Name: 1 AM And I’m Still Thinking Of You by sKumbag.
Duration: 3 min 16 s
Description: This is my first song. I’d love feedback and hope you enjoy if if you come across it

This beautiful g keep the music coming 🤧

Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

hope you like it. i made the beat on this one :)

im trying.
to find beauty.
in the dark.
in the dark. 

im trying.
to find sunshine.
in the rain.
in the rain.

watching as the rain hits the pane on the window
the world got me feelin colder than when the wind blow
ive been outta focus, got me feelin hopeless
aint nobody notice, i aint really copin
release stress in the words that i write
thoughts runnin through my mind all the time keep me up at night
im overthinkin, and braindead at the same time
tryna find a way to make my pain rhyme
chasin after happiness i just want a little bit
guess im an idiot, guess that its all frivilous
why you always sad, yeah why you such a little bitch
i aint scared of death, im just lost in the middle bit
i just want an answer, i just want a reason
someone please tell me why the fuck im even breathin
got a black hole inside my soul and im slippin
please give me a minute, just a minute cause im trippin

im trying.
to find beauty.
in the dark.
in the dark. 

im trying.
to find sunshine.
in the rain.
in the rain.

flippin through polaroids in my room
flippin through polaroids in my room
said i just wanna go back
yeah i just wanna go back
i guess im way too far gone
i know im way too far gone
said i just wanna go back
yeah i just wanna go back

lost in the rain

Roderick Porter - lost in the rain (prod. Roderick Porter)

i had it removed because I didn't like it as much as my other songs but its gotten quite popular on spotify so it's back up.

lyrics:
in just a couple months I'll be turning 17,
18s just another year away and im still processing.
I'm still not big yet and my grades havent rised
I kept my hopes low and there's still no still no surprise but
I'll make it somehow 

This is not a song about you this is a song about me instead
I'm tired of writing shitty love songs on a paper that will never get read
I try to sleep comfortably but there's bed bugs on my bed
I wanna make some better songs but I can't find the chords in my head

I told myself that I would fix my overall mentality 
Aprils almost coming soon and the third days just for me
There's peoeple and dreams that all stop me from dying
but all this bullshit just makes me wonder why
I'll make it somehow

This is not a song about you this is a song about me instead
There more you hear the song again you might think that I'm a hypocrite 
but this is just what i'm saying and it all comes from my head
I'd write a lyric here and there but I think I'll stick with this instead

not a song about you

a collab i made with the homie JYLPO:
https://www.instagram.com/_jylpo_
my instragram:
https://www.instagram.com/vincenthale98
SPOTIFY LINK:
https://open.spotify.com/track/4f7W3th0l3mHv0hFLvG99Z?si=ZfGNge3LT8OY_Pvl7gCvTg

Lovely Pain (Part II) ft. JYLPO

I feel better now.

instagram: @lameboysharp

youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UC2d59ocK…iew_as=subscriber

Email: lameboysharp@gmail.com

hurt - lameboysharp (prod. Hon Ja ヘンタイ)

ＢＥＩＮＧ Ａ ＧＯＯＤ ＦＡＴＨＥＲ

Chemicals

used my $40 microphone recorded this in my room with bounce walls around . 

lyrics :

My Heart is broken 

My heart is stolen

When I see u turn around 

With that smile 

I can’t help 

my self

 look at you girl


Baby girl Can I get your phone number 

I take you on a date you will remember 

Nothing in this world can be  better 

All I wanna do is pull you closer

Baby first thing  get you a rose and all the flower 

Make a phone call to get my helicopter 

Fly around the space among all the stars

Write you a love song, U 

will forever be my lover  



I can’t be talking a no

I want you so like fool

Without you im not go 

I don’t know how to show


Your eyes are most priceless 

 So much more than a universe 

Looking it im be weight less

Save me girl I’m be helpless

Save me girl ima be useless

Lost in your eye I’m wightless

Lost in your eye I’m say less

Stolen (DEMO)

Half - Moon

Cold Outside (Prod. Beats by Con)

This is my first song. I’d love feedback and hope you enjoy if if you come across it

1 AM And I’m Still Thinking Of You

prod. diebonsai  / @diebonsai

they don't want to say goodbye
they don't want to say goodbye
they don't want to say goodbye
you're feeling hopeless, so do i
holding hands until sunrise
they kill us if we open, our eyes 
so goodnight, and goodbye no

i say
where were you? when i tear in two
when i stare at you?
yea
shared souls’ on the neuse, this ain’t me, and this ain’t you

ripping pictures, i got blisters
where my lips were, and my wrist hurts
in the burden of your absence 
speak my name in past tense

perhaps every syllable is haunting when it echos
your memory won’t let go
in the same way that i won’t 
you look away but i don’t

you called me a friend before i ever had those
how could i be lonely, surrounded by these shadows
fighting all these battles

one man infantry versus a whole covenant 
do you blame me if i motherfucking run from it 
i’m recovering from suffering, i’ve fucking had enough of it 
your blade desires life, and i don’t have more blood to give
shit

spotify :)

say goodbye

https://instagram.com/still_skum?igshid=NDk5N2NlZjQ=

1 AM And I’m Still Thinking Of You

sKumbag.

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