

do you know why they say “there no buts”
splash around in my puddle of blood
what’s that sound
it sounds like us
falling down from your mistrust

i hate myself to my core
my skin is raw and worn
everyday is like a cycle of four:
wake up, eat, lay down, get bored

i’m stuck inside
this vacant trapped mind
do you realize you make me wanna die
why do you lie
it’s like a bullet in my side
sing this ten times
to make you ask if i’m alright

puddle

we in this bitch finna get crunk eyebrows on fleek

pre-calculus w/ emmaline, sarah, and callie

you come home thinking “why do i exist”
you’re scarred up from your legs to your wrists, oh dear
that’s the 13th time this year
broke too many promises 
thoughts of thinking you’re worthless
live your life in constant fear

it’s okay that you’re grey
rainbows always fade away
but they come back 
and you know that 
and they always make someone’s day

you’re breaking at the face
you’re losing too much weight
you’re holding your breath and you’re stuck in your bed
you’ll starve yourself to death

no one’s on your side
they’re ignoring all your cries 
struggle to get through the night
you see the lights through the blinds 
they only care about you when you die

people suck the life out of you
that’s why you gotta pick and choose
i know it hurts but you've gotta heal soon

stare in the mirror, tell me, what do you see?
a vacant soul that’s worth prospering 
you’re not alone don’t you ever think that please
you’re worth the whole world to me

you’re not alone

prod roku
thank u sm spod :) @1spoder
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3V98lXYWCMVTLpRWLDGPHI?si=qfUoTe6nQqWK3StVNn5qHg
all plats too

[chorus: me]
ive been chasing immovable things that just wont budge
crying and faking
the balance between the two are cut
my skin is aching 
youre(cure) the reason for all of this blood 
i need to sit down, im shaking 
tell me why do i have to yearn for love

[verse 1: me]
ill curl into a ball
crash my car in a wall
book my own funeral
baby youre my alcohol
its like i said, what? countless times, i wanna end this shit
i see ur picture, hear ur name, turn to a broken stitch

[bridge: me]
she wanna follow
but where will i go?
gets hard to swallow the frog in my throat
i know i gotta say it hope i dont choke
youre like an angel hope you know it
girl you glowwww

[chorus: me]
ive been chasing immovable things that just wont budge
crying and faking
the balance between the two are cut
my skin is aching 
youre(cure) the reason for all of this blood 
i need to sit down, im shaking 
tell me why do i have to yearn for love

[verse 2: @1spoder]
give me time and i'll be there
i'll give it a month until you tell me it's not fair
and to my folks i'll try my best to do you all proud
i keep my head up but my body six feet deep in the ground
done did fold
don't lie
oh you get what you want (get get)
how it walk
rest like i'm gon die
back to my old life
promise you i'll be fine
left the door open
you were busy smoking
see it in your eyes
oh i've been should've known it
happens every time
go find somebody that can treat you right love
i'm sorry that i couldn't be the right one

[chorus: me]
ive been chasing immovable things that just wont budge
crying and faking
the balance between the two are cut
my skin is aching 
youre(cure) the reason for all of this blood 
i need to sit down, im shaking 
tell me why do i have to yearn for love

aching w/ spoder

colors

sing this.
i hope u die in a fuckin forest fire bitch
i saw ur sister butt naked she was fuckin ripped
and u know damn well i gave her a hug and kiss
stupid slut
yk im talking bout ur mom cuz she throwin butt
met her up at the club gave me sucky suck
dont know how a pretty bitch made an ugly mutt
and i hate to speak the truth
ur a fuckin bald bitch and i hate u
u got a stupid smile and u smell too
everyone i talk to hates u cuz ur rude
its true that u suck and people hate u
no need to fight ur dad does that to (you)
u hurt inside but u claim u dont boohoo

sing this

kick it off
i cant stand these bitches nah 
this basic, fake shit
end it all !!!
they make ships, breaks ships, standin tall
make stay in y’all <—
cant even look at half of you
disgust, annoyance, okay dude :/
come and jump into my shoes 

got bitches talkin on the screen
shhhhh
but i’m tryn find that fight in me to walk this earth for one more week
it might just be that i’m so weak
or that i stand at 5’3 lmaooo
ur boys a b
ur dad deadbeat
he tried to sell me grams of weed XD
my friends are mean
they make me green 
i met a pretty girl n she broke my heart into 3
and now she’s stealing the seams 

i’m surrounded by a bunch of FUCKIN FAKES :0
the same fakes that would used to make my day
i’m close friends to a bunch of fuckin lames 

so these days i feel the same
i wake up in the morning and i wanna

fakes, lames

@notlayo

,,,

(me)
i don’t wanna lie
but i just might
cuz i don’t really wanna talk about my life
so i get bored, lay outside, look at the sky
in the broad daylight 
and if you look at shit through my eyes
you’ll understand my despise 
you’ll kill all the butterflies 
my unexistent blime

overdose on prescription 
grey saturation floods my skin
there’s no such thing as winters bliss
so i take a knife and carve into 

"take your pills and you’ll be fine"
that’s what they say to you to keep you alive
just pay a large amount to save your life 
that’s not what you should do 
so it’s best you heal starting tonight

(@notlayo)
hate the way that you act
but i’m not any better true that *true that*
see me when i walk out the door
you never wanted to stop me
guess i’m gone
you’re eating me girl, you’re a cannibal *stand by*
girl you’re doing to much
girl i’m holding on enough
can you let the time be, girl i’m stuck *ya*

do you even care about me
cuz i got a feeling that you don’t
saying everything is my fault 
and i never do a single thing at all
i’m not ur bitch, i’m not ur doll
i’ll do my best to stand tall
even when you’re throwing me at the wall
girl can you let the time be oh oh

(me)
"take your pills and you’ll be fine"
that’s what they say to you to keep you alive
just pay a large amount to save your life 
that’s not what you should do 
so it’s best you heal starting tonight
x2

need to walk outside, my life’s a plateau 
so many houses in sight but not my home
best way of reaching out is letting go
i know it hurts you now but i promise that you can take it slow

pills w/ josh sinclair

this song bangs 

hey 
dont tell me you ache
just put on the brakes
look what youve became
and tell me what you see

look what i have sculpted into you
a rise interrupted, its nothing new
my fault that youre aching
so dont try to save me
go and look at me and flee

come walk with me
lets sink in the sea
ill open the door to the fall leaves
i remember the days where we stayed by the trees
what have i done to me

look what i have sculpted into you
a rise interrupted, its nothing new
my fault that youre aching
so dont try to save me
go and look at me and flee
as you saw me plea
and drop to my knees
you leave and i scream
"please dont forget me, dont forget me"

sculpted

cover of a cover
guitar by artemys 
song by d1v

designed

i’m 18 woohoo

10 racks, it’s what you’ll never stack
keep on talking, make him run like he in track
i bet ur mad that i’m making cash 
your thumbs up in ur ass
just like the flash ur a running man
that boy is running fast
where’s your dad?
he booked a cab
ain’t coming back
that is sad
bet ur mom is disappointed and i’m glad
did i mention that ur fat
i’m not shaming, it’s a fact 
so don’t call me anorexic when ur diet is just snacks
i got ur letter 
i’m a trend setter
u can cook an album up but i promise that i’ll be better
this shit can’t go on forever 
“can i get a feature” never
fuck that bitch and like all her friends i wish i never met her
why u turning blue
smell the bottom of my shoe
i don’t wanna fucking talk to u bitch please get a clue
idk what u want me to fucking do
yeah i’m a shooter bitch why do u think they call me pewwwwww

cap w/ layo

shitty mixing but i don’t care

#iwlgimhyh
i open insta and i saw u wit a man
hope ur new dude makes u happy like i cant
i’m fuckin useless and i’m ugly and i’m bland 
kill that pussy then i do a lil dance
hunnid bands in my pocket and i spend it on some pants
u comment on my songs lil bitch u r a fan
this dudes a cracker and he’s racist 
omm he’s in the klan

he wont look me in the eyes up in school
this dudes a scaredy cat 
i swear he’s scooby doo
this pussy only hates me cuz i’m fucking cool
met his girl jus the other day
i made that shawty drool
AND I DONT WANNA TALK TO U
girl we had so many plans then u knocked the screw
girl ur making me lose color 
girl i’m blue

i shoulda known

would-be lullaby

there’s this girl that i’m dreaming of
she scrambles my mind all up
she’s the only one i see as love
future projectors showing us

in your head am i dead
or another worn out used car
don’t leave again
i miss your texts 
no matter how far

baby won’t you stay by my side
the books we read are burning my eyes
i hate that you’re not with me tonight 
i swear i’ll regret this for all of my life

im too used to change 
but i don’t think i’ll take you leaving me so easily
i’ll break out my chains
i’ll move out my state 
just to see your face so vividly 

tell me please
do you like the songs i sing
what’s the point in building things
just to break them down, repeat

i see you shining through the seams
i wish i wasn’t a black sheep
too tired to eat, too hungry to sleep
you didn’t cut me, but i still bleed

baby won’t you stay by my side
the books we read are burning my eyes
i hate that you’re not with me tonight 
i swear i’ll regret this for all of my life

spdp

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