RiverKinn
"Albatross"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Living reckless
Nicotine for breakfast
I was born defective with an albatross necklace
No discretion
Climbing out the wreckage
Recognize the growing ego, I had to check it
Stressing
Opposite of calm and uncollected
Wishing I accepted all the help that I rejected
Chasing independence
I refused to get the message
With the red button syndrome forcing me to press it
Issues
Compromises I could not commit to
I developed habits in an effort not to miss you
And even after all the shit I had to get through
Collateral damage ain't necessary to forget you
We cancel out each other
I'm acidic and you basic
I freehand drew the conclusion
You couldn't trace it
I'm done ignoring there was any indication
You would turn your back on me
Like I knew you couldn't face it

Surrender to the sound
Of giving up and breaking down
Pretending I've convinced myself to care
I'm shooting from the cuff
I've suffered enough for the both of us
How the hell can you tell me this isn't fair?
Surrender to the sound
Of giving up and breaking down
Pretending I've convinced myself to care
(Pretending)
I'm shooting from the cuff
I've suffered enough for the both of us
How the hell can you tell me this isn't fair?
(This isn't fair)

I suspended the hunt, no Mission Impossible
Had me lost, but I'm back
And I'm tackling any obstacle
I stayed escaping the fate of a grave in Dayton
Almost gave my soul to Satan
That solution wasn't logical
Don't wait up
I figured out what I'm made of
Regained everything I gave up
Just to be your Vincent Vega
I've been staying underground like I'm a cicada
Now that my hiatus over, see me go omega

Surrender to the sound
Of giving up and breaking down
Pretending I've convinced myself to care
(Pretending)
I'm shooting from the cuff
I've suffered enough for the both of us
How the hell can you tell me this isn't fair?
(This isn't fair)
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

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PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Kintsugi

Albatross

Lyrics:
i just wanted to say
i just wanted to say

well baby you told me, you get so sad
well I do too, its nothin I never had
i know that you're scared, so just hold my hand
ill guide you through, this dark and dangerous land

i love when you smile, i always love when you laugh
you could stay right here, you could sleep in my lap
you could chill in my bed, while im chasin the bag
you made a home in my heart, as a matter of fact

i know youre far away
but we talk like every day

well I just wanted to say, I hope you dont go away
well I just wanted to say, I just want you to stay
well I just wanted to say, I love you anyway
well I just wanted to say, I just want you to stay

yeah, yeah, yeah

i wonder what you wrote in your notebook
i hope im good for you cause im so shook
nobody ever stayed dont know why they would
but when i say my thoughts i know you understood

well I just wanted to say, I hope you dont go away
well I just wanted to say, I just want you to stay
well I just wanted to say, I love you anyway
well I just wanted to say, I just want you to stay

i know youre far away
but we talk like every day

i just want you to stay
i just want you to stay

I Just Wanted To Say

justwantedtosay

Nobody Else Finished

produced by jacob vallen

lyrics

on my desk theres two lighters and a picture of us
i look at it everytime i sing so i know just what im singing for
i smoked too much
i get asthma attacks everytime that i wake up
she said baby sorry bout the makeup
its okay ill put it in the wash we can stay up
anything to spend some more time
cause i dont got time anymore
i been trying to get used to living with the choices that i made
cause i dont like living with myself
its something that im praying for
i pray i pray i pray

can you call me when u wake up
call me when u hear this
hope you hear it more than once
i been trying to get away
but ever since i quit its been calling out my name
my mind can be a confusing place
think of you as my happy place
i dont want no change baby
but nowadays i dont do much
nowadays i work so hard
i hope that its all for something
im kissing your hand in public
the same hands that rip me apart
but i wanna try
i wanna wake up happy that im still alive
i wanna go back to belmar and look at the sky
baby i keep having dreams where i fucking die
then

i get asthma attacks everytime that i wake up
she said baby sorry bout the makeup
its okay ill put it in the wash we can stay up
anything to spend some more time
cause i dont got time anymore
i been trying to get used to living with the choices that i made
cause i dont like living with myself
its something that im praying for
i pray i pray

asthma (jacob vallen)

lyrics

just stay inside
i dont want you to die
in my heart
and in my life youre always mine
im so selfish it makes me hard to love
im still haunted by memories i cant touch
and that cigarette was almost just too much
it reminded me of the night i fell in love

oh i stopped smoking six months ago

but i could use a smoke right now i got shit that you dont know
and youll never know
try to understand but you wont
i just had something to take the edge off
mama told me theres nothing good about being a slack off
its hard to try when i feel everything but nothing at all
she asked whats wrong i told her baby thats all
i couldnt expand on it
dont want her to get frazzled

oh dont worry about me baby im fine

i just need another drink to help me get through the night
thats my life
thats my life
still scared to live
but im slowly losing the fucking fear to die
thats my life

5am (miercoles)

shoutout @notmorgn 4 existing <333

i'll regret it till im gone
but next time when you're leaving
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing.

fingers crossed when i say that im sober
2 o clock and my nights not over
crooked thoughts tucked inside a folder
ima let em out until i feel like im better

she lied to me again
said that she was only goin out with her friends
i was writing love songs when i got a text
god that really fucked up my head 

what do you want from me
ill try to be your anchor 
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe in anger
why are we
so blind to see a stranger
as a friend with good intentions
never

and i messed up
tryna be the one that you
let your anger out upon

i was blinded
vowed to silence
pointless arguments that i never couldve won

i'll regret it till im gone
but next time when you're leaving
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing.

fingers crossed when i say that im sober
2 o clock and my nights not over
crooked thoughts tucked inside a folder
ima let em out until i feel like im better

she lied to me again
said that she was only goin out with her friends
i was writing love songs when i got a text
god that really fucked up my head

fingers crossed

fingers crossed (notmorgn)

w/yungcray & Liru - Light (prod. CRCL)

caving in [prod. betterluckmason]

Run away
I aint coming back to you
The pain that you caused me
I feel no value
Why?
Why do you make me feel so worthless
All of this depression im immersed in
And all the love I had for you no words then
Now I'm feeling empty so imperfect
You made me feel like shit im such a burden

Paint another picture
Then wash it away
With some liquor
I wash it away
With this burn in my throat
When I get sad I pour me some more
When I get sad I load a .44
I aim at my chest and I aim at my core
I empty the chamber
I fall on the floor
I'm living my life I'm deep in the morgue
Then I wake up

[Skele]
I'm waking up and it's dark
5 in the morning don't know where you are
I should've known from the start
I should've known you were bad for my heart
I feel so worthless, so selfish
And I hate your guts
I know for certain
You're not worth it
But I miss your touch
Holding on
Way too long
So let me down
I'm not strong, ill stay calm and keep you out
You see that it hurts me and it hurts us
So I let you through
You always curse me still lurking
Like I know you do

(should've done my part before I fell apart)
(I should've known much sooner, that there's no future)

Nobody Else Finished

sKumbag.

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