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ft. @wiccaphasespringseternal @earthboymusic
prod. fantasy camp
art by @earthboymusic

paranoia w/ wicca phase springs eternal + meat computer

brain Fog

prod w shinju , odece

music vid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rgX0qQppu8A

still social distancing from reality

no morgin 4 Error

music vid

no margin 4 Error

Run Away X Meat Computer Prod.Icareaboutu X Fantasy Camp

prod by shinju + meat computer

lyrics
Now ur a memory 
Felt like it was yesterday 
When everything was normal 
U were lying next to me 
Now u won’t text me baby 
Whats up baby 
Why won’t u talk to me no more :(
Why won’t u talk me no more ya 
Your memory 
Felt like yesterday 
U were in love with me
Now you don’t know 
U were in love with me 
Now you don’t know 
Now I’m just a memory 
Do u feel the same 
Bout me anymore 
Ya ya baby 
Do u care anymore 
Ya ya baby 

Boutta go boutta go boutta go boutta go baby 
Why didn’t u tell me u where gonna go baby 
Why didn’t u tell me u where gonna go baby 
Boutta go boutta go boutta go boutta go baby 
Why didn’t u tell me u where gonna go baby 
Why didn’t u tell me u where gonna go baby 
Now im boutta go 
Boutta go away 
And now im feel soo 
Feeling so betrayed ya 
Feeling so betrayed ya 
Now ur Boutta go 
Boutta go away 
Why won’t u talk to me anymore baby 
Why won’t u talk me anymore baby

</3

dead end

merch

prod diliamperd flame prince / meat computer

dont go
i cant c u around here anymore
false hope
thought i saw u last night but it was a ghost 
ok .. ok 

feel im fallin often 
something coming after me and its coming close
feel its all for nothing
tryna find relief in these shadows

whos that supposed to b
whos that in the mirror i c 
i might just i might know
is that the ghost of me
not who im supposed to b
i might just turn into nothing
is it supposed to b this way 
idk 
is it supposed to b this way
forever 
am i always gunna feel this way
idk
am i going to feel this way
forever

relief fleeting

prod. by scvmbag

i want dough 
but idk
want I'm doing ya 
anymore
i took 4 
now I'm on the floor
i can't do this shit 
ya no anymore

i want dough 
but ya i dont know 
what I'm doing 
ya no anymore
i took 4 
now I'm on the floor 
i can't do this shit 
ya no anymore

ya i dont wanna die but in my dreams i always end up dead
ya i dont wanna die but i feel like I'm living in my head
feel like ted, cu when shit gets bad ya i fucking fled
fuck what i said, just thinking weird shit laying in my bed

earthboy but the moons my birth place eh
hurt boy but act like every days my birthday
firs thing dunno who i was in the first place 
she says i dont give a fuck but i dont know 
what the fuck she says

thinking gets u nowhere

Bandcamp

im actually thinking 
about killing myself 
n i don't know why 

im actually thinking 
Bout killing myself 
but 2 scared to die 

life is so boring 
but sometimes it's okay 
when I take something 
2 slow down my brain 
 n im scared to sleep now 
most of the time 

mayb I don't realize 
what I can b 
Ppl act like they care 
but only when I leave 

my mind is racing and a thousand pills
couldn't help me fall asleep 2night 

so guess i Actually might
kill myself tonight

My soul will b okay

soundtrack to the end of a world

why do i feel like this ???

:(

(lyrics)
she doesn't like it when I talk to much 
im getting tired of ppl acting like they give a fuck about me 

She doesn't know why 
Why I think so much 
She doesn't know why she fucking even likes being around me 

fuck life 
I'm fine though 
But why 
am I so 
Moody for no good reason 

Just not 
The type so
Guess I
Just Might blow
My brains out this evening 

But I'm tired 
Of all the same old bullshit 
Everyone acts like they know shit 
About how it feels to b me 

Ya I'm just tired 
Of all the same old bullshit 
Act like I'm fine but no one knows it 
I'm just tired of being me 

But to scared to give up

fuck life 
I'm fine though 
But why 
am I so 
Moody for no good reason 

Just not 
The type so
Guess I
Just Might blow
My brains out this evening 

I know that I complain to much 
I know that I complain to much 
I know that I complain to much 
I even annoy me 
I know my life is not that rough 
I know my life is not that fucked 
I just hate how I feel so stuck 
Stuck being me

stuck being me

nightwalk

bandcamp

tired of life

buy merch w full album CD:
https://earthboy.bigcartel.com/

still lost

merch/cd

dogs in my bed

dogs

seek help

yt channel

seek Help

arcuate representation of my mental at the moment . /:
prod by https://soundcloud.com/earthboymusic

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0gy0-dQQWaU
lyrics:

i just need my (bad lil bitch x2) i don’t need friends 
i’m on my wittttss end 
man i’m on on my ends
you sat through the whole d*mn movie 
now you just crying bout the end 
that don’t make sense
that don’t make nooo sense
you coulda been here 
i was just chillin by the vents >:)
an imposter i’m blocking your mans
i don’t take threats
i don’t take kindly to people that act like they do what they can’t ..
i’ma take 10 :/
just need a break for a smoke and to shove my d*mn face in my hands
i don’t have fans 
i have an extension of family and people that act like their friends to me and it hurts ..
crying or not you can still get worked 
you can you still get this work
thought i forgot but i swear on my god that i’m gon’ get you first ..
i came back from the dead like a phoenix i mean it you gon’ hear my words
yea you gon feel my pain 
non of this will be stayin’ the same 

* give me a sec i’ll redecorate and come to think that it only took 7 days dawg .. *


i know that you pray to see me fall but i won’t ever fall ..
i said you can take me as i am or take me not at all .
tell me what you see inside of there, give me the crystal ball .
i hear everything and everyone it’s coming to a stall stall stall stall .. stop .

✧⁽⁽ଘ♡ଓ⁾⁾ °✞

imposter (prod. meat computer) *VIDEO IN DISC*

(lyrics)

drinking in my bed 
lost inside my head
dont know what i said
but know i meant it
ya I'm feeling dead
but dont give a shit
blood rush to my head
guess I'm feeling it

ya dont wanna go home
still feel like a ghost tho
still feel like I'm alone 
even when your close so
got a long lost feeling that i can't admit 
ya nowadays i just feel like I'm loosing it
but if the chemicals drift away i guess
still lost in my head
lost with all my regrets

but I'm not dead yet 
no I'm not gone
lsot in my head yes
not gone for long
ya im loosing it 
brain stuck in a fog
wonder if she still listens to our favourite song

drinking in my bed 
lost inside my head
dont know what i said
but know i meant it
ya I'm feeling dead
but dont give a shit
blood rush to my head
guess I'm feeling it



prod by meat computer

19 yrs

w/ @capoxxo

prod. slight x blvnts x meat computer

lyrics
Six six ay six six ay Six six woah 
So many lost they soul 
Lost and can’t let go 
Six six six six woah six six six six floor 
somethings goin on
Something we can’t ignore 
Six six six six woah six six six six floor 
Ay ay 
Was here a long time ago 
Now time feels so slow 
Six six six six woah six six six six floor
Capo just called my phone 
Passed out on discord 
Six six six six woah six six six six floor
Ba
x16


released christmas day 2020
merry Chrysler pilgrims

:(

trust

trust (w/ capoxxo)

No 1 Is Ever Gone x Meat Computer Prod.Slightbeats x Levelup x MeatComputer

prod by 4evr + taylor morgan

music vid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dAX3ZP7IPLg&feature=youtu.be

beyond Saving

yt vid

prod @dogdick
www.instagram.com/swagsohardimboutthatlife/

mixmaster @smokingstogies
www.instagram.com/smokingstogies/

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lil_uzi🚬