f e b r u a r y  2 n d (comp. xev & soggy rose)

n o n c h a l a n t  2 (prod.xduppy)

[ verse ]

I gave warm love to cold shoulders.

I got distant and a new persona. 

Now i got gang personas,

And I'm barely at the crib,

Coz i got mad devoted, with that new focus, 
On that new opus

Plus "family gotta eat" has always been the mantra

And I'll never mend a bridge for ones i lost to contra 

If it's war, thn it's war, i might be a little extra

They said to write it in blood so the pen cannot erase ya

I'm too filled with opions but still consume the lecture

Me n the broskis got overzealous we lost our patience

We imagined juss holding guns,
being the ones respected

But for them it went deeper, that was to be expected

I mean look at the setting, we idolised the gangsters

I still miss them, i know in heaven they doing better

Now that judgement is calling i hesitate to answer

I'm too deep in my feelings i got used to the pressure

I'm still fighting my demons, i told mom i won't let up 

Got a hold on the drugs and some things i couldn't tell her

And plenty still wish to see me account to errors

I Got used to juss walking in on all kinds of set ups 


s e l f (prod. prodxvzn)

Lyrics below : 

here i go again with this love shiii 
tryna conversate through the beat with my hardships 

you either hurt or gettin hurt by somebody  you love 
& yes i really understand it ain’t easy to trust 
ain’t picking calls he prolly fuckin around for  lust 
you be going  crazy now the pain got you doin em drugs

you pop a pill 
hopin that you won’t feel
smokin another blunt , hopin that you would heal 
but look 
you ain’t really gotta do it like that 
i mean he never cared for you & babygirl it’s a fact 

love is pain but from the pain there’s something to gain 
he never learn
he still remain on playin em games 
play with emotions nowww he got you goin insane 
he prolly get annoyed asf when hearing your name

shii & now you hatin him 
he never really had your back coz he was breakin em.
& all the feelings that he had he was fakin em 
so come & run into my fucken arms you be safe in em

but nvm that 
i’m just shifting to a thought where my mind at 
time is in our hands but how the do i rewind that 
something hit a spark in me when we done made some contact  (yeah) 

we were nothing 
& nothing lasts forever 
but imma need a moment 
coz moments last for ever 
you do you & i focus on gettin cheddar 
coz everyday  i  pray to God hoping you be better 

but fuck it 
i be on my solace 
i suffer pain 
but still i remain in silence 
i suffer pain 
but  still i’m keepin it solid
it’s an everyday struggle i feel like christopher wallace 

& i told you 


God shall be there with what you go through

Martin's Heart

LYRICS BELOW 


Damn who woulda thought 
They told me love is free but i had to pay me the cost 
You tryna play the victim but it ain’t workin at all 
& Even though i cut you off , you still linger in all my thoughts

We been at it a just for a couple years 
This shii was on & off for a minute it had you sheddin tears 
Now i’m on a mission to get a house with the chandeliers 
Last time we done spoke we were talking about us havin kids

But things change 
Never knew you had a new new
Like how you say you love me 
when you found yourself a new boo
screw loose 
Could it be my karma or some voodoo 
Rather find some peace i’m more than grateful just to lose you 

Caught you in the act now you acting like you got stage fright 
When you put out a show contradictin like you would act right 
Well i’m guessin it’s now the past life 
& when you hit the port’ i won’t see you catchin the last flight


I really thought that you were different i guess that ain’t true 
You were just a another hoe that i was passin through 
movin like a 304 another classic move 
i guess it’s what it is girl i ain’t mad at you

You brought a nigga smiles i’m showing 
gratitude 
All the times you done put up with all my attitude 
This cold heart done really turned me to a savage dude 
i guess its what it is girl i ain’t mad at you

l a s t  f l i g h t  (prod.bsterthegawd)

SAD w/ Enocs Mae

S T R E S S

g x t.  m e.  f x c k e d.  u p

One of those days

Hook: 
I’m a star bitch i’m out of reach
I’m major now I’m outta your league
I’ve been grinding with this music thing
I’m foreign now I’m speaking guapanese

Verse: 
Please don’t try to talk to me I’m outta reach 
Moving fast , you can’t match w my tempo
I flow like rain , you better wear a big coat
I cuffed a bad girl she doesn’t wanna let go 
Tell them niggas that you’re hanging with to take notes 
I can see it in your eyes that you can’t cope
I see your life is a movie but play your role 
I’m just standing on business with my ten toes 
I’m feeling sorry for you lack toes
Dripping like milk , fuck it if you lacktose 
I just dropped a banger and I stay low, like a ankle 
Inclined to the top movin’ like an angle 
Heart cold, Spit fire 
I might even go global
We cannot conversate if you don’t speak guap
Unless ole macala ,ntjaka gcwala 
I know she a groupie but wa mpatla 
I got many flows so kam tlatsa 
Eish lenna wa ntlatsa 
But I won’t go back ngwano ke stjhatjha 
Le nowtje ha mpona nkare aka ipata 
Haka tlela ho dlala nna ke nfana qwaqwa
Senda fela zaka , retla spana

One of those days

Phillips Slitt

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