Good Stuff

i'll burn a hole in my head with a friction burn
(oh, please come save me from myself, i'm so hyperbolic)
i will bleed out on my desk, if it makes me learn
(and he weaponizes me, only to be so much more)
it swells inside of me, my wrists will follow suit
(i'm doing what i love the most, and it still makes me pissed)
so i'll burn a hole in my head with a friction burn

(anxious dug nails dig the crease in my palms)

(i know that)
i said things were always this way, but i'm lying again
(it's a built in part of me, i am a drama queen)
i quit what i love all the time and blame it on my friends
(it's a built in part of me, i am a drama queen)
there's a prize outside my head [that] envy and wrath are trying to earn
(it's a built in part of me, i am a drama queen)
so i'll burn a hole in my head with a friction burn

friction burn

she day-drinks until she hits me, i'm seeing stars
"enjoy the pyrotechnics"
and there's only a reason to want her gone
don't love the life i'm left with
replaying every time i should have had fun
she left me swollen and dented
when i look in her eyes, i turn into someone i'm not

would you tighten the leash on my neck?
i'll pray it makes a difference this time
will you hold me tight?
it doesn't end if i turn it off
would you brighten my eyes just this once?
i'll say nothing my mother won't like
say it'll be fine
when she hits me until i'm seeing stars

when she talks like she's me, i forget myself
with too easy an entrance
can't tell which one of us it is i want dead
are we interconnected?
would a guillotine or my palms brick my brain
in a quicker time?
and i don't want this life
if she's my legacy the day i'm gone

would you tighten the leash on my neck?
i'll pray it makes a difference this time
will you hold me tight?
it doesn't end if i turn it off
would you brighten my eyes just this once?
i'll say nothing my mother won't like
say it'll be fine
when she hits me until i'm seeing stars

seeing stars

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A man

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