my life as of June 2021 update

I wrote this song instead of learning in Spanish

Room777 [prodby. C Young]

Apologies to my inspiration for this song. I’ll pay you 20% of what I make off this song if I ever blow up

Viicodin (Prod. GREY)  [Drugs are torture, dont do that to yourself] please

Miisfits (Prod. Grayto3x)

#SADDVA (ProdByLuke)

Siirens (ProdByLuke) im so mad tgis song got deleted now it looks like pne of my best songs sucks

ZOMBIIE (ProdByLuke)

This that (Amberflame Digital)
Yuh
Mad as hell stay mad 
Yo it’s late as fuck it’s late at night 
Nigga it’s 2 a.m. shh
Hold on hold on hold on 
(2 A.M.)
Let’s fucking go 
I ain’t got time for no sleep cause I can’t miss a beat
If you don’t like defeat gotta boss up
Enemy under my feet ain’t no damn R.I.P. 
Cause the fight wasn’t even a toss up 
Foot on they throat like a cleat if you go against me 
You will no longer breathe and just cough up
No I am not an athlete when I switch to the heat
I can still guarantee you’d get crossed up 

I’m on fire 
Money heavy I’m tired 
Nitro in me im wired 
I swear I’m deaf to a liar 
Shhh 
So quiet
Crosses on me Messiah
Designer clothes and desire 
Everything is so dire

Move in and out we on go and we ready
I’m toeing the hoes and I’m blowing my fetty 
I know when I roll they gone hope that they get me
I need me an eddie 
The flow is spaghetti it’s saucy
I need a shorty that’s bossy
Handyman ride with a tool in the car seat 
I’m always working 
Living like everything’s urgent 
My girl was drawn by Tim Burton

I don’t think you understand aye 
I need that blue in my hand aye 
I’m like bitch who is your mans aye 
Can’t keep my dick in my pants aye

I ain’t got time for no sleep cause I can’t miss a beat
If you don’t like defeat gotta boss up
Enemy under my feet ain’t no damn R.I.P. 
Cause the fight wasn’t even a toss up 
Foot on they throat like a cleat if you go against me 
You will no longer breathe and just cough up
No I am not an athlete when I switch to the heat
I can still guarantee you get murked nigga (what he say?)
Fire 
Money heavy I’m tired 
Nitro in me im wired 
I swear I’m deaf to a liar 
Shhh so quiet
Crosses on me Messiah
Designer clothes and desire 
Everything is so dire

Demon time when I get up in 
Black eyes obsidian 
Choked out by Vivian
I’m too prime like meridian
Or I’m prime just like optimus 
Hella armed like an octopus 
Issa swarm there’s a lot of us 
We been on a roll they wanna rock with us 
We go on there no stopping us 
Woah yeh he he ha
We been on ain’t no stopping us
Bringing harm to the populous 

Oh 
Woah okay!

I’m on fire 
Money heavy I’m tired 
Nitro in me im wired 
I swear I’m deaf to a liar 
Shhh 
So quiet
Crosses on me Messiah
Designer clothes and desire 
Everything is so dire

SADDVA

Everything Is So Dire

#tana #slump6s #cheromani #che #osamason #nettspend #xaviarsobased #hiphop #rap #yeat #summrs #autumn #twinuzis #sofaygo #kankan #lucki #kencarson #destroylonely

Valkyriie [Prod by YUJI] (returned to Spotify)

Had to make a hook with “fuck” it’s like a right of passage for SoundCloud right?

IDFWY if YDFWM

(Fantom) don't know, don't care
You could tell by the clothes I wear
I been through hell and back, stayed a night there
Got something for you stay right there (Dance)
I'm moving, i'm shaking
You're losing, mistaken
I'm making the way (Amberflame Digital)
You hating

I-I don't fuck with you if you don't fuck with me yeah
I don't fuck with you if you don't fuck with me yeah
I don't fuck with you if you don't fuck with me yeah
You don't fuck with me yuh

This shit growing on me
I need more cash K just throw it on me
The Vivvie on me
I got my entire city on me
Don't take no pity on me
She come put her hahah
You must be high
Rolling around throwing dough in the sky (up)
Like I'm making a pie (up)
Shit, I'm taking the pie (yuh yuh)
And I'm cutting the cake
Razorblade Shawty man what can I say?
You always losing you making mistakes
Making the way and you hating away
I don't really care what you say, nah, I never really cared what you say

(Fantom) don't know, don't care
You could tell by the clothes I wear
I been through hell and back, stayed a night there
Got something for you stay right there
I'm moving, i'm shaking
You're losing, mistaken
I'm making the way
You hating

I don't fuck with you if you don't fuck with me yeah
I don't fuck with you if you don't fuck with me yeah (you hating)
I don't fuck with you if you don't fuck with me yeah
Fuck with me yeah (you hating)

I don't fuck with you if you don't fuck with me yeah
I don't fuck with you if you don't fuck with me yeah
I don't fuck with you if you don't fuck with me yeah


Yuh yuh
Aye, the lights too bright on this, wait
The ice too bright in this, wait, aye
The white's too bright on this, wait
Wait, wait
Wait, I…

FWM (Prod. Fantom)

See I can work with others 

You're in danger, danger (yeah let's go!)
Danger danger danger danger
Danger danger danger danger
Danger danger danger danger
Danger danger danger danger

Yeah
I'm popping, that bitch in the line
She wanna know if she mine
I've given her all that she want
I just wanna know why the fuck she crying
Dangerous bitches don't know what the fuck that they want
I'm pulling the 40 up I'm hitting my time
I'm praying the police don't open my trunk
The piggy might actually find what they want
(Yeah) I'm running this bitch yeah I'm running the town square
I need a dangerous bitch that'll run from the opps and then lemme come pull on her hair
Lil shawty mad at me cause all these bitches they liking my music and she don't share
Pushing the brick I don't carry a stick but my shooters a soldier so just be aware

Danger danger danger danger
Danger danger danger danger
Danger danger danger danger
Danger danger danger danger

Shh
Skrrt
Skrrt skrrt
Skrrt (yeah yeah yeah yuh)
What did you say your name was?
I'm sorry bitch but you going out sadly
She wanna car, I add to the tally
Pushing that bitch like I'm in the rallys
Flipping that bitch just like she a patty
Pushing that charger I don't need a battery
I'm going up I'm talking in lattery
Throw the ball to Kami bitch that's a alley
Throw the ball to Kami bitch that's a alley

I bought a Glock for my mama my
blood stay protected you know I'm gon put that on gang
Run up on you put a knife in yo neck and a shot in yo knee I ran off with your chain
Yea I got weapons of mass destruction they gon try to do me like Sadaam Hussein
Bitch i'm up here with the gods yea I just walked right into their mufuckin' domain
She giving me brain shawty educated
Fuck with me your head and brain get separated
If you want a feature I expect some payment
I'm not riding no waves bitch I delegated
I said fuck it im sliding cause I'm a recidivist
Anything you wanna start ima finish it
Talking bout shit you don't do but i'm living it
yo chain boutta be a bey blade how i'm ripping it

Look into my eyes they're fucking white I have no pupils
I don't want your girl I heard that shorty was communal
All my fits are black because I'm constantly at funerals
Brutal removal her eyes were like jewels

Danger danger danger danger
Danger danger danger danger
Danger danger danger danger
Danger danger danger danger

I'm popping, that in the line
She wanna know if she mine
I've given her all that she want
I just wanna know why the that she crying
Dangerous don't know what the that they want
That was hard hold up (naw it was)
Dangerous don't know what the that they want
I'm upa dabuda dabuda dada dababadbwe dabwee daba (tunafish sandwiches)
The piggy might actually find what they want
(Yeah)
I'm popping that I'm running the town square
Yes sir

DANGER (Prod. Yurei Beats) [Feat. remoxy, CYOUNG, and Kid Kami)

Death don’t wait. (Prod. Isaac Zero)

:)


I'm with people that wear black and act like they don't care
There are no lights on at this party It's my kind of night-mare rah

Amberflame
Digital

Your eyeliner's kind of crooked I think you should go and fix that
I'm a real friend so I'd tell you I'm a real friend that's why I tell you
I'm with a boy with an artsy mind and you'll never know where his head is
He don't treat pretenders kind he's not part of your fetish
Unless he wanna be
Don't run from me
Unless he wanna be
Don't run from me

Because we're all matching, my heads thrashing around in the alt pit
Fist balled, bashing metalheads, witches, punks, and various siirens, fairies, vampires, scary!
Don't be scared
Color your hair
Nothing is fair
Don't be scared
Color your hair
Cigarette smoke covers the air

Uh-huh, Rah
Yeah, woah
Yeah hehe, oh
Yuh yuh yeah yeah

I'm with a girl that rarely smiles but when she do it's sweet
My oh my she can catch an eye with black lipstick and white teeth
Gravestones aren't really all that bad she thinks they're kinda neat
She don't really like my songs, but she like the beats

Because we're all matching, my heads thrashing around in the alt pit
Fist balled, bashing metalheads, witches, punks, and various siirens, fairies, vampires, scary!
Don't be scared
Color your hair
Nothing is fair
Don't be scared
Color your hair
Cigarette smoke covers the air

Duh duh duh duuuuh
Dadadadada duh
Dadadadada duh duh

They love to call it satanic but we're just cool as hell
Love how we make them all panic when we're true to ourselves
Expression is god and art is king (art is king)
If you aren't expressing yourself then who are you expressing?
I-I don't wanna die without saying that I lived well
Never will I give up part of me to fit in your cell
Don't claim that your table is uplifting if I can't talk
That's why when I choose my seat I'll look for the one that's alt

Because we're all matching, my heads thrashing around in the alt pit
Fist balled, bashing metalheads, witches, punks, and various siirens, fairies, vampires, scary
Don't be scared
Color your hair
Nothing is fair
Don't be scared
Color your hair
Cigarette smoke covers the air
Rah

cause we're all matching, my heads thrashing around in the alt pit
Fist balled, bashing metalheads, witches, punks, and various sirens, fairies, vampires, scary
Don't be scared
Color your hair
Nothing is fair
Don't be scared
Color your hair
Cigarette smoke covers the air

Alt Mfs (Prod. Velvet Wave) I loved making this song

This is the lamest heartbreak ever 





Then again
You never were innocent
You're just so pretty
Karmas always fitting (oh yeah)
You told me you love me
Well I love you too (oh yeah)
You told me you love me
I hope that that's true
Ooo
I love you too

You are my shiny green girl
You are my shiny green girl
You are my shiny green girl
My shiny green girl

I know that  you suffer it's not just me
Your touch ain't enough to get my trust from me
I need you to listen you're too blind to see
It's like you make sure you're not too kind to me

I know that  you suffer it's not just me
Your touch ain't enough to get my trust from me
I need you to listen you're too blind to see
It's like you make sure you're not too kind to me and

I can't keep on
I can't keep on
I can't keep on falling for you
My emerald baby
In general baby
I can't keep trippin

You are my shiny green girl
You are my shiny green girl
You are my shiny green girl
My shiny green girl
Fine, but I'm gone be so sad
I wish that I could turn back time

Or did you forget who I am?
Cause I can

Shiny Green Girl (Prod. Robin Cause) [BONUS]

Wish peep coulda packed out those stadiums he said he wanted to 

✣ Grungestarr ✣

Feel Safe
Do you care? or do you just feel safe when I’m here?
I don’t spare no enemies and It’s clear 
Old rare clothes on me I’m a pier 
If you’re scared, you gon’ stay afraid I
fear
If you hate, what did you say? I ain’t hear 
I got it made now I only shed Denim Tears 
I can’t fake, everything thing I say is surreal 
No shade, but stop trynna change 
How I feel

C.R.E.A.M.  shopping in the city w a cutter tool
Pristine everything I’m getting is so wonderful 
Big dreams they like come and get me if you want it due
Big screen baby give me something to remember you
 
Razor blade shawty makes it hard to get tied up 
The girl of my dreams is the woman in my nightmares 
Naw I ain’t gon’ fight you 
I don’t know what’s right to do 
I need morals 
All my friends are horrible 
In a mental state that I’m afraid will get me killed 
Yall are even faker than my haters and that’s real 

Do you care? or do you just feel safe when I’m here?
I don’t spare no enemies and It’s clear 
Old rare clothes on me I’m a pier 
If you’re scared, you gon’ stay afraid
I fear
If you hate, what did you say? I ain’t hear 
I got it made now I only shed Denim Tears 

Tell me are you proud of me?
I’m up in the clouds, you sea 
Don’t need you to vouch for me 
 Leave me out your beef 
Love where I’m about to be 
I hate my reality 
Never going down cause see
Everybody doubted me 
  Mm not too crowded please 
Thin ice all around my feet
Don’t show that fake smile to me, no
Don’t be talking wild to me 
You’re a child to me 
That don’t look like style to me 
I got crocodile teeth
I stay hot yall mild to me 
 Me
Me
Me

feel safe

Buy less
Choose well
Make it last


Cause I’m actually a tweak when it comes to you 
And I ain’t trynna have no beef when it comes to you 
I don’t think I could deceive you, honest
I ain’t ever meant to treat you wrong it’s….
That I move too sonic 
G force might make you vomit 
Too sky 
Too fried to face it 
I’m like, forever chasing 

Heed the knowledge 
The grim reaper is a keeper she a alcoholic 
We be smoking ashes up you know that we be coffin
Left my date with date with death and I know I’m gone keep calling 
Cradle to the grave
I don’t know the last time I felt safe 
Thought I found the one but that was a big mistake 
I could make the hands on the clock move the other way 
And every which direction
I don’t have a past or a future just a presence 
365 sections 
I knead bread in every single one I learned my lesson

One deez days we finna be millionaires
Blind as shit and big as shit we really impaired 
Dumb as shit and wrong as shit we really don’t care 
We just ain’t responsible for that shit over there 
One deez days we finna be millionaires
Blind as shit and big as shit we really impaired 
Dumb as shit and wrong as shit we really don’t care 
We just ain’t responsible for your shit over there 

Instability, its obvious we’ve grown apart
I cant open up you know I’ve got a chrome heart
Difference is, I don’t think you felt all of our differences 
My inference is, chasing you is what my true repentance is
Cause I 
 Tweak
 You 
And I-I-I-I-beef when 
You 
I could deceive you, honest
HONEST

Cause I’m actually a tweak when it comes to you 
And I ain’t trynna have beef when it comes to you 
I don’t think I could deceive you, honest
I ain’t ever mean to treat you wrong its…
That I Move too sonic 
G forces might make you vomit 
Too sky, too fried to face it 
I’m like, forever chasing 

Imma keep a blowie handy
If you hate on me then don’t pretend that this is dandy
I been pushing pedals I ain’t talking bout’ pansies 
I could talk my head off and still no one understands me 

Black clothes as usual 
If she can’t dress she might as well be unsuitable 
Don’t say that you love me if you know that you’re delusional 
I’m riding in a cat of nine tails the whip is beautiful
Yeah it’s hard but I’m trying to 
Just bottle up the feelings that I used to feel beside you 
Months of pacing every single day with my anxiety 
Wading through the very final days of my society (alone)
I’ll watch it all fall down
My condolences for to every small town
And every small town shawty 
Rest in peace to the peace, my darling 
Civil war 

Hits for hoes 
They be screaming Amberflame digital 
It’s for the hoes 
They be screaming #Amberflamedigital 
“SADDVA!”
Living in a life that’s only bad days
“SADDVA!”
Living in a life that’s only bad days
Tweak
Tweak
Tweak
Tweak
Tweak
Tweak
Tweak
Tweak
Move too sonic 
G force might make you vomit 
Too sky, too fried to face it 
I’m like, forever chasing 

When you aren’t there 
Chea 
When you aren’t there
Chea
When you aren’t there
When you aren’t there
Chea
When you aren’t there
Chea
When you aren’t there

Tweak /// Civil War

What’s going on in mind?
I look for trouble, I find
The search for peace is denied 
Oh why why why why 
I hate the way we just lie 
I’m always staying inside 
Old fears in these new times 
Oh why why why why


I can’t relax till I work 
My value attached to my worth
I wonder how I’m gonna make it 
I don’t get what I deserve 
I don’t know why I’m still here 
I don’t know why I still breathe 
I wasn’t made for this world
I think it’s gonna kill me 

I’m dissociating
Dissociated 
Dissociated
I can’t stand it 

I’m dissociating 
Dissociation 
Dissociation 
I won’t manage

I’m dissociating
Dissociated 
Dissociated
I can’t stand it 

I’m dissociating 
Dissociation 
Dissociation 
But I’m gone make it 

Whippin’ every
Reppin’ all my 
Layin’ with a 
Waitin’ on a (yea yea)
Livin’ in a 
Ridin’ with a 
Rollin’ through the 
Divin’ in (yea yea)


Riding around and I’m trynna go get it 
I look at my town and its apocalyptic 
I pray and I pray until I am forgiven 
For sins that a forged back when I was still living this fallacy 
 we been stuck in the dreams 
of the people that conquered in the seven seas
been burned and then killed 
Just cause they hate to see 
When I prove what I do is truly for peace
Yeah truly for culture 
truly for love 
Hallelujah get my strength from above
Yeezy shoes I had to sell them on eBay 
Pay my dues to all the legends from VA
Never answer to the rhetoric 

Fore’ I do that think I’d rather be dead 
Black gold, never talk to a fed 
Back dome when I’m aiming the Tec 
SADDVA, but I try not to cry
Pave the way let uniqness reside 
Save the day just means you’re gonna die
Dark cave but it’s diamonds inside
Emo nigga why he talking bout’ life?
Telling everybody “get up and fight!”
Sky is falling, you think you’ll be alright?
Sky is falling, you think you’ll be alright.

What’s going on in mind?
I look for trouble, I find
The search for peace is denied 
Oh why why why why 
I hate the way we just lie 
I’m always staying inside 
Old fears in these new times 
Oh why why why why
I can’t relax till I work 
My value attached to my worth
I wonder how I’m gonna make it 
I don’t get what I deserve 
I don’t know why I’m still here 
I don’t know why I still breathe 
I wasn’t made for this world
I think it’s gonna kill me 

I’m dissociating
Dissociated 
Dissociated
I can’t stand it 
I’m dissociating 
Dissociation 
Dissociation 
I won’t manage
I’m dissociating
Dissociated 
Dissociated
I can’t stand it 
I’m dissociating 
Dissociation 
Dissociation 
But I’m gone make it 

Whippin’ every
Reppin’ all my 
Layin’ with a 
Waitin’ on a 
Livin’ in a 
Ridin’ with a 
Rollin’ through the 
Divin’ in 

Whippin’ every
Reppin’ all my 
Layin’ with a 
Waitin’ on a (yea yea)
Livin’ in a 
Ridin’ with a 
Rollin’ through the 
Divin’ in (yea yea)

Dissociated (Gege Beats)

Making all this money got the steak up on my plate 
Shawty at the show I might take her on a date 
pull up with the poles we gone end your life today 
I don’t even know why they always try to hate
I’ve been making all my money I’ve been stacking on my racks
 I could pull up in a Lambo I could pull up in a scat 
If he playing with the gang put his friend up in a pack
RIP to my little Homie I’m a fucking spin back 
big racks making bands What you talking about 
Play with my kinfolk we gonna walk him down 
I’ve been making Hella money
I been getting Hella pounds
I got Hella different Glockies got 100 rounds.

Making all this money got the steak up on my plate 
Shawty at the show I might take her on a date 
pull up with the poles we gone end your life today 
I don’t even know why they always try to hate

Yeah my money real old it need aarp 
I got no designer on but I stay darn clean 
Only time I need chrome is on my AR 
Please lord forgive me for my wrongs it ain’t safe for me 

SADDVA tell us how you got the name 
My old neighbor’s brand alone va had passed away 
Mountains of their hopefulness had provided me shade 
Shit they been through could put yall to sh…

I ain’t even wanna say it 
She so fine I try not to presume 
 she’s playin’
Finna pull up in a mf raven 
I just left the function then it went vacant 

I know what you want from me and you don’t want a wannabe 
I know what you want from me and you don’t want a wannabe 
I know what you want from me and you don’t want a wannabe 
I know what you want from me and I don’t, I don’t wanna be no

GRUNGESTAR w Stizz

I don't have a camera phone
I don't have a camera phone
I don't have a camera phone, I had to ditch the tracking part
Red Lotus vehicle like I fight the avatar
Lames shouldn't see a throne but that's where they sadly are
I been far away from home but I can't go back because

Niggas mad and they just don't know their stuff
Yeah they mad cause they've never run it up
Yeah they mad never believe what they say
When I die I still won't address the h-
Dissin'
I still won't address the
Dissin'

Mad

Mad

(Amberflame digital)
Is my Fit hard or something?
They be looking at me like they've seen a car coming
Young SADDVA he got the dive bar jumping
You ain't smart enough to even perceive part of me
Yeah Yeah Yeah I'm still Designer gowned though
Wearing wallet chains and I let em hang down low
Wading in the water watching every lover drown slow
Fine bat-shit cause she never touch the ground, no
When I hear a siiren sound, bye
I see through your character it's my kekkei genkai
Lil sadd I stay with a gen 5
So many hating, just get in line

Niggas mad and they just don't know their stuff
Yeah they mad cause they've never run it up
Yeah they mad never believe what they say
When I die I still won't address the h-
Dissin'
I still won't address the hate
Dissin'
Dissin'
Mad
Dissin'

Dissin’ (Prod. Despaunt)

Children With Flamethrowers (feat. XXXTENTACION) prodby. Flexus)

lemons (not featuring Drake)

I’m also on Spotify, Apple Music, YouTube music, and the edge of my sanity

@SADDVA

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