Reflection Of The Past

[Verse]
Do you think I look pretty?
My eyes are bugging out of my head
Do you think I look pretty?
Do you think I look dead?

[Verse 2]
Do you think that you know me?
I'm not even sure if I'm real
Do you think that you know me?
How am I supposed to feel?

[Chorus]
I want the drugs
The sex
The fame
I think I'm going insane
And I just don't know if love is real anymore
I want the drugs
The sex
The fame
I think I'm going insane
And I just don't know if love is real anymore

[Verse 3]
I wanna feel everything
My mouth is frothing with hunger
I wanna feel everything
I can't keep my head above water

[Chorus]
I want the drugs
The sex
The fame
I think I'm going insane
And I just don't know if love is real anymore
I want the drugs
The sex
The fame
I think I'm going insane
And I just don't know if love is real anymore

[Verse 4]
It's not like it was before
I've seen this all in my head
It's not like it was before
Is this love
Or am I dead?

[Verse 5]
Can you hear me screaming loud?  
My voice echoes through the void  
Can you hear me screaming loud?  
Searching for what I destroyed  

[Bridge]  
In the shadows where I lost my soul,  
Chasing highs that never make me whole,  
The lights blur, and reality slips,  
In this chaos, I lose my grip.  

Pieces of me fall to the ground,  
In silence, I'm lost, never found,  
The stars above whisper my name,  
But in this life, it's all a game.  

[Chorus]
I want the drugs
The sex
The fame
I think I'm going insane
And I just don't know if love is real anymore
I want the drugs
The sex
The fame
I think I'm going insane
And I just don't know if love is real anymore

[Outro]
I want the drugs
The sex
The fame
I think I'm going insane
And I just don't know if love is real anymore

I Want the Drugs

Gravity of Us

A journey through emotion, memory, and midnight light — Starlight On My Skin glows with soulful vocals, cinematic melodies, and heartfelt lyrics that blur the line between love and longing. Each track captures the feeling of standing beneath the stars, lost between what was and what could be.

With shimmering synths, deep grooves, and a voice that cuts straight to the heart, Lauren Lewis delivers a sound that’s both intimate and timeless — perfect for late-night listening, slow drives, and moments that linger long after the last note fades.

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Inner Child Spirit is a heartfelt ballad that explores themes of healing, freedom, and self-acceptance. With soaring female vocals and a soothing ambient backdrop, this song gently encourages listeners to confront their past, release their pain, and embrace their true selves. A beautiful message of hope and redemption, perfect for those seeking solace and spiritual guidance.


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Divine Whispers is a poignant worship song that explores the tension between a broken world and the transformative power of God's love. With its soaring melody and heartfelt lyrics, this song is an invitation to listeners to seek comfort, healing, and renewal in the midst of pain and uncertainty.


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Not Strong Enough is a raw, emotional, late-night soul-pop album filled with smoky vocals, vintage groove, and dreamy psychedelic textures. Inspired by the style of Amy Winehouse, this collection dives deep into love, heartbreak, identity, healing, and the quiet storms we carry inside.

With smoky vocals, lush harmonies, retro-soul basslines, and dreamy, indie textures, Not Strong Enough is made for late nights, headphones, and deep feelings.
Perfect for fans of emotional soul-pop, moody storytelling, raw female vocals, and atmospheric production.

Close your eyes, press play, and fall into the story.

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i’d rather be alone.

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Written & Produced by: Mark Smithers

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