this is not my original song
the original song is by SEIKAI

here's the original upload: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=yc7oggK7WeA&t=30s&bpctr=1673483568

WARNING: this song talks about topics like su1c1de and s/h and the visuals in the video are disturbing so don't watch if you're sensitive to that kind of stuff

翻訳機を使用しているため、間違って聞こえたらすみません。

これは私のオリジナル曲ではありません。
原曲はSEIKAIです。

アップロード元はこちらです。https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=yc7oggK7WeA&t=30s&bpctr=1673483568

警告：この曲は自殺や自傷行為などのトピックについて歌っています。

romaji lyrics:
boku ga nikunda kibou mo
kimi ga kuyanda kitai mo
kiri no kanata e kieyuke
boku no kieru hi ni

boku ga uranda kono yo mo
kimi ga waraeta isshou mo
shuuya to tomo ni kareyuke
minna ga shinu hi ni

boku ga nikunda kibou mo
kimi ga kuyanda kitai mo
kiri no kanata e kieyuke
boku no kieru hi ni

omae ga kowashita konoyo mo
omae ga okashita jūzai mo
omae no sei da tsugunae
omae ga iku hi ni

boku ga nikunda kibou mo
kimi ga kuyanda kitai mo
kiri no kanata e kieyuke
hitori happy birthday to me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
me
meeeeee

omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da

omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da

omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da

omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da

omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da

omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da

omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da

omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da

omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da
omae no sei da

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

boku ga tsugeta tsumi no ame
kowareta kasa to kienu kako
kodoku to itami de mitasareta 
yume no naka de

boku o uramu manazashi to
kurikaesareru bouryoku wa
ano hi to onaji
boku no kokoro wa kowareta

boku ga tsugeta tsumi no ame
kowareta kasa to kienu kako
kodoku to itami de mitasareta 
yume no naka de

boku o uramu manazashi to
kurikaesareru bouryoku wa
ano hi to onaji
boku no kokoro wa kowareta

boku no umareta hi
minna kirau hi ni
hitori kurai heya de
boku no ude o kirisakou

boku ga kieru toki
minna warau darou
dakara kurai heya de
boku no tame ni kubi o tsurou


歌詞:

僕が憎んだ希望も
君が悔やんだ期待も
霰の彼方へ消えゆけ
僕の消える日に

僕が恨んだこの世も
君が笑えた一生も
秋夜とともに枯れゆけ
みんなが死ぬ日に

僕が憎んだ希望も
君が悔やんだ期待も
霰の彼方へ消えゆけ
僕の消える日に

お前が壊したこの世も 
お前が犯した重罪も 
お前のせいだ償え
お前が往く日に

僕が憎んだ希望も
君が悔やんだ期待も
霰の彼方へ消えゆけ
１人　ハッピバースデトゥーミー

ミー
ミー
ミー
ミー
ミー
ミー
ミー
ミー
ミー
ミー
ミー
ミー
ミー


お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ

お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ

お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ

お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ

お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ

お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ

お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ

お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ

お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ
お前のせいだ

僕が告げた罪の雨
壊れた傘と消えぬ過去
孤独と痛みで満たされた
夢の中で
僕を恨む眼差しと
繰り返される暴力は
あの日と同じ
僕の心は壊れた

僕が告げた罪の雨
壊れた傘と消えぬ過去
孤独と痛みで満たされた
夢の中で
僕を恨む眼差しと
繰り返される暴力は
あの日と同じ
僕の心は壊れた

僕の生まれた日
みんな嫌う日に
一人暗い部屋で　　　　　　　　　　　
僕の腕を切り裂こう

僕が消える時
みんな笑うだろう
だから暗い部屋で
僕のために首をつろう


僕の年月日/My Date - SEIKAI

kasane teto screams in your ear about among us

don't upload this to any other places
youtube upload: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=k2Bukd_Zhlk

lyrics:
STOP POSTING ABOUT AMONG US I'M TIRED OF SEEING IT MY FRIENDS ON TIKTOK SEND ME MEMES  ON DISCORD IT'S FUCKING MEMES I WAS IN A SERVER RIGHT AND ALL THE CHANNELS ARE JUST AMONG US STUFF

STOP POSTING ABOUT AMONG US ft. kasane teto

hello i tried making my first utau cover using sukone tei's voicebank and i think it turned out pretty well!

ust download: https://www.mediafire.com/file/w2z2io4vnu8hxxf/watashi+o+tabete.ust/file
make sure to credit me if you use the ust

original song by Kikuo https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KTOtxxTzTqQ
warning: the lyrics talk about cannibalism so if that's disturbing to you i don't recommend looking at the lyrics

romaji lyrics: 
Yawarakai watashi o chigitte
Tabete hoshii no
Watashi o tabete zenbu

Fuusen mitai ni watte
Oshare na utsuwa ni motte
Kyou wa otanoshimi

(edit: i realized that i forgot to add vibrato 😭 i apologize if it sounds off bc of that)

【UTAUカバー】私を食べて/Watashi o Tabete Sukone Tei Cover

this is a wip
i only tuned a few parts so far

original song by maretu https://youtu.be/QA5zuzc1WYA

i honestly don't know what else to put in the description so bye 

【UTAUカバー】コインロッカーベイビー/Coin Locker Baby (unfinished)

hello
i stayed up very late last night (until like 7 am) and i finished this around like 3 

also yes the 2 covers i have finished are both sukone tei i like her voicebank alotfafsj

i do not know how to mix songs well so if you have any advice for mixing lmk

vsqx: keda https://youtube.com/watch?v=6cUw-0FaIqc&feature=share7

tuning and mixing: onyxP 

original song and mv: pepoyo https://youtube.com/watch?v=_pKPFpX7Cqk&feature=share7

backup vocals: kasane teto

enjoy the cover 

【OpenUtauカバー】あめだま/Candyball  Sukone Tei Cover

i couldn't get the 8d effects on the voice exactly right so sorry ab that 

i love this song but whenever it comes on i get jumpscared by the music orbiting me 😭

also apparently pocket singer is gonna get an update today that'll make tuning easier so im excited for that/gen

midi: fevernight123 https://youtube.com/watch?v=6EUpqDJWKrw&feature=share7 

original song: kikuo https://youtube.com/watch?v=qV6q_87qx3Q&feature=share7

tuning: onyxP 

【Pocket Singerカバー】闇祭/Darkness Festival

this was not one day
i got a bit sidetracked with other stuff and also i haven't been feeling that good so sorry for the delayed upload 

i honestly really like the tuning in this but i still cannot mix songs for the life of me afjsjffjaafj

original song and vsq: CircusP https://youtube.com/watch?v=nrsr_-QXCv4&feature=share7

tuning: onyxP 

【OpenUtau Cover】Better Off Worse 【Kasane Teto Cover】

i have made another pocket singer cover with the voicebank i have creatively named "soft" as in a soft voice

also i used the convert feature to make this cover 

while i was exporting this i found out that you can export project files so lmk if you want the project file for this

i might make a yt video for this later but i am too tired to do it rn

original song and acapella: kikuo
tuning and mixing: onyxP

【Pocket Singerカバー】楽しい楽しい悪夢へおいで / Come To The Fun, Fun Nightmare

wowowowowow

i am currently in the process of making a video for this but i did a poll and it said to upload the soundcloud first and upload the video once im finished

original song: kikuo 
vsqx: fevernight123 https://youtu.be/MczRMbJlF2k
tuning and mixing: onyxP
drawing: onyxP

【Open Utauカバー】ライライライ / Lie Lie Lie 【Defoko VCV Cover】

aaaaa

this is my first time using kuzuda yone's voicebank
i stayed up until like 6 am last night finishing this cover so sorry if it's off or something
i messed up the lyrics at 1:56 also

original song: kikuo https://youtu.be/ejDXgdC0QRM 

vpr (covered to ustx): fevernight123 https://youtu.be/lgxMyD3EEF8

tuning and mixing: onyxP

youtube upload: https://youtu.be/d9OsGtmXjks

【Open Utauカバー】とんねる大冒険 / Tunnel Adventure 【Kuzuda Yone Cover】

i have a tumblr https://www.tumblr.com/onyx-p?source=share

you can follow me if you wanna see art and stuff and also just random posts i make 

silly from pocket singer has returned

late announcement

back at it again uploading seikai songs that aren't on soundcloud 
im planning on making a cover of a different seikai song (tabidachi) so be prepared for that

original video: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm23211281
obv this isn't my song, i don't take any credit for it 

I Don't Care - SeikaiP

oh yeah 

this song isn't mine, im just reuploading it 
the original song is by hosaka1988 
og video: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/nm7870223

eng title: what happened?!

何があった？！ - hosaka1988

im uploading 2 hosaka songs bc i couldn't find them on soundcloud 

this song isn't mine im just reuploading it
the original song is by hosaka1988

eng title: goodnight

lyrics: 
僕と君と僕　君と僕と君
僕と君と僕　君と僕と君
僕と君と僕　君と僕と君
僕と君と僕　君と僕と君

僕と君と僕　君と僕と君
僕と君と僕　君と僕と君
僕と君と僕　君と僕と君
僕と君と僕　君と僕と君

僕と君と僕　君と僕と君
僕と君と僕　君と僕と君
僕と君と僕　君と僕と君
僕と君と僕　君と僕と君

あなたの声すなもかすべて
溶けてゆく死んでゆく世界
いつまでもどこまでもゆらり
消えてゆくそんな暗い世界

あなたの声すなもかすべて
溶けてゆく死んでゆく世界
いつまでもどこまでもゆらり
消えてゆくそんな暗い世界

あなたの声すなもかすべて
溶けてゆく死んでゆく世界
いつまでもどこまでもゆらり
消えてゆくそんな暗い世界

僕と君と僕　君と僕と君
僕と君と僕　君と僕と君
僕と君と僕　君と僕と君
僕と君と僕　君と僕と君

あなたの声すなもかすべて
溶けてゆく死んでゆく世界
いつまでもどこまでもゆらり
消えてゆくそんな暗い世界

あなたの声すなもかすべて
溶けてゆく死んでゆく世界
いつまでもどこまでもゆらり
消えてゆくそんな暗い世界

romaji lyrics: 
boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi
boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi 
boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi 
boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi 

boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi
boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi 
boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi 
boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi 

boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi
boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi 
boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi 
boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi 

anata no koe sunamo ka subete
tokete yuku shinde yuku sekai
itsumademo doko made mo yurari
kiete yuku sonna kurai sekai

anata no koe sunamo ka subete
tokete yuku shinde yuku sekai
itsumademo doko made mo yurari
kiete yuku sonna kurai sekai

anata no koe sunamo ka subete
tokete yuku shinde yuku sekai
itsumademo doko made mo yurari
kiete yuku sonna kurai sekai

boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi
boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi 
boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi 
boku to kimi to boku kimi to boku to kimi 

anata no koe sunamo ka subete
tokete yuku shinde yuku sekai
itsumademo doko made mo yurari
kiete yuku sonna kurai sekai

anata no koe sunamo ka subete
tokete yuku shinde yuku sekai
itsumademo doko made mo yurari
kiete yuku sonna kurai sekai

おやすみなさい - hosaka1988

WOAH WOAG FIRST UTAU ORIGINAL SONG!!!????!!?!?!? 
WOWOWOW THAT'S CRAZY !!! 
also what a coincidence that i used tei for my first utau cover and also my first utau song 

i made the instrumental around a month or two ago but couldn't finish the song because 1 i was still trying to write the lyrics and 2 the computer was bugging out and wouldn't turn on for some reason

my sibling thankfully fixed it somehow so i finished it a few days ago and drew the art just now

i got inspired to make this song by a VERY underrated artist named lvnarlii who makes songs and uses a program called jummbox so i tried it out and created this song
you guys should check them out they make really good music

it's getting pretty late for me so im gonna go to sleep after i upload this 

art/music/tuning: onyxP
vocals: sukone tei
inst: https://www.mediafire.com/file/z5kgntcsuqe8zc5/warm+rainy+nights+inst.wav/file
youtube upload: https://youtu.be/txkG4bfaLXw?si=Vz6ioNPznQkWNX7E

lyrics: 
all of these memories
we spent together 
making up melodies
i wish it'd last forever 
aaah

outside, the sky is foggy 
it's all turned to gray 
it sure seems bizarre
the girl who'd fade away
aaah 

can't control the time we'd let go 
can't control the time we go 
don't you know if you don't let go 
we can stay forever here 

if you know the things are real 
you should stay delusional 
"let it out you can't conceal"
everything wasn't (was all)* your fault

la la la la la la la la 
la la la la la la la la 
la la la la la la la la 
la la la la la la la la 

you know, it's hard to see
everything's the same
when it feels like
it's all just gone away
aaah

all of these memories
we spent together 
making up melodies
i wish it'd last forever 
aaah

la la la la la la la la 
la la la la la la la la 
la la la la la la la la 
la la la la la la la la 

something i had wanted to say
was just left unheard again 
and if you could leave it all 
please, i don't wanna forget 

i wish i could know what happened 
i wish i could know what's real 
something non-existent crept in
something that i need to feel

la la la la la la la la 
la la la la la la la la 
la la la la la la la la 
la la la la la la la la 

*it says wasn't and was all at the same time

[sukone tei] warm rainy nights [utau original]

tally teto 

i finished tuning this in august but i didn't post it because of the stuff that had come out about joe (obv i don't support him) so it just seemed like a bad time to post it

this is one of my favorite songs on the good and evil album and i wanted to make a cover of it 
i might make more tally hall covers in the future (i really wanna make a spring and a storm cover) 

teto thinks she's playing in a band 

ustx: onyxP https://www.mediafire.com/file/98qr3lpg88mph7n/&+ustx+++inst.zip/file (the end is really off so if you use it you have to edit the end to make it sound right) 

original song/background: tally hall 

youtube upload: https://youtu.be/xozkOqBQHps?si=txAExlBUtiSs9-1M

【OpenUtau Cover】&【Kasane Teto Cover】+USTX

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! 🎃🎃🎃👻👻👻 this is my favorite holiday so i made a halloween song with my favorite utau 
i was originally gonna try to post this on the 25th but it was a bit harder than i thought to make a pv in a few days so i ended up just finishing it now (also rip to my candy corn i just ate the last one (╥⁠﹏⁠╥) 

music/art/pv/tuning: onyxP 
vocals: kasane teto
bg vocals: a pocket singer oc 
inst: https://www.mediafire.com/file/c43uwpw7fufiuo3/a+visit+from+nothingness+inst.wav/file 
youtube upload: https://youtu.be/TJGuhO3m0kQ?si=BZCLn2cr_TDIbbbJ

lyrics: 
somebody from far away 
had noticed you, the one to stay 
come and join us, jump into 
a cavern that you never knew 

plants are growing from the walls
and i can hear the people fall 
come with us and break your mind 
and no one will be left behind 

everybody! come together! 
we'll have so much fun! 
あなたも、わたしも 
stay until we're done! 
come with me now! rid the world of
anything we've done! 
well with everybody gone, isn't it odd to stay around? 

tell me, are you hearing me? 
there might be things you cannot see 
some one else will join us too
and they could just be stuck with you 

everyone is happy now 
it's time to take a final bow
come and join us, jump into
a new life that you never knew 

everybody! come together! 
we'll have so much fun! 
あなたも、わたしも 
stay until we're done! 
come with me now! rid the world of
anything we've done! 
well with everybody gone, isn't it odd to stay around? 

everybody! come together! 
gather all around! 
all the things who pestered them are
buried underground! 
come with me now! rid the world of
anything we've done! 
you just realized that nobody was gonna stay around? 

[kasane teto] a visit from nothingness [utau original song]

silly from pocket singer makes another return

tuning: onyxP 
original song: kimurawaiP https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f91sM4rI76w 
ust: https://youtu.be/cI5G0UlS2ro?si=AUXrC9Pg_-8woFUp 
youtube upload: https://youtu.be/5QOovx743jI?si=7cXUNGObExS896OI 

silly from pocket singer tries to sing the high range test and loses her voice

i had random inspiration to make a water themed waltz kind of song 
i don't rlly know how to draw carousels so i used a reference and hopefully it turned out good
there aren't horses bc i can't draw horses so it's just a standing carousel 

art/music: onyxP 
youtube upload: https://youtu.be/1tfcED7lQqw?si=SLGsTilAgLjHetPI
nnd upload: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm42988163

a fun day at the water carnival [original song]

MAJOR WARNING: this song is very explicit and direct with it's lyrics and what it's about is a sensitive topic, so if that makes you uncomfortable please click off the video 

this song is originally sang by teto but i wanted to try using her different voicebanks
i finished tuning this in like 2 hours but im probably gonna sleep now 

anyway talking about the actual song, i found out about this song bc somebody mentioned it in the comment section of a disturbing vocaloid iceberg chart 
i honestly felt a little sick after reading the lyrics and i wasn't expecting it to be that direct 

tuning: onyxP 
vsqx: fevernight123 https://youtu.be/AmD6mEv7cW4?si=jQZaKrKxtKI8J0pQ
original song: muship https://youtu.be/m6CmFQvM710?si=RS7aZFHJTO-YXEub 

youtube upload: https://youtu.be/meZOiPgB_bw?si=eg_3vdRu-a7vF86n
nnd upload: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43006607

【OpenUtauカバー】犯しの家/Candy House【Kasane Teto Cover】

i made 2 teto covers back to back 
i've been using her sakebi and whisper  voicebank bc i just recently figured out how to use them 

also for my last cover on nico nico there was like a little extra video? thing at the end that had a comment and there was a text-to-speech voice in the background. no idea what it said though bc i don't know that much japanese but if anyone knows what that is lmk 

tuning/mixing: onyxP
ust: fevernight123 https://youtu.be/6a3aaTaHRa4?si=LOt9uQXpHZFYh9v6 
original song: kikuo https://youtu.be/M9lF9Z7cSS8?si=Kl0NcD4XKfB68so_ 

youtube upload: https://youtu.be/Ry5vSAvUdgg?si=MWfHfFR0TFv500s3
nnd upload: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43015974

【OpenUtauカバー】デザート・シター/Desert Theater 【Kasane Teto Cover】

im eating cheez-its rn (not flesh) 

i made this cover last night but i didn't put the audio with the video yet so im uploading it today 
i've been wanting to cover this song for a while but i couldn't find a ust/vsqx until recently 

this song is rlly calming but also kinda eerie? idk how to describe it but yeah 
also if ghost sees this and wants me to take it down i will 

original song: ghost and pals 
vsqx: downgrade-p https://youtu.be/CGW8zW03rhE?si=N5Y_dJWM5BBaO5e1 
tuning: onyxP 

yt upload: https://youtu.be/eAvnNtL7UsE?si=MK22yyCKsIqy4tDr
nnd upload: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43054864

【OpenUtau Cover】Carnes【DefokoVCV】

back with another kuzuda yone cover bc even though her name is a play on "it's trash" her voicebank is definitely not 

this cover has a lot of vocal tracks (12 to be specific) and also has 8d effects so whenever it's in a different ear it has to be in another track (at least in bandlab) 
it's also really long so it took a while to tune everything 

i made a chiptune cover of this song (by made i mean imported a midi into jummbox and edited the instruments and stuff) 
i might post it soon but it probably won't be right after this cover 

original song/video: kikuo https://youtu.be/I15sK7dNMOM?si=TAIubbtvN4v_q7Jm 

vsqx: fevernight123 (i use a lot of their vsqxs lol)
 https://youtu.be/vwPKYOtzkqw?si=-Np_K0iuGlKxLj5j 
tuning/mixing: onyxP 

nnd upload: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43092911
yt upload: https://youtu.be/HfolH4miZhs?si=zxjX28Dnds4tKz9r 

【OpenUtauカバー】あなぐらぐらし【Kuzuda Yone】

i finished this cover a few days ago but i was having trouble with the mixing
i still think the mixing is kinda off but i think it's fine 

it's officially around winter time! i made this cover now because there is snow 👍 
it snowed a couple of days ago where i live but the snow melted in just a few hours so i didn't get to play in it that much 
my dogs really liked the snow though and tried to eat it

tuning/mixing: onyxP 
ust: NeeMiSo https://youtu.be/h1Uo9oWJkjc?si=zewPqZ9ys0lUDL9y 
og song: kikuo https://youtu.be/rbPsii3JukY?si=8nGdTb-t_SHlObwt 

youtube upload: https://youtu.be/j0p7lkGBcaw?si=aCjhnPhTbPbPyQG- 
nnd upload: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43156079

【OpenUtauカバー】そして君は月になった/And Then You Became the Moon 【Sukone Tei Cover】

this is the first cover of 2024! and what better way to start off the year with a song about abandoning babies in lockers!

fun fact: i downloaded the main ust all the way back in january of last year from a google drive with a bunch of usts (i think i just looked up a ust for the disappearance of hatsune miku and it popped up) but i for whatever reason didn't download the read me if there was one. so now i just have no idea who made the main ust 
i had posted a wip cover on soundcloud in february that only had a small section tuned but i didn't finish it until now https://on.soundcloud.com/YDyyK 

also i don't know if this was an official pv or a fan pv since the original video is deleted (if the person who made this took it down themselves and wants me to take this video down i will)

original song: maretu https://youtu.be/QA5zuzc1WYA?si=Nj8tnx6W5ztgErK2 
video: xxx
vsqx for anything other than the main vocals: albina sa https://youtu.be/K9fUaloxch8?si=sXLmSch5X-HoAGrp 
tuning: onyxP 

youtube: https://youtu.be/m4YdCt4jStk?si=WClMr1p_TX8sduPo
nnd: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43247753

【OpenUtauカバー】コインロッカーベイビー/Coin Locker Baby 【Kasane Teto Cover】

this is my first song of the year! i've been working on this song since november 

while i was making this song i didn't realize how long it would be so i ended up making it almost seven minutes long
this is now the longest song i have ever made 

art/pv/music/tuning: onyxP 
some help with coming up with the title of the song: thesapphicschedule on tumblr 
instrumental: https://www.mediafire.com/file/njsfmhr5lnoeak9/the+day+the+stars+disappeared+instrumental.m4a/file

youtube upload: https://youtu.be/sEvHtMCenzU?si=HQA13OPdfnh7NjtK
nnd upload: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43274626 

lyrics: me and you were playing together 
everyday had seemed like so much fun 
i thought i would have you forever 
time was passing by us in a flash 

day by day, one after another 
something started breaking off of you 
till the day i came out of bed 
and never heard another word from you 

one, two, three, four, counting the steps to 
any piece of music that you played
trying to feel the feelings that made you 
have some sort of colorful array

right before you left i had noticed 
all your colors slowly turning gray 
maybe if i brought it to light
you'd still be standing next to me today 

if the two could make it through the night 
then we'd maybe have a better place 
i believed the stars were shining bright 
but you're gone and now there's nothing left 

someday i would throw it all away 
and keep acting like you weren't there 
tearing up the pictures that you made 
i just wanna visit you again 

if i could i'd go to the past and 
fix any mistakes i could've made 
even something small that annoyed you
possibly would mean you weren't gray

i don't know why you had to leave but 
your words keep on ringing in my head 
i'll keep reading all of the pretty 
letters from you that i hadn't read 

you and me were playing together 
every day was really so much fun 
we would be together forever 
time would pass right by us in a flash 

day by day, one after another 
nothing would be breaking off of you 
me and you would get out of bed
while knowing everything we have is true 

if the two could make it through the night 
then we'd maybe have a better place 
i believed the stars were shining bright 
but you're gone and now there's nothing left 

someday i would throw it all away 
and keep acting like you weren't there 
tearing up the pictures that you made 
i just wanna visit you again 

if i could've done it all again 
i'd make sure you're always next to me 
please give me a paper and a pen 
so i can write my last goodbye to you 

if you didn't throw yourself away 
i would think the stars would shine again 
taping back the pictures that you made 
i know i can visit you again

日本語の曲歌詞: 
私とあなたは一緒に遊びた
毎日が楽しそうだった
ずっと一緒にいると思ってた
時間はあっという間に過ぎていった

一日、また一日と
あなたから何かが壊れ始めた
ベッドから起き上がるの日まで 
あなたが言った言葉をもう聞くことはなかった

一、二、三、四、演奏した曲の
ステップを数える
あなたの色とりどりの感情を
感じようとする

あなたが旅立つ直前あなたの色が
少しずつ灰色になっていることに気づいていた
もし私がそれを明るみに出していたら
あなたは今も私の隣に立っていたかもしれない

二人が夜を越せたら 
私たちはもっといい場所を手に入れることができるだろう
星が輝いていると信じていた 
でもあなたはもういないとあとがない

いつか、私はすべてを捨てるだろう 
あなたがいなかったかのように振る舞い続ける
あなたの作った写真を破く
もう一度君に会いたい

できることなら過去に戻って 
間違いを正したい
たとえ些細なことであっても
灰色ではなかったということだろう

あなたはなぜ去らなければならなかったのか分からない、でも
あなたの言葉が頭の中で鳴り続ける
読んでいなかったあなたからの
きれいな手紙を読み続けるよ

あなたと私は一緒に遊びた
毎日が本当に楽しいだった
ずっと一緒にいるんだ
時間はあっという間に過ぎていく

一日、また一日と
あなたから何もが壊れ始めない
私とあなたはベッドから起き上がる
私たちが持っているものすべてが真実だと知りながら

二人が夜を越せたら 
私たちはもっといい場所を手に入れることができるだろう
星が輝いていると信じていた 
でもあなたはもういないとあとがない

いつか、私はすべてを捨てるだろう 
あなたがいなかったかのように振る舞い続ける
あなたの作った写真を破く
もう一度君に会いたい

もう一度やり直せるなら 
いつも君が隣にいるようにしたい
紙とペンをください 
あなたに最後のお別れを書くために

あなたが自分を捨てなければ 
星はまた輝く思ってる
あなたが作った写真をテープに貼って 
また君に会いに行ける

[utau original] the day the stars disappeared [momone momo]

i finished tuning this cover in one sitting (wow :o) and i finished the mixing and stuff in just 2 days 

also my birthday is coming in 6 days and my grammy's coming tomorrow so im excited about that! im planning on going roller skating so that's cool 

original song: x0o0x_ https://youtu.be/PoGvzfuWICU?si=An-tdqBIHlpokL4b 
ust: huo https://youtu.be/O_jFlOyBYwE?si=8uVjJYiVbtyCOhQz 
tuning: onyxP 

youtube: https://youtu.be/nHQjaudG0kM?si=vxAwl1OG6MGJW3kA
nnd: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43292779

【OpenUtauカバー】      【Sukone Tei Cover】

possible warning for derealization, kind of disturbing imagery/lyrics, and lyrics that could be interpreted as suicide 

this is my first song using defoko! i really like the sound of her voice but i haven't used her before now in my songs 
whenever i use defoko's vcv voicebank, for whatever reason there's some characters that she pronounces in a distorted whisper sort of way (specifically ta is usually like that) and you can hear it a little in the song 

the lyrics of this song have two ways you can interpret them, one being pretty dark and the other being sort of happy in a way? i don't wanna say too much of what the meaning is supposed to be bc i want people to be able to interpret my song pretty much any way they want 

art/pv/music: onyxP 
photo: i don't know who took it but it was found on pinterest 
instrumental: https://www.mediafire.com/file/n268acyqgfohk2u/a+disorienting+look+in+the+mirror+inst.m4a/file 

youtube: https://youtu.be/0U17H76ckVk?si=AmwSGhq8McVpJWus
nnd: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43392197

lyrics: 
there's something in the air 
i can tell it's nothing
wind blowing in my hair 
time is moving backwards somewhere 
hey, if you couldn't tell 
no one's really here now 
fog stuck inside my head
it won't go away 

whisper your thoughts to me
maybe you'll forget them
it's not reality 
rot and mold inside my body  
hey, are you listening? 
blurry voices told me 
it all will fade away 
wait a little more 

we're not getting any farther 
somebody should know that right? 
staying here is getting harder 
why don't we leave together? 
by tomorrow we'll be gone and 
everything will be in the right places 
leave this world into another 
in that reality's where we both belong

[utau original] a disorienting look in the mirror [defoko]

this song has been stuck in my head so i decided to make a cover of it 
i've been really interested in vocaloid lost media for a while and apparently this song was lost media but i'm glad it's found now! 

if syudou sees this video and wants me to take it down i will

original song: syudou
video: yuniko 
vsqx: kagarin https://youtu.be/I595quy6JRY?si=i9CE1YuJ357DjawP
tuning/mixing: onyxP 

youtube: https://youtu.be/-AHvExwR330?si=FFkHUviURjVV-HyB
nnd: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43468571

【OpenUtauカバー】気取屋商売/Pompous Business【Kasane Teto Cover】

wow i made another cover!! 

i know that there's already a bunch of covers with tei of this song but i thought it would be fun to tune and i think her voice goes really well with this song! 

also completely unrelated but i went to my first convention yesterday! it was really cool and i got to meet the voice actors for homura from madoka magica, and junko from danganronpa! 

original song: machigeritaP https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm7704306
art/video/tuning/mixing: onyxP 
ust: https://youtu.be/HOXdoAxCzl4?si=9EzWjJO7xLkHtHvf 

youtube: https://youtu.be/Szo2vuGN1KE?si=cYwQEvzITai8GIfb
nnd: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43542567

【OpenUtauカバー】ロッテンガールグロテスクロマンス/Rotten Girl, Grotesque Romance【Sukone Tei Cover】

i started making this a while ago and i don't really know if i'm gonna finish it
also i have almost reached my upload limit for soundcloud so i am probably gonna have to make a new account soon (i'm not deleting this one though btw) 

random wip i may or may not finish

hello i am very tired but i know if i don't post this now i will completely forget to 

i do not know what to write so im just gonna go to sleep after i post this and i might actually with something later 

original song: kikuo https://youtu.be/h4WrL4wLp3M?si=Jgb0mRPkSWhi161E 
main ust: huo
harmony part of the ust/tuning/mixing: onyxP
voicebank: ‎@MaddyTheHuman  

youtube: https://youtu.be/MtLlBG8LUkc?si=-nG7gPHCBLP2djZ9
nnd: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43590475

【OpenUtauカバー】ナイフ、ナイフ、ナイフ/Knife, Knife, Knife【BONBON Cover】

i tried to make a calming song, it's slightly different from my usual style but i like it 
i wrote the song completely in japanese 

also unrelated but i just went to a farm and got to pet the cute baby goats!!! they were so cute and one jumped on the wall and bounced off 

art/music/tuning/lyrics: onyxP 
vocals: kazehiki 

youtube: https://youtu.be/E4CzGfvlZ1A?si=SfjCoVmj1DGuqnHO
nnd: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm43634443

english lyrics: 
aa, my thoughts are words that don't exist 
let's live forever in the sky
aa, i am everything and nothing 
does time exist? i don't know

it's only me in this world 
sadness does not exist 
i love my world of dreams 
i'll float in this reality forever, okay? 

romaji lyrics: 
aa, omoi wa inai kotoba 
sora zutto ni ikiyou 
aa, watashi wa zenbu to inai 
jikan iru ka? shiranai

watashi dake kono sekai ni 
kanashimi wa iru janai da yo 
yume no sekai watashi wa suki da yo
eien ni watashi kono genjitsu ukandeiru ne?

#utau #utauオリジナル曲 #utauoriginal #kazehiki #カゼヒキ #vocaloid #ボカロ 

カゼヒキ/kazehiki] 溶けた世界と私だけ/ just the melted world and me [utau original]

OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS GOT FOUNDIGDJGDKGSDGKHKD 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 
i have no idea how this was found since the reprint i got notified for was just uploaded like 45 minutes ago but that so cool agajgkasgk 🎉🎉🎉🎉

disclaimer: this song is not mine and i did not find it, i am only uploading it to soundcloud
if muship sees this and wants me to take it down i will 

muship's channel: https://youtube.com/@ibumushi?si=CpWQTNbShTY41ozl
reprint link: https://youtu.be/tOh5LFVZXVI?si=ItIdf8djvMuatGPP

ファボる/Faboru - ムシぴ/muship

hello i like making some funky little songs and covers! i don't know much about how to make music except for basic things so my songs might not sound the best i hope you like them though!

i usually use utau for songs and covers and my favorite utau is kasane teto! 

tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/onyx-p?source=share
youtube: 
https://youtube.com/@onyx-p?si=gXRXsa-23ZA3Jj_A

オニキスP / onyxP

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