Untitled Playlist

Mixed and mastered by @prodbybrody

Lyrics:
It's taken me years to see it
But I think it's time that I move on
Just always hoped someday
I'd fix the things that I've done wrong
But now I'll never get the chance
And I guess it's part of growing up
But I miss you so much
I just thought that I'd have more time
Before we'd have to say goodbye

And I told you I loved you
But you'd already fallen asleep
And I told you I loved you
But you'd already fallen asleep
And I told you I loved you
But you'd already fallen asleep

Twenty

Rosa Blanca

guitar by @pekarot

feel the shakes in my body 
and i wish you'd call me
my friends say they're sorry 
as my eyes leak out softly
don't worry at all 
i'll wait for a message 
a paper in a bottle 
a pill that's hard to swallow 

you're getting really good at that part
the one where you hurt me 
the one where you're leaving
all i ever had was my heart
and now it's in pieces
and now i'm not breathing 

and all there is left is some memories of us
picturing a gun
taking my blood
and there is is left is this pain that weighs a ton
filling up my lungs
destroying my guts

all i ever had was my heart

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

Un battito di ciglia

august

thanks sm to   @pekarot_161

im sick of waiting come destrooy me now
laying in my bed wishing u were round
filling my name w poison all around
takn aim real quick cos ur gna shoot me down
jus to feel the hurt again made me look like a clown
thought i was fine without you but i feel it now
all these memories now, hidden beneath the ground
really loved ur house, oh where the fuk r u now

im sick of waiting come destrooy me now
laying in my bed wishing u were round
filling my name w poison all around
takn aim real quick ur gna shoot me down
jus to feel the hurt again made me look like a clown
bring myself to the pavement and theres blood on the ground

im sick of hurting cocme destrooy me now
laying in my bed wishing u were fukn round
but she was out to hurt me jus tryna crop me out
i find comfort in this hell aint got nothing left to sell
needa have a word with him its myself
everything that i do it go well
u know what do to break me down
still think of u cos im a clown
but she was out to hurt me jus tryna crop me out
i find comfort in this hell aint got nothing left to sell

thanks i guess it just gets worse

prod iof <3

life's not fair :')

[lyrics:]
i dont get what i did wrong
i waste my time cant write a song
i wish you would communicate
but you dont you're not the same

i dont want to find another girl
cus you are everything i want
im living in a lonely world
i really thought that you're the one

i dont get why you do that
baby come back home
you were almost perfect
now you're fucking cold
dont be scared im not angry
i still love you so much
remember when you met me
i gave you all my trust 


you know i'd die for you
i would do everything
just to see you smile
im wondering if you think
about me that much too
i would do everything 
just to see you smile 
i would do everything

im not angry (iof)

old song, made by me and @ er1ksn <3

winterhaven days
feels like yesterday
we kept our doors open
keys were tossed away
never shouldve stayed
fuck those winterdays

you called me up at night
to tell me i was dumb
i was so drunk one night
i called u up, it stung
in my heart for long
so thankful for the rum, now

now its dawn
till forever when were gone
now its sung
u will always have this song

and your ghost
keeps me up till i fall
n i wonder
are u out there anymore

summer at the place
we used to run away
u used to laugh when i
sung and acted lame
i hope u are ok
and that u are the same, as then

we played hide n seek
out there till the dawn
when i found u, u said
i took way too long
im thankful for those days
but they dont seem to fade, for me

now its dawn
till forever when were gone
now its sung
u will always have this song

and your ghost
keeps me up till i fall
n i wonder
are u out there anymore

a day to remember
then came november
u had to tell me
u were leaving

serenade to the girl who broke my heart in middle school

head 2 the ground (neck deep cover) [prod. saint tomorrow]

IG : @maybehinshi & @sewerperson

lyrics : 

I itch all night until I get my fix
Plenty people die but not everybody lives

Cuddled up in worried silence
The night above bathes is in violet
Where were u to grant me guidance
With no one here I’m walking blinded
My knuckles bleed and my cheeks burn red
The blood drips down while I Bandage my head
I knew enough but its just so fun to guess
This consequence embeds in my chest
Her heaven just feels like a prison to me
But prisoner then I will be
And I happily comply when she asks it of me
Cause that’s what she loves most
Poison thru the door is replacing my feed
For once just ask me what I would want and ill tell u its love to receive from you
Love to receive from you

And I would die tomorrow if u promised me it could save ur life
Wipe all that sorrow off of ur face im here to hold u tight

And I'll scream all night
Till you hear me right
Our hearts ignites
Things we can't rewrite
I'll waste my time
Till it all rewind
I'll waste my time
Till it all comes back

As time pass, I give up on our love (our love)
And I can't get your face out off (my head)
And I'm wondering if you ever loved me
I'm sinking, you're all that I need

And I'll scream all night
Till you hear me right
Our hearts ignites
Things we can't rewrite
I'll waste my time
Till it all rewind
I'll waste my time
Till it all comes back

love from you (feat. Sewerperson)

produced by @user-374890447 and @sinxi
lyrics
oh no it hasnt even been long
since you have been in my arms
hasnt even been long
nothing truly made sense till you came into my life
that was intense, when you kissed me for the last time
i never really understood what it meant to feel alive
i thankyou for fucking up my life
damn shes gone forever ill never get to know
if we'll last here beside my window
i said its now or never or ill dip bro
but your the one that left me, oh 

really hit me hard that i been needing you
wear a bandage but it be bleeding through
sent you a package cant you just see it through
can you open it can you just plead into
lot of oak in here maybe some trees in you
i've got an open ear that needs attending to
its very open here its very nice out of my room
its very lovely but i lose sight of you
can you not think its me losing my mind
i just wanna see you in my life
im imagining things you wouldent like
i just wanna give you a piece of my time
listen up im alone im alone all the time
got a few friends but they're online
need to go out better my life
its such a joke i stay online
IM SUCH A JOKE ALL THE TIME
EVERYONE KNOWS MY LIFE
I NEED YOU CLOSE YOUR MINE
OH PLEASE DONT YOU KNOW YOU'RE DIVINE
that way that your hair moves
freckles presented infront of me
i know that your special 
can you come home

home

spies - thumbtacks for my lover

hopefully you want me more than me
i swear i cannot take all i see
the human race, is such a disease
although ur pretty, whats it mean to me

separate
meaningless, conversation's, wait
the cold air is piercing, everything
im freezing from head to my toes

i wanted to give you a call
and tell you if ill make it home tonight
i dont know if im gonna be alright!
i got too deep in my thoughts
now i feel like giving up

cutting my wrists till they fall, off, oh 

separate
meaningless, conversations, wait
the cold air is piercing, everything
im freezing from head to my toes 

i dont know if ill make it home!
no meds here to keep me calm
i, think im loosing my sanity
the cold air is killing me

and if i asked you why did it
youd give me a stupid, answer, whats this
im breathing, slowly
you cant control, me, is all she says

but dont, worry
ill be gone by the morning

gone by morning (prod. santana)

guitar played by michael seger
vocals & lyrics by eternal grieving

ascend together

I’m praying for this shit to end
I’m writing songs for a girl 
That’s in bed with my best friend 
And I know 
That I lose control 
But I’m fucking over this 
Cuz every breathe that I take 
It tastes like medicine 
Since you left 
If I rip my heart out my chest 
Will u see that I did my best ?

this song is a cry for help

anybody else. (w/ casperrr)

litter

Stanotte

might b typos to lazy to fix 
LYRICS :

i know you dont want me we fell in love when i was 16 
you really made me think that you dont wanna hold me 
ive been feeling this way for awhile 
everytime i run i can barely crawl 
just wanna hold you hand all night 
or i can sing to you til the sunrise 
i dont mean to be a dick but thats who i am 
i talk alot of fucking shit but i got no friend 
remember when we said this will last i dont wanna be left in the past 

memorys shatter broken dreams now were falling apart 
i told you that i really love you i dont wanna restart
im tired of always feelin like theres broken nails in my heart 

i know you dont want me we fell in love when i was 16 
you really made me think that you dont wanna hold me 
ive been feeling this way for awhile 
everytime i run i can barely crawl 
just wanna hold you hand all night 
or i can sing to you til the sunrise 
i dont mean to be a dick but thats who i am 
i talk alot of fucking shit but i got no friend 
remember when we said this will last i dont wanna be left in the past

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