Clowns can be scary, but ya'know what's even scarier? Mesothelioma.

What is even an Apex Twig (feat. Asbestos)

"Sometimes I wonder if maybe mortality is just simply to exist as a sort of character within someone else's dream; it's funny how when you're dreaming, birth, death, and rebirth all become synonymous. Have you ever died in a dream and then woken up in another dream? God forbid you do it twice in a row, trust me you want to avoid that, it'll break your heart. 

Sometimes I get the impression that a 'god' is nothing more than an individual who happens to be dreaming up the version of the world you inhabit in any given moment in time; spend enough time awake in your dreams, and you'll start to find that a 'miracle' is really nothing special at all."
- An Important Stranger

Wake Up? (Demiurgus Nocturnum, Somniar Comedentis)

Liminal Places

To walk upon a path unchosen,
talk about a wrath unspoken.
Dissect the aftermath, I'm frozen.

Wonder what I'm gonna do, caught between identity and contrary motions.

Day after day, it becomes increasingly difficult to swallow notions of human decency.
 I'd like to be able to believe there's a balance between the good, and the loving and the evil, and the malicious; but the world in front of me renders that notion impossible to believe.

What Happened

Lil witch never met a demon, break ties throw a hex, bitch you only gonna feed us
Gonna see us in your dreams, can't defeat it bitch you're nothing but a fetus, god-forbid you gonna free us, girl you never gonna be it
Lil' snitch hidin' like we seeking something fresh to sink our teeth in
Like the tides are gonna creep in, we are inevitable
So let us sink into the back of your mind to blur out some lines, you fucked around, now come and see what you find

Look, the ting is, there is some knowledge certain structures of information which are intrinsicallyself-aware.
Throughout time they have been considered forbidden, or they have been known to corrupt the minds of me. 
They have earned themselves thousands of names; Angels, Djinn, Daemons, Gods, Spirits, Devils...
The over-arching reality is that life itself materially, objectively exists as a self-referential feedback-loop that is constantly taking in and responding to external inputs in the form of senses, aspirations, regrets....

4th Axis

Unexpected Bungaloid Event (Catastrophe) [EQ-TEST]

THA DJENT-TENT (Doin the Jangley Dangley) [TONE TEST; INCOMPLETE]

I wrote this for Halloween, here's the lyrics:

You think you're a bad bitch talkin all that shit, you're like a mad-lib
Bat-shit, like you're in the ER on some acid 
Bad bids, betting on your luck like you can grasp it
Vapid, the way you stretch the truth like it's elastic

Irrelevant, stinkin up the room like you're the elephant 
Selling shit
Why you always chasing what you could have been
Would have been
Should have been, if only you could pull it in
Cull it then, oh wait you can't you're waiting for someone to pull it-
for ya like a matchstick

Won't do it yourself, you're not elastic
Tragic, for lack of trying you ain't neuroplastic
It's magic, you're bent around the fingers of the cash-kids 
Drastic, the way you play the victim so dramatic.

So say it then, I know you don't believe it, we can play pretend
My patience thin
I know that you can feel it, I'm 3 steps ahead
The horse is dead, and you're a 1-trick pony waiting to be lead, you're born and bred to serve the industry and feed the complex.

x

Like the Turing-Patterns in biomorphology
Too complex for you to follow, like your own biology 
Like the polyrhythms in this song 
Like the spirals of 6 & 3 over matrices of Time & Space over dimensions 1 to 3
Magnitude; scalar and vector by gravity
Like the elephant-headed diety, subject to memory
You're like Pavlov's fucking Gods
Your whole species lacks agency
You're more like clockwork than elves, just quadratic soliloquy.

Epsilon

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